Shell (Justsolost) - sometimes it's nice to get away from the boards (and the obsessing!) for a few days. Welcome back. When is your beta? Do plan to do HPTs?
Tammy - thanks for 'thinking' of seeing a line. I just wish there was one there for real. If I look real close, I can see a line on anything, even ones I haven't peed on yet, even blank pieces of paper.... I guess I'm just seeing lines everywhere because I want one so badly!
Anton - no cinnamon buns, but we had 6 people for dinner tonight and I cooked up a feast! (including homemade bread and desserts!) 10 people coming for Saturday lunch tomorrow too! So I'm keeping busy while slowing going out of my mind.
nwquiz - you are definitely welcome to join us on Facebook! I hope that all the differences in this IUI cycle means that it will be different from the rest in a good way and bring your BFP!
LYD - I'm not despairing yet. I'm just annoyed. Why can't I be one of the ones who gets an early BFP? ugh. I hope your beta goes up and up and up and up! Also - I had a female RE - but I just switched to the another doctor in the same clinic (the head of the department. With our history, our case has gone from being 'routine' to being 'special' - ugh)
Carol - I know! I hate doing u/s when I have my period. It always makes such a mess. Too bad you had to have the hot RE intern see that! I hate the AF after a cycle fails. I always get these super super super heavy flows. I always get blood all over the bathroom and it looks like I've killed something! - at least everything is all clear and you can start tomorrow night!
Lou - I hope you can relax. I don't think the worrying ever ends after all people like us have been through to finally get pregnant. I really hope I get that second line as well....
longtime - I'm here! I'm in a different time zone, so I post at different times than y'all (I'm 7 hours ahead. I post usually when I wake up, which is 9am here and 2am EST). 5dpo is still too early hon! Sorry! I'm still getting BFNs at 10dpo... hopefully that second line will appear in a few days....
Rio - I'm really busy! Lots of company coming over to hang out. But now they are all gone and I'm going to bed.... I can't stop thinking about what if this is BFN....
Margi - Hello california girl! Now we are even further apart - west coast is 10 hours behind me! Oh well... I just have to wait longer for your updates. How annoying that your bw/us results didn't make it to CA! Can you get them sent now? How are things going with the stimming? What are you taking? --- also, I got the call from my nurse to take my ganirelix "RIGHT NOW" so that I could trigger later that day. I had my meds with me, but I was with a friend on the way to IKEA. I parked the car and took my shot right there, in the IKEA parking lot! My friend knew that I was taking injections, but she didn't expect me to just jump out and stick myself in the parking lot!
Ashley - how was the ultrasound?
AFM --- the BFNs on the HPTs are getting me down. I"ll probably POAS tomorrow as well. What if I'm still getting BFNS at 11, 12, 13, 14 dpo.... I guess I'll ask to go for a beta early (mine is scheduled for next Thursday, 16dpo). What if this cycle is BFN? Adopting, fostering and donor sperm are really not seemingly like such good options at this point. I really don't want to do a FET with my leftover frostie morla (who was worse quality than the 2 we transferred). So another fresh cycle? UGH. I can't handle that. I really really really neeeeeeed a BFP.
Oh well, off to bed. Maybe tomorrow morning will bring my BFP!
THE LIST:
-swaters2815 (Stephanie) - starting mid-January
-kbillsy – IUI 12.4, Beta BFN - saving up money to do it again!
-jmbella (Jenn) - waiting to start late-Jan/early-Feb
-Sunshine1576 - PLAN: Lap surgery, 2 rounds of IUI and then IVF in June (if not already pregnant!)
-anton - blood test on 2.25, RE appt on 2.28
-Penny100 (Darlene) - next cycle in April - good luck!
-TammyS – ER approx 3.10-13
-jkulab – AF is here! waiting to start stims
-Krisnjer - AF is here! on OCP, Suppression check on 1.19, ER/ET early Feb
-andsahsa - starting stims mid Feb, approx ET 3.3
-lauren1171 - on BCP waiting for insurance approval...grr...
- andrea3821 - COME ON, AF!
-NancyB - FET delayed to April
-Katie1231 - FET delayed to 3.17
-luv2bamom (Subha) - FET on 1.25
-ConnieC - FET 2.17
-Kynlee - AF started 1.18 - start Lupron Feb 6th - approx ER March 15
-margi26 – started Lupron! - AF is here! - approx ER 3.1
-qita71 (Mairi Anne) - started stims 2.17
-Tiger04 - AF is here! HSG 2.17 - IUI approx 2.23-4
-CjofNC (Carol) – AF arrived 2.24
-deftonesmo -started stims 2.14, ER 2.24 - ET 2.27
- nat&alex - FET 2.9 - beta 2.17
-wannabeamum (Samantha) - started stimming 1.31, ER 2.16 - ET 2.19 - beta 3.7 (at 3pm)
-leorira11 (Leora, aka listmistress!) - started stims 2.1, ER 2.15 - ET 2.20, beta 3.3
-nwquiz - stimming for IUI - Monday morning 2.21 - beta
-longtimerivf - started stims - ER 2.20 ET 2.23
-JustSoLost (Shell)- ER 2.16, ET 2.19
-anacris (Nov) – FET 11.29, Beta 12.11 = 444, u/s on 12.28 - one happy, healthy baby!
-rypell1985 (Ryann) – start Lupron 10.11, lining check 11.29, FET 12.3, Beta 12.15 = 275, beta #2 = 824 - u/s = twins!
-annashope – natural IUI 12.2, Beta = 247, Beta#2 = 725 - one happy, healthy baby!
-kildean23 – FET 12.14, beta 12.27 = 565!, 2nd beta = 1315!, u/s on 1.6 - 2 sacs! next u/s 1.31
-taxcplforivf (Ginger) – start stims 12.4, ER 12.15, ET 12.20, beta 12.29 = 68!, beta #2 - 1466!, u/s 1.17
-BakersBaby (Kelly) – start stims 12/3, ER 1.13, ET 12.16, beta 12.30 = 365!, beta #2 1.7 = 3300, u/s one happy, healthy baby! OB visit on 2.2
- Karian - SURPRISE SPONTANEOUS BFP! beta = 101!, beta #2 - 566, u/s 1.18 - one happy, healthy baby!
-krcaja (Kristin) - ER 1.11, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 = 364! next beta 1.31 = 1565! u/s 2.15 = YAY! One healthy heartbeat and a twin growing more slowly. Fingers crossed for Baby B.
- lou71 (Lou) - beta 2.4 = 290! next beta 2.7 = 780! U/s on 2.22 - one happy, healthy baby!
-HopeIsAllIHave (Ashley) - ER 1.28 - ET 2.3 - beta 2.11 = BFP! 133, beta2 = 125, beta3 = 236, beta4 = 667!.... waiting in beta hell..... but things are looking better! beta 5= 3754! u/s on Friday 2.25
-SDtrying#2 - beta 2.22 - BFP on HPT at 10dpo! beta = 18 at 10dpo, beta2= 67!, beta3 =497! u/s at 6 weeks
- HopeThisWorksM ER 2.5, ET 2.10 beta 2.18 = 55!, beta 2- 2.22 = 112, beta 3 = 67.... in beta hell.....
-LYD10 -start stims on 1.29 - ER 2.10 - beta 2.24 = 20.... beta 2 2.28
-Krys – started estrogen 11.11, FET 11.30, Beta 12.14- BFN
-Cshell717 (Mishell) – start stims 11.22, ER 12.3 w/ ET 12.6, beta 12.20 -BFN
-x0Heather0x – FET, b/w 12.3, u/s 12.10, FET 12.16, beta 12.28 - BFN
-Riya - beta on 1.7 BFN
-Jamiep03 - ET 12.27, beta 1.9 = 21.8, chemical
-kariberri517 - 3dt on 12.10, beta on 12.27 = 392, 12.29 = 472, 12.30 = 576...
-Sweetpea614 (Kat) - ER 1.14, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 BFN
-lynniecat - started stims 1.4 - ER 1.16 - no eggs at ER
-Trusting (Amanda) - started stims 1.10, ER 1/24 - beta 2.4 BFN
-amanda1979 - ER on 1.27 - ET 1.30 - beta 2.11 BFN
-Kimber Baby - ER 1.28 , ET 2.3 - beta 2.14 BFN
-hotgreentea (Sherry) - start stims 1.23 - ER 2.3 - ET 2.9, beta 2.17 - BFN
-Sunshine 12 - start stims 1.27 - ER 2.6 - ET 2.9 - beta 2.20 - BFN.... taking a few months break...
-Kerri_789 - started stims 1.26 - ER 2.7 ET 2.9 - beta 2.21 BFN
... haven't eaten much this week... upset stomach... have lost 3lbs... Dr. was concerned wednesday but since I'm feeling better is no longer concerned... hope it's all good... and I hope some of my 4 other ones will make it to freeze... will they call today??? 
Hoping for a great rise in level on Monday.
(And I was rolling with your story, thanks for sharing!! 
Ill be praying your numbers increase on your next beta... 
I looked and I looked at your stick and I don't think I saw a line but with that being said I think it is way too early and you need to step away from the sticks and wait a few days...hun why are you driving yourself nuts when you said you never see a positive this early...just take a few days off and POAS on Monday or something...
