There is nothing anyone can say to ease your pain. I have to tell you that I am so amazed at your strength to say now you will do another try. I can only hope that these dr's will keep a very close eye on you for the next one. I myself have had three failed attempts and it gets easier to start again each time. Someday we will be Mommies, God only knows when & how. If you need us we are here for you. Take your time and cry and get angry and it will all be fine.
Love u.....
LisaMarie