Awaiting Treatment

[wishfull27]

OMG what is wrong with this stupid site - can't catch up or even post properley - ARGHHHHHH

[Jen1d]

Hi

Yipe Mia, i'm getting the debug problem everytime and coudnt send a few of my messages so sent them to Steph pm instead. Dont know whats going on. I could post on the donor thread but not this one??

Chris and Steph - Here is a huge hug for you both


Chriss, life begins not at 40 for you but definately 41, so keep strong and remember the butts

Steph - Glad you have a plan to keep you busy. I always feel better when i do this as it helps focus on something else. You are strong and wil get your joy one day soon.

Rachel - Hi babe. Cant believe your at the furniture stage already, it seems ot have gone so fast--you are fab to stick around and support us.
Advert will be put int he paper again soon to try and get a better response but am phoning the health woman at the paper today and see if she can write an article about donors with our advert??? Will keep you posted.

Am fine so far. Still feeling nothing but think today/tomorrow might get the af feelings i normally get a couple of days before test date. If they stay away then i might feel really postive ???
Got our dates through for adoption classes yesterday----makes me laugh really. People have no experience with kids, push it out in the hospital and then go home 2 days later and have to learn what to do-----i have worked with kids all my life and am a trained nursery nurse and i have to attend classes Anyway at least its all moving forward.

Ok will pop in later as i'm off work for 2 days yyyiiipppeeeee

Love Jen x

[Jen1d]

Hi

I'm getting the debug problem everytime i submit a post and couldnt send a few of my messages. Anyone else having the problem?

Steph and Criss -Hope your ok, here is a hug to keep you going


So how is everyone else???

Am fine so far. Still feeling nothing but think today/tomorrow might get the af feelings i normally get a couple of days before test date. If they stay away then i might feel really postive ???

Got our dates through for adoption classes yesterday----makes me laugh really. People have no experience with kids, push it out in the hospital and then go home 2 days later and have to learn what to do-----i have worked with kids all my life and am a trained nursery nurse and i have to attend classes Anyway at least its all moving forward.

Ok will pop in later as i'm off work for 2 days yyyiiipppeeeee

Love Jen x

[Jen1d]

Hi

I'm getting the debug problem everytime i submit a post and couldnt send a few of my messages. Anyone else having the problem?

Steph and Criss -Hope your ok, here is a hug to keep you going


So how is everyone else???

Am fine so far. Still feeling nothing but think today/tomorrow might get the af feelings i normally get a couple of days before test date. If they stay away then i might feel really postive ???

Got our dates through for adoption classes yesterday----makes me laugh really. People have no experience with kids, push it out in the hospital and then go home 2 days later and have to learn what to do-----i have worked with kids all my life and am a trained nursery nurse and i have to attend classes Anyway at least its all moving forward.

Ok will pop in later as i'm off work for 2 days yyyiiipppeeeee

Love Jen x

[Welshgirl38]

Yes Miricle - i am and its driving me bonkers - dont even know if these posts are posting on the site arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[Welshgirl38]

FFS - Now i am losing my temper - the last post i saw up was off miricle - but when i look in the topic review - there are loads of new postings - its not fair i cant seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Do they not know how important this site is to us - im sorry ladies if ive missed anything important - but i cant catch up cos i cant see ur postings

[ICSI GIRL]

Geez-o-peets girls........I leave you alone for a couple of weeks and you break the damn board!!! Sounds about par for the course!! How ya'll doin'????????????????? Afraid to admit that there is NO WAY IN HELL i could possible play "catch up" on all i've missed....so I'll apologize right now --- SO SORRY

Steph --- my dear steph..........from what i can see, TODAY IS THE BIG DAY!!! by end of day you'll be PUPO??!!!!! YFH!!!!!

beck --- the race for life sounds amazing!! so very cool that you're a part of something so incredible........although, i'm not surprised as you are a pretty amazing woman!!! and maybe i missed somewhere -- but what's your status w/ IVF??? i think i remember AF arriving before first of feb??? and with that, you're now waiting til march AF??? is that right?? ok and WTF is going on w/ your new job?? do you still even have a job?? have you spoken to them -- will they bring you back once you've gotten thru your illnesses????? poor girl.....that sucks!

jen1 --- not long now eh?? YEE-HA!!! and remember what i said about how things work?? i just know that you're going to end up w/ BFP and then adoption will move right along and you'll end up w/ your own litter before the end of this year!!! everything crossed for ya hun...

hope, mia, stephjim, chriss, miracle........hmmmm, who else -- oh, angel, and i'm SO sorry -- i know i'm missing some.......nims, su, rachel...... HELLO TO ALL OF YOU!!!

As for me.......incredibly enough, each day that passes really DOES get a little better............i'm still crushed that we were SO close........ and there are still things that will send me into a fit of tears by just hearing or seeing something (diaper commercials on tv )....... have redirected all of my energy to losing the weight!!! so far, been doing pretty good --- except for the couple of times now that i've OINKED down boat-loads of m&m's!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh well....trying not to beat myself up over my "indiscretions" and just keep moving forward!!! ha, ha, ha! i've not gone back to RE's as of yet for follow up "what next".....i'm at a point now though, where i'm really wanting to......have this burning desire to know if its even worth our time to pursue another round???!!! AND my nurse (from RE's office) has been calling and leaving messages that i must go in for final bloodwork......i'm all "WHATEVER".....cuz i was supposed to go on a monday for follow up bloods, just couldn't bring myself to go that day.... and then on tuesday --- AF arrived, so i was REALLY not in the mood to go and figured all must be "ok" if AF arrived.....so i still need to take care of that -- but it's so much more of a CHORE to do a 3 hour round trip trek when it's for follow up BFN...........sucks.......so i might try to set up appt w/ RE next week one day and just do my bloods at that point.....we'll see.....i'm at a point where on one hand i almost feel like my dh was right in saying "maybe god is trying to tell us something".....but on the other hand i'm all "ok -- i have less than a year now til i'm 35 (the age where they say egg production significantly decreases -- AGAIN....and i'm already not a great producer!!) anyway --- on this hand i'm all about forging ahead full tilt boogie saying i've got under a year to make this happen!!!" so we'll see...........right this moment, i'm pretty content just "ignoring" it all.......and i know that sounds crazy......but its where i am.....

i do want to thank you all.....for your thoughts, your prayers, your kind words...........you guys just ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! i felt really bad being away as you all supported me through my most intense moments -- then i fall off the face of the planet!!!!! i'm back though......and reading......so just know that i'm thinking of each of you --- hoping you all get your BFP's!!!!

I'll be back.......I promise

[Hope644]

Just wanted to send out a quick hello and "YOU GO GIRL" to Steph...

Thinking of you today, sweetie!!!

SWIM, SPERMIES, SWIM!!!!!

[Angel505]

Steph - Just wanted to wish you all the best for today. You get to leave early from hell AND you become a PUPO. Let us know how it goes. Your eggies must be ripe and ready.

Stephjim - Just wanted to say well done on being so strong. You've got the right attitude - focus on the next round. So you start BCPs today, and you'll soon be well on your way to ER and ET. Remember we're all together in this journey an be a rough and although it can be a rough ride, we'll all get there in the end.

ICSI - Welcome back girl!!! No need to apologise. That was your way of dealing with your grief, and thats fine. We're here when you need us. You take it one day at a time. No point making decisions but you've got one thing right - Don't give up!!!!!!!

Mia - where are you girl - you have been MIA just like your name.

This site is soo frustrating. Maybe Mia's right, its all our DH ganged up together to try and wean us off this site. Little do they know we'll find other ways of keeping in touch, right girls???

Hi to everyone else.

[Miracle08]

ICSI- So nice to hear from you. Everyone has missed you... But everyone understands. Everyone is thinking of you and DH. Keep us posted on what you decide to do. I hope you are able to give it another try. Take it easy.

So, yeah pequele broke the darn board!!! I am going to blame her

Stephjim-How are you? Usually you post in the morning. Hope you are ok...

Chriss- Hope your day it better

Pequele- TODAY is the BIG DAY!!!! Will be thinking of you.


Jen- Not to much longer. I hope you arent fretting too much. Sending you tons of sticky baby dust. Even though you wont need it.

Su- hope you are doing ok. Hoping you get some energy...

Welshgirl- I know, I want to kill this board too!! So frustrating!!!

Hello HOPE!

Hello to everyone I missed, hope you are all having a good day/night.

[Welshgirl38]

Hellooooo Ladies xx

First off:

PebblesUK (Jo): I assume you are watching this page Thank you hun so much for sponsoring me, that was really kind of you and i didnt expect it. Thank you xxx How's wee Ellie, hope she is thriving as ever. Hugz for her and your other wee darlings

This site is doing my head in - i posted a new thread up headed 'This site is doing my head in' but i cant see it up there on the general forum, i cant see no new posts! Dont know what happening - but i dont like it

Steph: From what i can gather - its ur turn today hun (sorry i cant read up on u) good luck my lovely, hope all goes well for you xxx

ICSI: Hello there sweetheart Hows you? In anwser to some of your questions: AF arrived with me on 31st Jan (full flow) so have to wait untill Feb AF before i can start, im still at my new job, but dont like it that much hense looking for a new one, oh and ive been 'off work' for the past 2 weeks (lol) cos i have had flu and now i've coughed so much that my bum hurts again apart from all that - things are going well lol - did u check out my race for life page - i have a new pic on it ladies, me with the balloons yesterday

http://www.raceforlifesponsorme.org/rebeccadouglas

The pic in the paper is better, but i dont have a copy of it! Anyhow Ang hun, back to you. Dont u worry about not being here for the past few weeks, we totally understand and are here for you when u feel ready to come back .... xxx

Hope: love the egg and sperm pic - class lol xxx (altho i had to move the topic review across and up and down to get the bloody thing looked at - arghhhhh @ this site)

Jen: The adoption process is hell here, it seems to be going well for you, i hope everything pans out - oh and about Saturday comming - i would say good luck - but being Welsh - im not going to mind u, if we lose to u we dont really care now cos we beat the english and thas all that counts - c u on the pitch xxx

Rachel: Yes i was soaking last year doing the 'race for life' lol but i find it so rewarding, and if it helps find a cure then i would run it every day! I told my MIL that i had signed up for it again and she looked at me like i had 2 heads and said - what again - ur doing it again! I was like - errrr Yes, its only once a year and its only 5km, its the least i can do, it makes me feel like im doing summit good, and her of all people should be proud as she nursed her youngest son thru cancer 3 years ago! At least im getting up and doing summit about it! Ooo dont start me off now, im winding myself up lol - anyhow - i love doing the race, i love the atmosphere - this year its on June 1st - if my tmt works i will be about 7 weeks pg - so not sure on what to do - i culd always walk it with everyone else ..... will wait and see. Hows u anyhow hun, all good and well i hope xxx

My topic review doesnt go back much further ladies, so hello and big hugz to u all that ive missed : Mia/Chriss/Miricle/Angel and everyone else xxxx

No much happening here ladies, my interview for job yesterday was CRAP i've never had an interview like that in my life!!! The guy told me all about the job, and i nodded and smiled in the right places (at least i tht i did lol) i asked questions about the customers etc and took an genuine interest in it - and then he said - OK - thanks for comming Rebecca, i will be in touch - he shoffled his papers and stood up! I was like - errrrr ok then - i didnt get a chance to ask him anything about the job - hours, holidays, lunch times etc - i was stunned - i assumed that he didnt like me so wanted rid as soon as lol - well he can swivel, its his loss lol .... So no other news with me ladies appart from 'Im in the local paper' with my story and my pic - check out my story online if u want:

http://www.belfasttelegraph.co.uk/news/ ... 408403.ece

Im famous LOL ....
Anyway, i better dash - have the paper to go and buy lol ....

Once again Jo (Pebbles UK) Thank you for your donation, you are wonderful Xxxxxxxx

Becky xxx

[Miracle08]

It is working again!!! I wonder for how long!

[squeezan]

Well it looks like its working again so here goes ......

well doing the trigger wasn't bad...but about 12 hrs later the spot is killing me! Is that normal for a SQ injection??? Then I wonder if it is doing anything I don't feel my ovaries doing anything!! AARGH

Most times my trigger didn't hurt but once when the nurse was in a hurry she did it straight out of the fridge and it stung like hell. I had a red mark and was really sore for about 5 days after that
Hope your iui went well today Steph.

[squeezan]

Well its better than it was I suppose, still got the debug message but can at least view the posts.

[squeezan]

JS200632...
July 3rd - Beta 780...
July 9th - Beta 6915...
July 20th - Scan - Saw 1 perfect heartbeat...
Latest Scan – 3 perfect Heartbeats!! Fantastic news!!
Aug - Very sadley lost 1 beanie - so sorry JS

Rachel/Lara312...
Natural BFP ... Woooo Hooooo!
How fantastic is THAT!!!
Midwife Appt – Friday 24th Aug
First Scan ...13th Sept… 1 Perfect Heartbeat
Second scan ... 22nd Nov ... It's a girl!!!
Due date … 14th April

Shantala...
23rd Aug ....BFP Wooooooo Hoooooooo
Beta ....343!!
First Scan ...6th Sept.... 1 perfect heartbeat
Second Scan .... 20th Sept ... 1 Perfect Beanie getting comfy
Third Scan .... Perfect features - its a baby lol xxx
Due date....26th April
It's a GIRL!!!!

beachbaby
12th Nov ... beta 565 ... wooohooo
Saw 2 perfect heartbeats
ITS TWINS!!!!!!
baby A = 6weeks baby B = 6 weeks 1 day
Wooooo Hoooooooo
8 week scan both babies a good size
next scan 20th Dec ... both babies doing well

Su:
BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP!!!!!!
Congratulations hun Xxx
First scan ... 13th Dec ... 1 perfect heartbeat
12 week scan ... 23rd Jan ... little beanie snuggling in
20 week scan ... 20th Mar
Due date ..... 2nd Aug

nimble ... BFP!!!!!
Congratulations
First scan ... 18th Dec ... 1 perfect heartbeat
2nd scan ... 4th Jan
12wk scan 22nd Jan ......one perfect little jelly bean
20wk scan....27th Mar
Due date ... 5th Aug


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Jen1d ... testing 11th Feb

Chriss ... testing?

waitingforMia ... testing 14th Feb

pequele ... testing 21st Feb?



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Lady's having Treatment...

Hope644 ... starting bcp 3rd Feb

Angel ... starting stimms 4th Feb





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Lady's Awaiting Treatment...


Wishful27... Waiting for next tmt to start
Welshgirl/Becky... Appt 22nd Jan @ clinic then starting IVF Feb AF
Andreak60... Startng IUI Feb 08
JackieG... next cycle Feb AF
AuntyPebbles... Taking time out to GET BETTER
Gill … Waiting for next tmt
Nickyz ... On waiting list
Miracle08 ... starting iui June 08
nicaliw ... waiting to start next cycle
pummalaemma ... starting ivf #5 March 08

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In our thoughts and prayers

ICSI ... BFP turned to BFN ... so sorry hun

Stephjim ... so sorry hun
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