Hello all
I have started to browse again. I sorry I have not been on the boards since around August. You may recall I didn't get any embies. It was all such a shock to me that those sperm and eggs didn't even want to meet each other. I was really down and then just forgot about it all, well hid from it really. It was such a big fall from being so high and feeling so positive and it hurt so much. To top it all DH's daughter was being a particularly awful teenager. Not drinking, or boys or alcohol which is good just really disrespectful and horrible towards DH and me, which really upset DH and I. You will know how spiteful some teenage girls can be!
I went back to UK for a month which was good as I got away from it all, I missed DH heaps though. I was meant to start injecting whilst I was in the UK. Do you know in the 4 airports I went through not one checked all the needles in my hand luggage - amazing! Anyway, I hoped my AF would come - it didn't until day 54!! So I will now start on Sunday. Hopefully they will fit me in before Christmas. They said they can still proceed even if I don't have my next period - has this happened to anyone before?
I hope we can go in before christmas as the clinic shuts down for January for the summer holidays to give the staff a well earned break. They also say it forces the patients to have a break as well. So if I don't get in before Crimbo it will be at least Feb / March before I kick into the next cycle.
So I'm not going to think that way and just wait and see what happens and fingers crossed for December.
I hope I'm allowed to stay on this thread as now I am 30!!!
I will catch up on all your news. I may not be on the boards too much as I hope to get out walking more in my spare time now that it is summer here and lose some of the weight I put on during the meds. Unfortunately I can't lose it sat infront of this thing, my butt is definately telling me that

But rest assured I am thinking of you all and I was thinking of you all during my time out period.
Take care lovely ladies
JAG