Riya - I totally understand being angry at God. I've been a very religious Jew for most of my life, but since losing my twins and having repeated failed transfers, I really have a hard time believing right now. How can this be God's will? Why does he hate us so much? I have no answers, I just wanted to tell you that you are not alone.
Nwquiz - I'm with Lou - I had no idea you had so many cycles. How many have you done total? How long have you been doing this?
Lou - a pharacist, huh? That's cool. My grandfather was a pharmacist until he retired in 1995. He says the whole system has changed and he hates it now. Do you get any 'employee discounts' on your meds?

Heather - thanks for your kind words. I wish you comfort and peace on Aimee's birthday tomorrow, however you choose to celebrate. I had planned a 'celebration' for my twins' birthday in December, but couldn't go through with it. Instead, David and I spent the day in the spa, just trying to forget the world. I'm so sorry she isn't here to celebrate with you. Lots of hugs.
Sunshine 12 - I would give ANYTHING to be one of those "I didn't know I was pregnant" women! My biggest dream EVER is to go for a baseline u/s and see a baby there! Oh well.... Do you know when your transfer will be?
Samantha - there are a lot of people! What helps me is that I open a 'reply' window in a different tab in Firefox and then follow along all the posts since my last post - so I get everything important. It's nice to 'know' all these ladies. Y'all remind me that I'm not alone, which is something I feel very much in my 'real life'.
Sunshine 1576 - I'm so glad you have a plan. Having a plan is a big step towards feeling more confident about things. Good luck with your surgery!
Lauren 1711 - I've heard that Centrocide and Ganirelix are the same thing - I personally take "Orgalutran" which is what the same drug is called here in the Middle East. I'd say use them interchangeably, but use only one during a cycle (ie, start with either, but stick with it). The antagonist is what keeps you from ovulating too early, which would be awful.
krcaja - did you have your retreival today? How did it go?
SD - me, you and Lou *NEED* those BFPs. I hope we all get them! I'll probably be right along after you.
Hope - we are staying in the Mediterranean Hotel in Rhodes City. Leaving in 2 days! Yay! No more BCP for you! I hope your baseline goes really well and you can start stimming! yeah - some wine is fine. The big issue with alcohol is "fetal alcohol syndrome" which only happens if you drink A LOT while pregnant. Alcohol doesn't raise the risk of miscarriage (caffeine does, so watch that coffee!) A glass or two of wine is FINE even while pregnant. Happy anniversary!
Jamiep - as many here can relate - 'beta hell' is awful. I hope you get a really nice high number next! Keep us updated. I don't want to give false hope or false defeat - things could really go either way. I really hope it's good!
Anton - Welcome! I'd love to add you to our 'list'. What are you up to now? Any estimated dates?
Kat - You weigh yourself daily? How did you notice 3lbs over night? I would tell your doctor - weight gain because of fluid retention is a sign of OHSS.... feel good, honey! Triggered last night?
Tiger & Margi - I've been told not to call it "grasping at straws" but rather "creative thinking". I hope we all come up with 'creative' ideas that make this FINALLY work for us!
Tiger - congrats onyour anniversary! We are also married 5 years and TTC for 3! You got married young! (well, so did I!)
Carol - yummmmmm Greek food. I'm so excited! I'll try to eat all of that for you! My husband is really thin, so I can always shove my big butt halfway onto his plane seat!
Franny (turtle) - hi! I know you from my stalking days (before I posted a lot). How are you?
AFM - feeling a tiny bit better. Damnned flu! Gosh! I even got my vaccine this year! Dctor says it must be a different strain of flu. Nothing I can do but rest, tea and tylenol. Lots of baaaadddd movies being watched at my house today. (Bride Wars? aaaahhh... so stupid and relaxing!)
Only 36 more hours until we leave for Greece!
Updates on the list:
Amanda 1979 - how did the baseline go yesterday?
Andrea - is AF here yet?
andsahsa - any news?
jkulab - how was the polpyectomy? What are you up to now?
Kelly (Bakers Baby) - U/S TOMORROW !YAY! Let us know how it goes!
THE LIST:

-CjofNC (Carol) – Waiting to do IUI w/ injectables or IVF
-swaters2815 (Stephanie) - starting mid-January
-amanda1979 - waiting for schedule - baseline u/s on 1.10
-kbillsy – IUI 12.4, Beta BFN - saving up money to do it again!
-jmbella (Jenn) - waiting to start late-Jan/early-Feb
-Sunshine1576 - PLAN: Lap surgery, 2 rounds of IUI and then IVF in June (if not already pregnant!)

-leorira11 (Leora, aka me!) - HSG on 1.18 - then starting IVF after the next (BCP) AF
- Krisnjer - AF is here! on OCP, Suppression check on 1.19, ER/ET early Feb
-JustSoLost - on OCP - starting in Jan, approx ER/ET in early Feb, starting Lurpon 1.24, approx ER 2.14

-Tiger04 - waiting for AF (due 1.18)
-LYD10, waiting for AF, starting Lupron on 1.15 and stims on 1.29
-Kynlee - waiting for Jan AF - should be here 1.18
- andrea3821 - COME ON, AF!
-nwquiz - BFN - waiting for next AF for another IUI

-NancyB - FET in January.
-andsahsa - FET, next appt 12.21
-Katie1231 - miscarriage 12.28


-jkulab – start Lupron 12.2, start stims 12.24? - polypectomy on 12.21

-Kimber Baby - starting Lupron 1.3
-HopeIsAllIHave - on OCP - starting Lupron on 1.6 and stimming on 1.14
-SDtrying#2 - ER/ET 2.7/2.11

-Sweetpea614 (Kat) - starting Lupron 12.23, approx ET 1.12 - starting stims 1.3
-lauren1171 - start stims 1.9, approx ER 1.23
-wannabeamum (Samantha) - AF is here!
- lou71 (Lou) - started stims 1.11

-Sunshine 12 - ER 1.8 (11 eggies!)
-krcaja (Kristin) - Lupron 12.22, stims 1.1 - ER 1.11 (?)



-anacris (Nov) – FET 11.29, Beta 12.11 = 444, u/s on 12.28 - one happy, healthy baby!
-rypell1985 (Ryann) – start Lupron 10.11, lining check 11.29, FET 12.3, Beta 12.15 = 275, beta #2 = 824 - u/s = twins!
-annashope – natural IUI 12.2, Beta = 247, Beta#2 = 725 - one happy, healthy baby!
-kildean23 – FET 12.14, beta 12.27 = 565!, 2nd beta = 1315!, u/s on 1.6 - 2 sacs! next u/s 1.31
-taxcplforivf (Ginger) – start stims 12.4, ER 12.15, ET 12.20, beta 12.29 = 68!, beta #2 - 1466!, u/s 1.17
-BakersBaby (Kelly) – start stims 12/3, ER 1.13, ET 12.16, beta 12.30 = 365!, beta #2 1.7 = 3300, u/s 1.12
- Karian - SURPRISE SPONTANEOUS BFP! beta = 101!, beta #2 - 566, u/s 1.18
-kariberri517 - 3dt on 12.10, beta on 12.27 = 392, 12.29 = 472, 12.30 = 576... waiting....
-Jamiep03 - ET 12.27, beta 1.9 = 21.8 - fingers crossed for a great double!

-Krys – started estrogen 11.11, FET 11.30, Beta 12.14- BFN
-TammyS – start Lupron 11.18, start stims 11.19, ER 11.29 w/ ET 12.2, Beta 12.13 = 8.5, chemical

-Cshell717 (Mishell) – start stims 11.22, ER 12.3 w/ ET 12.6, beta 12.20 -BFN
-x0Heather0x – FET, b/w 12.3, u/s 12.10, FET 12.16, beta 12.28 - BFN
-margi26 – IUI start stims 12.6, IUI 12.15, beta 12.28 - BFN
-Riya - beta on 1.7 BFN