Hi everyone -
I wanted to thank all of you for your kind words and support for my loss. They relly meant alot to me. It will get a little easier each day. Even my puppy (Gracie 1yo mastiff) is grieving, she keeps looking for Cassie all over the house & yard, then lays down with her paws under her head and lets out a big sigh. Heres a odd tidbit, I have done so much crying while on my cell phone that I managed to fry the screen - I didnt think you could do that. I sure hope that Verizon can save the phone book part!
So I'm pulling it together slowly. it still hurts but at least now I can sort of function.
Hey, BTW I was finally officially released from my RE yesterday - at 16wks no less. Have any of you guys received a giant packet from the hospital you will deliver at filled with mountains of forms and an overwhelming amount of info yet? I got this huge packet yesterday urging me to fill out all these forms now and not to wait! Jeez- I think this "maternity consultant just likes to keep her desk clear

Anyway they want all these answers that I dont have yet
( guess they dont realize that ivf women tend to be more cautious

) They want to know if I'll breast feed and if so -
1- how often should they supplement with formula during the night?
2- with formula or glucose water?
3- How many times should they wake me up during the night?
Are they serious with these questions?
But wait theres more - they want an answer on cord blood right away (and you are responsible for remembering to bring your "kit" with you when you go into labor)
They want me to book my birthing center tour - right now
And the one that irritated me so much that I put the whole packet down - We need the name of your pediatrician - right now
Ummm, I feel like calling this lady & telling her that I havent allowed myself yet to even take a peek at baby things, so to need answers like this - right now
isnt going to happen - oh, plus they even sent me the birth certificate booklet to send in - perhaps we can wait til AFTER DELIVERY on that one?
Oh and they also sent me an invite to a "baby & mommy" excersise class"
So far all they've succeeded in is making my head spin!
Much love to you all - xoxoxo