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[Welshgirl38]

Hiya Ladies …

I just got mail off Carolyn so I HAD to come here and wish her

CONGRATULATIONS

I am so happy for u hun, am so glad u emailed me to let me know xxxx

Sorry ladies that ive not been on. I don’t really have an ‘excuse’ (not that I need one) but I have prioritised certain things in my life, and I needed to get some things out of my head before I could carry on.

I wanted to let u all know (some of u who mail me etc already do know) that im starting d/r again tomorrow … I haven’t been in to tell u all as I feel ‘out of the loop’ so to speak.

I do think about u all and how u are all getting on. I hope u wont take offence cos I haven’t been here, but I needed some ‘me’ time. Im not saying im gonna be back to my ‘normal’ self (was I ever normal lol) but I enjoyed the ‘me’ time and I enjoyed not having to think about ivf for a while. Even now, when im about to start again tomorrow, its not the first thing on my mind …. Its proberly the last. I haven’t thought about it much and ive let it ride over my head. I have no one to ask me how im getting on etc, cos no one knows and I think this has helped me come to terms with ‘going again’ and to be truthful, I don’t even think its gonna work – im just doing it to get it over with so we can start living again, without ivf …

Anyway … im not here to explain myself over and over, im here to wish Carolyn all the very best in the world with her BFP, im so pleased for u hun, ive known u a long time and have seen what u have been thru and this news really does make me realise why we are all here and keep doing what we are doing …its really wonderful news hun xxx

I do hope everyone is ok, I haven’t caught up as I proberly should … maybe in the next day or two …. My love to you ALL, as always

Bec Xxxxx

[Miracle08]

OMG!! Becky!!! I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw your name!!!

I have been meaning to email you lovey...once you catch up you will see I have been kind of in the dumps...but trust me..YOU have been on my mind. I wont talk about any tmt but just know I am praying for you my dear.

Gosh, I just can get over seeing your name.........I am glad you are doing a little better. How are your girls and DH? HUGS LOVEY!!!

[wishfull27]

yeh .. all my friends are back to play .. now Lee has gone AWOL

becky - thanks for the message honey xx - enjoy stabbing yourself today !!!!

Traci - noticed you had changed your signature .. keep up the PMA - you will have a baby - am sending some special 'carolyn' baby dust to you and DH xxx - hows college going ??

Angel - so has the promotion brought you lots of extra workload - well if thats possible - hope they are paying you more dosh as well - any plans for next cycle ??

Sabi - hope 2ww is going quickly xx

lee - where are you ?????? hope your ok xx

Sophie - hugs to you and Jeremie ((()))

Nothing much to report this end just knackered and trying to take it easy - DH flapping round me like mother hen

off for a haircut and food shopping .. my appetite is off the scale

back later xxx

[Angel505]

Queen Becks - So lovely to see you here. I too came back on the boards just around the time Carolyn got her BFP. Best of luck for your cycle. Sending you an e-mail.

Wishful - Well, you do have to take care of the twins you are carrying. Eat as much as you need to. Hunger is probably a sign the your body is working hard and needs to be replenished. Besides you worked so hard to lose so much weight, I'm sure you'll get back to your healthy eating after the excitement has calmed down. Its so sweet that your DH is taking care of you. Allow yourself to be pampered now. Then you will be running around after 2 kids

Traci - I'm here with you......no need to feel lonely. We've seen so many people come and go here. We have no plans for a next cycle yet. And really you are the youngest out of us all here. So don't panic.

Lara - You getting close to due date now? You are trully blessed with a complete family.

Shantala - How is Ellie? Is she 1 year old now? Did you have a party for her birthday?

Sara - Come back young lady!!!!!!!! We're not playing musical chairs you know, where I join, you disappear and vice versa I hope you had a wonderful break and feel rejuvenated.

[Miracle08]

Hi ladies...wow. I cant believe two new posts!!!

Angel: Hi there lovey! I know. I try to remind myself that I am NOT the only one hurting...I feel so selfish. Are you having a good day? Busy at work?

Carolyn: I can feel how happy you are through your posts. It is so great. Like Angel said, let him pamper you. After all, you have waited so long. Eat and rest as much as possible. I dont agree with Angel about twins... I think that BOTH eggs split and you are having QUADS!!!!!!!!!!! Get ready! You are going to be busy

Sabi: when do you test? How are you feeling?

Lee: Hi Love! Like what Angel said, no going AWOL!!!

Becky: Big hugs.

I am doing ok...School is good. I just finished my 2nd semister. I think my new class starts next week. Nothing new....

Baby dust and love to all...

[beachbaby]

hi Ladies,

Hope you are all well, nice to see a few more postings, (ha i can talk).


Carolyn, great beta, think you might be joining me on the twins front, hard work but soooo worth it, double the love.

becky, good luck to you on your journey, hope all goes well for you, you are so deserving of a family.

Rachel, not long to go, hope your feeling ok, good luck.

Hi to Angel/miracle/sara etc, hope your all well.

Sophie, hope Jeremie is behaving himself and you are enjoying motherhood.

As for me all ok here, pretty hectic life these days, our business has had a growth spurt so manic there and juggling home life as well is crazy crazy. Can't beleive the boys will be 1 in 2 weeks time where has the time gone, they are proper little characters both crawling everywhere and almost walking!!! still waiting for mama, say dada a lot. Hard to get things done at home as they now follow me everwhere and cling on to my legs, so funny!!!

got to go supposed to be working and am swamped, will try to catch you all soon, i always read but don't get too much spare time to post.

Take care
Jayne

[Sara30]

Hi to everyone!! Everyone is here nearly!!! It has been lovely to read all your posts, Carolyn your BFP has saved the thread!!!!

Oh yes I wanted to say this too!!!!!



Love Lee xxx

[Sara30]

Hi Angel

Ha Ha I loved the musical chairs comment!!! I did have a wonderful break thank you, so much so we are going again in August just booked it all up, can't wait!! Have you booked up a spa weekend yet??

So good to see you, can understand wanting time away from the board, I think we all do at times and it does us the world of good.

I am still here, will not go AWOL, promise, just am completely swamped with work, Have taken on quite a bit so we can save for when we have adopted, so I can take proper time off, loving the work tho, forgot how much I enjoyed nursing, all though my type of nursing is not in a hospital!!!

Congratulations on your promotion, are you working even harder now??

xxxxxxxxxx

[Sara30]

Sophie

Yes please can you put the link up again as Mir said, I can't find where you posted it last time, So how is your little Jeremie, has his hair grown back in??

I miss our chats too, have so little time to get on here these days, Only managed to come on now as my little honey I have this weekend has had me up since 5.30am, so it feels like the middle of the afternoon right now and I got all my jobs done!!!

Give your sweet baby a kiss and a cuddle from me xxxxxx

[Sara30]

Traci

Honey I hear sadness and frustration in your voice wish I could come and take it all away for you, I know we can't help much but we are here for you and you know you can say anything to us. I agree with Sophie there is a little soul waiting for you, its just the waiting can be so hard, I know you will find your positive energy again, its lurking there somewhere on your shoulder!! You just have to look and ask for it to return, have the colour orange around you it will brighten your day and remind you to see the sunshine.

I loved your tale about the storm and the sulking with DH, i can just picture Charlie sulking with daddy!!! So what does DH have to do to make up with him??

So will you break up for school for the summer? Or do you work all the way through the year? Hope Jennifer is doing ok and sending you lots of love from very sunny england!!!!

xxxxxxx

[Sara30]

Ok for some reason this board has slowed right down so will say hi to everyone else, on this message,

Becky so pleased to see you, started down regulating will be hoping and praying for you. So are you still at home? Or have you started working another job? I think I read somewhere back a few pages you had been made redundant and were growing your own vegies and things??? Sorry if I got you mixed up with someone else my memory is not too hot!!!

Jayne, god how do you juggle work and twins!!! I have a picture in my head of the twins hanging on to your legs, dusters on their feet whilst you walk around with the phone to your ear!!! Sorry it just popped in to my head!!! So are you having a birthday party?

Angie, hello to you if you still have a read now and again, ok gotta go and do bathtime now people on the move and getting up around me, hmmmmmm been awake 4 hours now and everyone else just getting up, doesnt seem fair!!!!

Hi Rachel, didn't want to miss you out, hope you are resting as well as you can be with Ruby to enjoy as well.

Ok how many posts have I gone up by with all my individual ones???

Lots of love
Lee xxx

[wishfull27]

morning everyone

lee - loved the individual posts - the thing a women does to get to be a valued contributor glad you are enjoying your nursing .. but don't work too hard

Traci - glad college is going well, and you have every right to feel how you do, we all undertsand how frustrating all this IF stuff is - but you have plans and are going to be amazing parents to those special quads - its just these things never happen in the timescales we wnat to and if your impatient like me it makes it a million times harder .. never in a million years did I expect to do 4 cycles or even initially think how we would pay for it .. we just did .. thinking of you and sending you huge hugs .. we are all here for you wether its a good or a bad day xxxx

Angel - you sound in a really good place right now .. and sometimes you just need to switch totally off from the IF gravy train and focus on being you and spending quality time with DH doing the fun things we all used to do (remember Ang and her rain coat !!!!)

jayne - great to hear from you - can't believe the boys are nearly one - how time flies .. sounds like you have a real handful though . are you having birthday party for them ??

Rachel - not long for you now - and suppose you could do without this glorious hot eweather too is Ruby getting excited or does she not really understand whats happening ??

Shantala - hope your well and not working too hard - hugs to Elianna xx

Becky - hope down regging is going good .. one step closer xx

AFM - nothing much to report - just knackered and wondering how I am going to get through next 13 sleeps to my scan +

working from home today and tom so hope you will all be out to play xxx

[Miracle08]

Hi Wishfull!!!

Boy were you up early!!! I dont know if I would have de-zombified enough to post that early!!! Oh, good you are working at home. That way you can rest and talk to us!!! Any symptons...just very tired? Don't worry you will get through the next 13 sleeps...we are all here to help pass the time!! You need two tickers!! A countdown for your U/S and a preggo one!! Get moving sista!
Thank you for your kind words. I know you all are right. I am just being negative right now. I will come out of it. I promise. Oh, and I think you had a typo in your post...you talked about "my quads"...YOU are the one having QUAD lovey!!! Did you forget???

Sending you loving baby hugs!!!

Mir

[Miracle08]

Hi there Lee!!!

You are such a sweetheart...do you know that? You are so very well at writting as well. Just like our Sophie!! Thank you so much for your positive uplifting post! I will get out of this gloomy mood. I promise. And I know all of you girls are right, it will happen and I just need to learn to have patience. You were up very early as well. Ohhhh...do tell about your kiddy you have! G or B? HOw old? How is the adoption going? Look at you, already have August booked! You rock lady!!!
No, summer break for me. Once one class finished a week later I start a new one. It is good in a way, makes it harder for people to quite...ya know! I just can't wait to finish. Our air conditioning is broke at work today....it is supposed to be in the HIGH 90's with 100% humidity...I am sure I will be stinky by the time I get to go home. I hope they get the a/c fixed soon. ok lovey. Sending you love and positive adoption vibes!!!!

Mir

[Miracle08]

ohhhh...Angel!!!!
Where the heck are you lady? I hope you aren't too busy at work. Please come and play with Carolyn and I!!!

How was your weeknd lovey??