Hi ladies,
So sorry for the delay - had so much on lately! Just got back from our first holiday on Tuesday - had a lovely 2 weeks in Alcudia, Majorca! Had a smashing holiday and soooo didn't want to come home! Luckily we only have 8 weeks until we go to Cyprus so not all bad i suppose!
Well our appt didn't go great, basically there is nothing else we can try apart from a frozen cycle (we have enough eggs for 2 cycles) or a fresh cycle. The consultant also talked about surrogacy and adoption! He's never mentioned it before so is obvioulsy starting to have doubts about our cycles working! I've stopped taking the Clomid, even though the consultant thought i'd been on it for the full 6 months, and when I said I'd only been on it for 2 months he said we could continue on it, but me and DH decided to call it a day with the Clomid. It didn't work even on the highest dosage so I really don't see the point in going through all the side effects for nothing! We talked about things and our next step is a frozen cycle at the beginning of next year. We've just got too much on this year, and we really need a break from all the appts, injections, drugs, etc... Plus we need to save us some money as well!
So basically we are enjoying ourselves! Luckily we have a lot planned this year so it's taking our mind of babies and treatments etc... Also looking for a puppy now as well - so excited!
Still loads of people around me becoming pregnant but I must be either getting hard hearted or used to it cos it just doesn't bother me anymore! I suppose the longer it goes on the more you get used to it not being you!
Hope everyone is well! I must make more of an effort coming on her, all you guys are fantastic people and it's such a relief to speak to people who know exactly how I'm feeling etc...
Take care everyone, and I'll speak soon x x x
Vic x x x
what kind? don't feel bad about your "selfish" post - it is not at all - this is a wonderful outlet and you need to release those thoughts to someone! 
