all of this is way to hard.
i am sorry that i havent been here for you.
i wish i had the answers for you
if you
time is the best advise i can give you
i wish my shoulder was there for you .
know that you are a great women and have been such a great freind to many ..
wish u could come here and we could cry togther.
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
Just sending you and Marks big hugs and to let you know I am thinking of you both. Life is a real s**t sometimes, but what doesn't break us makes us stronger!!!
We WILL become mummies!
Kate
Me 35 DH 44 unexplained infertility
3# IVF all BFN
3# FET all BFN 4# BFP - no heartbeat @7wks - about to start the journey again!!
Thx girls, you are so sweet..... feeling a tad better now, just so damn tired not slept well in days, at least ive stopped crying now, will be taking time out.......
Shantala, didnt really go mad on the telling everyone about me cycling again, thought if i just got on with life with would work this time, shows how wrong i was huh??
anyway, hugs back to you all xxxx
IUI using donor in 2005
1st IVF cancelled OHSS 2006
2nd IVF 4 eggs all failed to fertilise 2009
3rd IVF successful 2010 pregnant Miscarried early
FET negative 2011
ADOPTED DAUGHTER 2014
ah nicky...i cant blame you...sometimes it's easier for you to not tell anyone either. i'm so sorry hun....take as much time as you need....we're all here for you!
xxxxxx
2nd IVF/ICSI - baby girl Elliana born 21.4.08 weighing 7lb 6.5ounces; 7 frosties left...
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Nicki hun so sorry just seen this thread. (must have had my eyes shut the last twice I've been on). Words don't describe how I feel for you honey. Right now you will be heart broken but in time your wounds will heal. Take time out to grieve, live life and be kind to yourself. I wish I could wave a magic wand for you.
Lots of love and hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Me 32 DH 34 - severe male factor
5 failed donor inseminations July- Nov '06
6th DI Jan '07 ...... finally ..... OMG BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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let me know whats in yor head.
i am here if u need me.
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!