Is there any hope for me?

[Ald]

Hi All,
I am 46 and have spent the last 22 years looking after my disabled father who passed away in the summer. After my Dad's accident I became very isolated, as an only child he relied on me totally and I would go for weeks not speaking to anyone under 60.
Anyway I thought that I could now start to look for someone to start a family of my own with, I have started some classes and I am getting out more. It's been hard but I don't want to grow old and lonely.
I had a blood test last week to check my iron levels and they tested FSH too. It came back at 38.5 with LH level of 28.
I thought that because my CM was indicating ovulation and my periods are like clockwork - I have never missed one, I'd be okay. I went through my history with the doc last week and she wasn't going to test for FSH.
I feel as though I have wasted my life and I'll never get the chance to hold my own baby. Could it be a blip? Is there any hope for me? Can people ever get pregnant with FSH level this high?
Thanks for listening. I don't have anyone else to ask.

[Popsy]

Hi,

I'm new to this too so can't advise you. I just wanted to say you must be a very special person to do what you have done. Well done for getting out there and trying to meet someone special. I wish you all the luck in the world.

[Mina 77]

hi ald,
I just want to say that you are obviously a selfless and a good person, and you would be awarded by finding someone special like you, so try to find and make new friends first.
Best wishes.
Mina.