Okay, I got the results!!
IT'S A BFP!!! FINALLY!!!
Gosh, I tried all kinds of glitter websites, but the codes just don't want to work, so! LOL It's not what's most important anyway.
I was so shocked when the nurse broke the news!!! She just told us to follow her to an office and gosh, when she announced the results I just couldn't stop laughing and crying at the same time! My DH wasn't sure which one it was, LOL! Took quite a few minutes for me to settle down!
I'm still in complete shock, feeling many emotions at once! Part of me still finds this unbelievable! Part of me can't believe it's finally my turn to write BFP in my signature!!! Part of me is of course over the moon with this and wants to scream it! (so great that I can tell you guys right away!!) Part of me is frantic, thinking that we'll move in our new house at the beginning of May and one room will remain empty because it will be for the baby!!!! Part of me is a bit nervous at the thought that I won't be able to do much for the renovations of the new house... part of me is also concerned about the flamenco show and the rehearsals I'll miss because I have to wait until u/s to have the all clear... part of me is happy to give those rehearsals away because I'd do anything for my little beanie(s)!
In a word, a big huge mix of emotions! Which is super normal!! But overall, I'm very happy! And deep down inside... the mother part of me (there, I can say it!!!) feels very sweet, nurturing and calm.
We'll know the beta tomorrow morning. But the nurse and our doctor said that I'm VERY pregnant. They gave us a little thing that looks like an HPT, except it's for blood tests. The two lines are very dark (hence the very pregnant). It will be nice to have that for the baby scrapbook I'm sure I'll make one day!
My dear husband Christophe is happy, but he says he still does not realize fully what's happening. He says he has the impression that we've accomplished something, and that it's good, but that's it. I'm sure seeing a little heartbeat on the monitor (or two... or three!) on the 18th (ultrasound at 11am) will make it more real for him.
I called my father first; he was at work. I told him, "Hey, I just wanted to ask you a question... do you think you'd like to become a grandpa around November 9th?" He started laughing and he was overjoyed! We talked a little, often at the same time, and I cried and I think he cried a little bit, too. Then I called his wife, whom I'll consider the grandma of my kids. She was surrounded with people in her office and I asked her the same question... at first she was too much in a hurry and she was confused for a short second, but the moment she grasped the meaning of that question she started crying immediately and she couldn't stop repeating that she was grateful I had called her to tell her.
Geez, I do not regret telling them right away for a SECOND! Their reaction was exactly what I was hoping for! My father's wife is so excited that she wants to call me again tonight, lol! I can't wait until my brother and sisters come back home; I'll be the one who breaks the news!

My best friend is still at work; I left a message at home. She knew I was testing today and I left a message, sounding quite tired and depressed, lol, she's always fallen for it in the past (I made her believe my marks were a disaster when we were in highschool, and then told the truth and we laughed), it will be great to surprise her with the good news.
For the rest of the family and friends, we'll wait until after the ultrasound. That way we'll know that the baby(ies) is/are settled for a good long nap. It will be a perfect timing, because I organized a brunch for Easter with my family; I'll prepare Easter eggs with a little message inside... or a cake with a special icing, who knows! It will be exciting!!!
Okay, I've babbled enough, but it's so good to talk about it, finally, knowing which way that attempt went!
Thank you for your support, guys, it means a LOT, you know it.
Welshbugger: thank you for dropping by! I read your signature and I really, really hope that you'll be pregnant with your IVF so we can sail through that amazing adventure together!!!! I'm sorry I made you wait, LOL!!!!
Again, thank you, and take care guys!!! *MAJOR HUGS*
Sophie xxoxoxoxox