Over 40 Needing Support

[mommyinwaiting]

Hello to all. I am looking for emotional support while I'm going through IVF and its many ups and downs. I am 41 and have never tried to get pregnant before because my husband of almost 15 years had a vasectomy 20 years ago. He has four sons from a previous marriage and we also raised my youngest brother and sister after my mom was killed in a car accident 14 years ago. Some would say I've already raised my kids, but I never truly felt bonded to these kids like a mother does with her child. I do love them, truly I do but I have always felt I didn't have certain rights with them and I knew I couldn't replace my stepsons`mom or my own mom to my brother and sister. I'm hoping to find others my age that are going through IVF that I can talk to. My friends and family just don't understand my ever changing emotions.