Coming out!

[agileprincess]

I've had enough... I am not a monster, I am just facing one. The sadness I bear withing me could burn the entire world three times in a row! What did I do to deserve this? Why do I have to be afraid of going out with my friends just because they might ask me why don't I still have a child? My life is a mess, it has always been so... But after I found out I was infertile, it has become a hell. Never would I had imagined that the incapability to have a child could be this devastating to me. Never could I had imagined it mattered this much! I was diagnosed with infertility 1 month ago. I haven't been able to tell anybody about this because I am embarrassed. My dear husband is the only one that knows. The only place I could get this off my chest is probably this place! So please allow me to scream, from the bottom of my lungs, through my keyboard: I'M INFERTILE AND IT IS NOT MY FAULT! I'M FIGHTING IT AND I AM GIVING IT ALL I HAVE! I always believed this will make things just a little bit easier... I really hope I was right!

[Alexcade]

This is the best thing. You are the motivation. I am now 35 years old. I am a new member here. I am infertile. I am also taking all the fertility treatments. I have the history of PCOS. I was taking the treatment of PCOS. But I am still obese. I want to become a mother as soon as possible. Which is looking very difficult. What to do now? I want to get out of this.