so sorry

[ogr1]

i was going back and was going to post every post that i missed. but that is mentaly to hard.

but i am truly sorry for not being here for every one. you where all so great for me.
and there hasnt been a day that i havent thought and prayed for each and every one of you.

i know some have been aproved for adoption and that is the most wonderful news and some are pregnant and that is wonderful
and some are deciding if and when a next tretment
and some are just moving on with there lifes.
as for me i dont know what iam doing. it isnt up to me.
but i know that life is very hard and it is also very short and i have alot to be thankful for. i was very lucky to get pregnant , that is more then some got to have.
i also know that my children are up there playing with the other children.
that gives me peace.

but i do think that you all need to come here and we can have a huge bbq

i hope you all know that you have all helped and you are all amazing women !!!!!!!!!!
and now i need to go dry my tears and blow my nose, the snot is really comming down and is going to mess up my key board or i might get shocked from all the tears
love becky

[Tracey S]

Becky

Sent you an email today - give up trying to catch up - you are here that is all that matters and think of all the people you have helped - me for one!!!!
I'll second the BBQ idea -can we get them funded?
Love
Tracey
xxx