eskavon and any one that has had a neg

[ogr1]

just those 2 weeks-

for those 2 weeks
i had you to myself
and that seems too short a time
to be changed so profoundly.

in those 2 weeks-
i came to know you...
and to love you.
you came to trust me with your life.
oh,what a life i had planned for you!

just those 2 weeks -
when i lost you.\
i lost a lifetime of hopes,
plans,dreams,and aspirations...
a slice of my future simply vanished overnight.

just those 2 weeks-
it wasnt enough to convince others
how special and important you were.
how odd, a truly unique person has recently died
and no one is mourning the passing.

just a mere 2 weeks-
and no "normal" person would cry all night
over a tiny , unfinished baby,
or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day.
no one would, so why am i?

you were those 2 weeks my little one
you darted in and out of my life to quickly.
but it seems that's all the time you needed
to make my life richer
and give ma a small glimpse of eternity

i feel that as soon as the egg and sperm are there that this is the start of a baby. i have had neg and have had mc both of them are hard. each is a loss of our babys..
so please know that you have friends here who do truly understand and who care..
i do care and i am very sorry for your losss
becky

[NickiMark]

Thats a lovely poem Becky!

[julesg]

Thanks Becky - it has been two weeks since the -ve and in some ways feels sooo much longer

For me the best thing I think is to forget it and look to the next time - but we are all different

[eskavon]

Becky
that is so lovely ..... thanks .. typing is poo because of tears
What a lovely special person you are
Eskavon xxxxxxxxxxxx

[hopeful]

Becky

What a lovely poem - the words are perfect and really struck a chord! thank-you

Julesxx

[NickiMark]

It's so true, I am convinced my egg was fertilized it just couldn't hang on.....

[ogr1]

nick hang in there...
and if you arent pregnant then please becareful with yourself.

it is a huge loss. but it is not the end by a long shot...