princess i am so sorry.. please know that sorry means so much more then just a word..
we found out at 8 wks that are twins heartbeats had stopped..
the hurt is so deep.. then we had to come home for 2 days then goo back and have a d&c.. my body didnt want them to go.
please know that you have all of us and that we are all here for you ..my e- mail is
ogr@blackfoot.net
if there is anything at all please let me know..
here is a poem that woppa sent to me after my mc..
when ever you are feeling sad or kind of baby blue
remember that you're not alone.
i'll always be with you
altought i know it makes you sad
that i had to depart as long as there is love
i'll be liviing in your heart
when ever you remember me with happiness and love
the angles sing me lullabyes
in heaven up above.
and though you cannot hold me
or brush and comb my hair,
dont doubt for a minute that iam still right there
for i am with you always
in the shadows of your mind
and if you look around you
its me that you will find.
im the one that pulls your heartstrings when you hear qa baby cry
i m the one that lifts your spirts
on wings of a butterfly
im the one who blows you kisses
onn a warm summer breeze.
im the one who whispers in your ears
in the sighing of the trees.
its me laughing
in a bubbly mountain brook.
yes , i am all around you
if you only look
lovebecky
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we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!