Clutching at straws

AMANDA D NEWELL · Post by **AMANDA D NEWELL** » Thu Dec 26, 2002 10:43 pm

Iam due to to test tommorow ( day 12) but I have started bleeding, started off as a brown sludge now bright red, and Iam cramping....... I feel so low cant stop crying which is so unlike me, I cant decide whether its worth going through the emotions of a test tommorw? I think I know In my own mind that it has failed BUT..... I can not trust my reactions at the moment, I am totally screwed up, want to belive but have to protect myself. sorry to be a pain...... NINA 1 Iam thinking of you, sending positive vibes for you, for your test tommorow..... love Amanda

beck · Post by **beck** » Fri Dec 27, 2002 8:51 am

amanda still test you never know !! im thinking of you. beck x