hi pat

[kelly_24]

pat i read you post a few days ago but couldnt post back cos it wouldnt let me register, but now im back with new name kelly_24 so i dont have babywishes name no more.<br><br>just wanted to say so sorry to hear that it failed this time. do you think you will go private? i think you said in your post you have another 15 month wait on nhs otherwise didnt u? well i have up to 18 month wait for i.v.f so you never know, me and you could be doing it at the same time, guess we wont loose contact with each other a while yet, as now me and you are both waiting the waiting game. not good i know, but we will get there in the end, time should hopefully fly by, so long as we keep ourselfs busy.<br><br>chat soon love kell x

[babyface]

Thanks for your message Kelly. I am so so fed up I just don't know what to do with myself. Yeah the bloody 2nd iui failed, now I have to wait 15mths, pain in the ass. They also said to me I could get it done a bit sooner but this means me egg sharing and I don't really think I have the heart to do that, as I will wonder for the rest of my life is the part of me somewhere in the world that I don't know about, especially if it never works for me. Would you egg share if it meant getting the tmt sooner?<br><br>I have been reading your poems, they are great and from the heart I can tell. Hope to speak soon.<br><br>Love<br>Pat<br> x<br>

[kelly_24]

hi pat thanx for that post, i posted you a message on another thread too.<br>i know what u mean about the egg sharing, i would feel that same way too, i have thought of it, but no one has ever mentioned to me at the hospital of doing that as a option, so i think il forget that idea. i think il just sit back and wait the 18 months rather then egg share just yet at this stage, but i guess if i was desperate and didnt have no other options or money then i guess il have to go ahead with it, or at least re think it over long n hard.<br><br>hope u cheer up soon<br>kelly x