Cracking Up!!

jackiey · Post by **jackiey** » Fri Jun 20, 2003 8:06 am

Hi everyone Its now day 12 of 2ww and i am finally cracking up, have not been too bad until now i think its cos i know af can rear her ugly head anytime now, it normally appears 10/12 days after i have ovulated, i have had light bleeding for over a wk now but really have only had 2 days without bleeding, cos bled after insemination went back to hospital and they cleared away the old blood and decided to show it to me!!! i then had a couple of days blood free only to start again last fri and it has been there ever since, the hospital don't seem to think its anything to worry about, anyway i thought i was coping ok and went in work yesterday straight to the loo and there was blood,not much, i just freaked out and thought it was af so walked straight back out of work, came home and had a good cry started doing all my housework that i'd managed to get out of with taking it easy and since then nothing, got up this morning still nothing to speak of its driving me mad i've got headache with worrying i'm had pains all day yesterday which felt like af pains and this morning i had stabbing pains, i don't test till tues which will be 16 days, have thought about doing hpt but far too scared, this is my 1st 2ww and i just can't believe how stressful it is. sorry for rambling, i'll get going now, probably due for another visit to the loo to ck where i'm up to!!! Hope everyone else is okay Love Jackie

Alison · Post by **Alison** » Fri Jun 20, 2003 8:31 am

Hi Jackiey - I'm sorry you're having such a tough time of it. As everyone always says, the 2ww is just the worst bit. I don't know if it makes you feel better to know that there's really nothing you can do at this stage to make it work or not - what will be will be - so if you can and you haven't done already make some nice plans for the weekend to try to take your mind off it. I know that's easier said than done, but any sort of distraction can help a bit. Take care and good luck Alison x

lou · Post by **lou** » Fri Jun 20, 2003 8:34 am

jackie check your emails have sent u one just now keep your chin up love lou xx

Anonymous · Post by **Anonymous** » Fri Jun 20, 2003 8:55 am

Jackie, I am new to this site (less that one day - found it yesterday at 15:00pm) and I am already an addict.. anyway.. just wanted to say Good luck.. be positive. I am on day 9 of 1st cycle (had first ET (embryo transfer) on Thur 12th..and like you I am waiting.... I was advised not to test before "D Day" so try to be strong - I know it is easier said than done but hang in there!! Really understand about the lou visits.. I am there on the hour, every hour of the day.... very stressful but trying to be normal. Anyway just wanted to wish you luck.. like Alison said what will be - will be. Just try to relax... All the best Ursula xx

jackiey · Post by **jackiey** » Fri Jun 20, 2003 3:16 pm

Hi Alison, Lou and Ursula Thanks for your support, i'm still hanging in there still having pains and just had my visit to the loo tiny bit of bleeding, if it is af i wish it would just hurry up and get on with it instead of keeping me waiting, have today twice seen a magpie on its own no sign of its bloody mate!! Lou, thanks for your email i have sent you one back. Love Jackie [Edited by jackiey on 20-Jun-03 16:17]

Anonymous · Post by **Anonymous** » Fri Jun 20, 2003 3:20 pm

Hi.. so you don't feel alone I have this pm saw some sort of pink stuff coming down... it was really minimal but anyway I think is AF poking her head.. once again trying to keep positive!!! Ursula xxxx

jo mortimer · Post by **jo mortimer** » Fri Jun 20, 2003 3:22 pm

Hi I'm new on this site too. I've jut started first set of injections for first IVF cycle, so have no idea what to expect really. I'm dreading the 2ww, but we've got to hang in there and try to be strong, and it is easier said than done, I will be a total wreck! Can anyone tell me what they felt like with the second stage of injections? Do you feel bloated and uncomfy? Jo PS Good luck to everyone!

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