I too am at the menopur stage and have found the mixing easier as you go along. I too may have over reacted when i saw what we had to do, and i think even my DH suggested i was being over dramatic - saying - let me get the needle into you and bob's your uncle! lol
My DH does calm me down in a lot of scarey/confusing situations, he is my rock
Anyway - enough of him (lol)
I went for my scan this morning, and from what ive read in the posts, i seem to be doing ok already too

I had 4 on my left side which started off at size 17, 14, 12 & 11 (Does size matter lol) but only 3 on my left - they are smaller but the doc said that they will have plenty more time to grow by EC and that i am 'on target' for the EC which is planned for Tuesday. My next scan is on Sunday morning so i will be able to tell you for deff if i go for EC on Tuesday.
The only problem i have with EC is
'IM PETRIFIED'
I dont like the thought of being sedated, mind u, i would rather be sedated than actually put to sleep. Ive had some bad experiances that have made me petrified of actually going to sleep. Im also petrified that its going to hurt at the time, and im scared of what will happen after - ive heard so much about this over stimulated ovarie syndrome thingie!!!!
I know, im a baby lol - im 38 and acting like an 8 yr old lol.
Becky

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