Jeck...I didn't mean to make you cry, sweetie...I agree with AEJ, and the message applies regardless of faith. Patience is definitely a trait I need to embrace more and realize there are plans for us all in life, and we will each find our path in due time. Jaden is a very lucky boy, and you and dh will be such good role models for him. I only pray that he gets into your arms very very soon. I realize that I might sound impatient, but I don't care.
AEJ...Wow! Your cycle is right around the corner!! I had forgotten to add an area for EC's & ET's, so have corrected that huge oversight. Thanks for the reminder. You asked what down-regging is. There is a standard long protocol for IVF that includes a period of suppressing the pituitary gland. They refer to this period of suppression as down regulating or down-regging. It's when they typically prescribe Lupron. Lupron is what's referred to as an agonist. It suppresses the releasing of specific hormones by blocking the transmission of the hormone.
The particular cycle I'm going to be on is going to use an antagonist, which will not block the release of the hormones, but will stop the reception of the hormones being released. The doctor's thinking is that my pituitary didn't kick back in on the long-protocol like it should have, so they're going to block the reception of the hormones, which recover more quickly when the medications doing the blocking is removed. Not sure if it makes sense, but basically, if you think of a pitcher and a batter in baseball. The agonist blocks the pitcher from releasing the ball. With the antagonist, the pitcher pitches, but the batter has an bubble around them preventings them from making contact with the ball. Once the antagonist is removed, the batter hits it out of the park, and the luitenizing hormone is able to be received telling the eggs to mature for collection. So, I won't be down-regging either, but your younger and good-responding gals usually do down-reg. The "flare" protocol doesn't include down-regging either. This is all coming from a layman, so anyone, if there are any inaccuracies, please correct me. Probably tons more information than required, but that's so me...
Souris...Love the kitties...Glad I could help, but sounds like you figured it out all on your own, kiddo...I know how good it feels when you learn something new, something you thought was too technical, and something you can help others learn. Your such a good person to take them into your home and taking the risk that you might get attached. The pain of having them leave I think would be too much for me right now. Actually, they don't even have programs in my area like this one. In fact, some years ago, when I lived with my mom still, a kitty got her leg caught in the slats of her fence. The poor thing hung there for who knows how long. I found her and was crying and shouting for someone to help me. I ended up calling the humane society to help me. Anyway, while I was waiting for them to come, I got her leg free. They took her, and gave her surgery to fix her broken leg. My mom and I called to adopt, and they said that unless the person who was adopting her was willing to pay for her surgery, she wasn't up for adoption. They'd rather put her down than get her placed in a good home! I was in shock over their rationale on that one. Needless to say, the humane society here doesn't sound anything like where you're at.
I did go shopping for my puppy today, though. Got him a new bed. It's very plush, so I hope he's comfortable in there. I will bring him home after my collection, so only another month to go before my baby comes home. I need to get him food, dishes, toys, and a crate still, but one step at a time. My husband is still kind of in denial, so I'm easing him into the idea of having him here with us. He's such a big grumpy gus at anything new, but then he softens up and comes around.
Back to work tomorrow, and it's going to be B-U-S-Y, so if I don't get back to talk much, please know I'll be here soon... Take care ladies, and have a great night...
