Nicki
I laughed when I read your post - I do daft things like that all the time
We did ICSI with my hubbys sperm on all 3 occasions but no luck - to be honest I didn't really like the clinic we were going to - felt very impersonal, like you were just a number, when I had my m/c I found them incredibly unsupportive

, I wanted to change but hubby felt it was "better the devil you know" - he has now come round to my way of thinking and hence why we changed clinics
It was a difficult decision to come to, to decide to use donor sperm - but I feel (at the minute anyway, I may change my mind!) neither emotionally or financially ready to try ICSI again - we've spent over £10k on treatment as had to pay over £2k for reversal for my hubby.
We've discussed this in detail and we both feel that if I am lucky enough to get pregnant it will not affect our relationship - the baby will be ours to bring up and love and cherish just the same as if it was biologically his.
I just wanna be lucky
Good luck with your treatment!
Lisa - I agree with Nicki - stay positive, sending lots of positive sticky baby dust your way!
Sully
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