Angie: i keep forgetting to thank you for the reminding me re: IWDGPT! (oh, for the others, the "If We Don't Get Pregnant Trip"). It did lift my spirits... we have already planned a big one for next Dec, but are considering a more modest one for this summer.... glad you have a counselor to release things to. I have found that to have been very helpful to me in the past (maybe that has been my problem, ladies... i haven't gone for a while

!!!)
Aunty: it is a pleasure to have you join us. Big rants, little rants, aunty-rants

, moans and whines all welcome here! Just knowing i have this thread available allows me to be more "sunshiney" on the cycling thread.
Meg: must have been hard to hear your co-worker complain. Hopefully she will be more sensitive in the future!!! oooooo, was that why you were "grouchy" the other day???
I have been wondering if i will complain when uncomfortable if (ok, will humor the "pma" voice in my head...) WHEN i get preg (yep... i think it is official, voices are back... better get in to therapist

). I mean, i know that from their perspective there is nothing wrong w/their complaints (and they have every right to do it)... it is just for me, it hits (no slams, twists, and then pulls the cohones off of

) a raw nerve. Esp when they KNOW i have been ttc for years!!! Guess i need to strengthen my "sh@t shield" muscle, girls!!! Blech... insensitive people! (on a positive note, i think i must have set a record for the most parentheses in a single paragraph!!!!)