Hey all...
Shantala: the list looks fab. No worries about yest, just glad to hear you are feeling a bit better. Just let me know in the future if you need a hand.
Aunty: Ah now i am really pissed off. My work computer has the AUDACITY to block myspace. D*mn job! Will have to see your beautiful blasts later today. That way i can coo to them in "person".
Cinny: congrats on your 8 frosties! That is fab back up!
BWHD: wow... someone else this happens to. Yep, i go and work out like crazy (and i mean like train for and run half marathon)... won't lose a lb, then stop and i lose a few. Weird. So what i have done (besides working out for a while then stopping... just so i get the fun of seeing the lbs come off

), is add some weights 3x a wk. Good luck!
Rachel: my heart aches for you. Don't know what else to say. We are here when you need us.
*****RANT ALERT*****
If not interested in hearing a rant... i won't be offended if you just skip this...
All right, this is really pissing me off (really, it is just making me so sad, but i am choosing to express it as anger

). This is for all the women who i have known on this board and others in the PAST who have had to give up ivf due to $ (d*mn $), and for Rachel NOW, and for any of us that may be in this situation in the FUTURE. It bloody sucks. It is bloody unfair. I agree w/aunty... it is one thing to stop b/c you have had enough, or b/c there is no chance for success.... but a completely different thing to stop due to cash. This process can be cruel on so many levels, and this i think is one of the cruelest. There should be some international "slush" fund (come on... between all of our countries... the money spent to build stupid museums about lint, and all other stupid governmental waste.. can you IMAGINE the slush fund????!!!) that women could tap into. All those women out there having children and beating them... then we have perfectly psychologically healthy women who would provide a loving and nurturing home to a child and can't afford to do the outrageously expensive treatments anymore. oooooo, now i am really on one. Just thinking of all the drug addict pregnant women i used to treat. All right. Sorry for the rant

. Well, no, actually, not sorry for the rant, just sorry if it made anyone feel bad. This issue just tugs at my heart in a way that i think will never be reconciled.
