
Six long weeks and Six long days
Seven weeks tomorrow another milestone and I finally get my first long awaited scan on Thursday.
Has anyone else had to wait until they were at least seven weeks or is it just my clinic? I just need to know my babi(es) are safe and I need to know how many I am suppose to be bonding with.
This time next week seems like a world away.
And in the meantime I am also feeling rather sorry for myself because I have an ongoing problem with my leg caused by (mild scoliosis) a slightly crooked spine and pelvis, which in turn has trapped a nerve in my lower back sending pain signals down my right leg.
My right leg, I have just found out, is 1 and half centermeters shorter than my left which over the years has made me walk unevenly and twisted my knee bones slightly. Until two and a half years a go none of the above had ever caused me any trouble but then right in the middle of my infertilty problems my right knee swelled up and hasn't been the same since.
I have seen physios and a chropracter and in October I started seeing a physio privately and started to make a lot of progress, but unfortunatly she moved to anther part of the county. So today I am off to the hopital to see yet another one.
I have worked really hard to rebuilt the muscles around my knee and stabilise the joint, but in the last three weeks my leg has got progressivly more painful again, so that now just standing to do the washing up is a real ordeal and I keep waking up because it throbs.
All this worry's me too in case any ot the pain is being transmitted to the babi(es) and also I am very slim and light at the moment but whats going to happen when i am much heavier?
Sorry about all that, I just had to get it off my chest xxx