Awaiting Treatment

[shaz b]

Hi ladies
Sorry i've not been around been off work ill and as i've said before no computer at home.
It seems like you all need cheering up

Well i have won my battle with hospital over more treatment
the PCT were brilliant and so supportive just told hospital that funding was not a problem and to allow me to start when ever i'm ready
so hoping to start again in september as planned

catch up again soon

shaz b

[lara312]

Shaz thats great so full steam ahead for sept for you

Jen i agree with you things have to starting changing for the better for all of us i think the weather aint helping with how we feel love your song to wont be able to get that out of my head now al afternoon.

Becky dh is only being laid off for 1 wk and then goes back has normal stupid. Hope af is on her way and arrives soon shes always late when you need her .Have a fab time on hols i think it could be just the ticket for you right now back home with your family theres nothing like it when your feeling down is it .

Carolyn you seem to be coping really well i hope theres lots of follies growing how long will you stim for (cmon follies grow for your mummy) do you have to do different injections everynight or the same ones

Well have decided to go out for meal with a few friends tomorrow and have also decided to have a wk on the sick to be able to go on hols with dh sod the factory i need a break and the poxy car still is not ready dh said if not ready by tomorrow he going to tell them to chove it where the sun dont shine
lots of love and hugs to everyone
love Rachel x x

[beachbaby]

Sorry ladies, been sooo busy.

Jackie, i am so sorry, Are you going to have further tests done? i would insist as there could be a simple explanation like a clotting factor causing the losses. hope you feel better soon.

hope everyone else is well will try to catch up soon, staff on sick again!! off to the dentist now. take care.
Jayne

[Jen1d]

Hi girls

Carolyn - Hows the follies growing, praying there is a massive crop in there. Are the injections going ok?----girls do you know she gives them to herself, ouch, i'm far to much of a wimp for that.

Gill - Where you hiding? How you feeling, things will be moving along for you soon.

JenB - Hows the car? Hope your having a better day and are feeling ok?

Jackie - Hope your having lots of time with dh and getting plenty of rest. Hugs.

Shaz - Great news about your treatment. I love it when we kick ass and win.

Rachel - Still no car, you need to start doing some shouting. I agree with dh, shove it and hard. Enjoy your meal.

Becky - Is the ***** here yet, my legs are aching from all the jigging?

Ok, i've had a crap day at work-----hate all social workers and senior management today plus my eggs, ovaries and tubes
Am off to chill and wait patiently for BB. Am desperate for someone to shout at Charley and sort her out or give her a good smack

Am now off for 3 days, although tomorrow will be full of studying

Have a good one, love to you all.

Love Jen x

[CarolynB]

Hi All

Very brief post as at work and it is almost 8pm and my dh is going to go totally mental. And that is without the stick that you'll all give me. ARRGGHHHH

I will be off work next week - most of the time. Honest. I just have so much to get done and need to make some redundant tomorrow. No stress there. Right

Sorry this is about me. Scan again tomorrow (D6/D7ish as I started Saturday evening). Got call from clinic this afternoon and had to shoot up in the loo at these offices again. I have to do myself as could not see one of my business partners volunteering for the task. Hopefully tomorrow I shall get an idea on numbers and size of follies. I will let you know. Parents here at the weekend so not sure how much time I shall have on here???

Shaz - so glad that you won. Go girl

Becky - don't worry about the list. Sure that it is there or there abouts. Have a great holiday

Rachel - different drugs, different doses, different times of day. The clinic call every day based on the blood test and then tell you what to take. Today they called and told me to do 300ml straight away of the ones that you mix yourself. I am a walking drugs cabinet right now!!! Not sure that my dh would agree about how I am bearing up - have had a couple of right goes at him!!!

Jen1d - enjoy your 3 days off. Do some study but not too much!!

Jackie - Big hugs to you & dh.

Love to you all. Almost the weekend.
Carolyn
xxxxxx

[js200632]

hi ladies......posting in a hurry sorry didnt read any of ur messages...coz we just moved and weve got no luggage...no net....just to let u guys know we had a bfp...todays beta was 780...lets hope it doubles...take care...love to all...thanx for all the ove and dsupport...and keep praying please

[Welshgirl38]

Evening Ladies:

Jackie: Hope u are well hun Xxxx

JS: Congratulations
Some happy news to keep our thread back on track Im so pleased for u hun, and at a beta of 780 - thats brill Dont forget to keep comming in to let us know how u are doing ok Hugs to u a little one (s) Xxxx

Jen: Have to say, i love ur song lol. An ur right - we are fighters
<Becky puts her boxing gloves back on!>

ShazB: So pleased u won ur battle against the hosp, so glad ur back on schedule for tmt. Its so hard when they mess u about isnt it, hard to accept, so u put ur gloves on and fought for ur rights

Rachel: Good for u for going on the sick - i dont blame u hun. Sorry about the misunderstanding with ur DH's job, im like a tit mun lol. Have a great meal 2moro night, it will be great to let ur hair down and have a treat, u've done so well on ur diet u deserve it. xx

Jayne: Hiya hun, how are u? Hope the dentist went ok, i hate the dentist - not him/her personally like lol - just their profession lol. Not much i do like mind - im a baby an scared of everything lol.

Carolyn: Hello hun - my lord u are doing so well - i dont think i could cope with calls everyday off hosp - do u carry all those drugs and needles into work with u? Do they not need to be kept in a fridge. I did my own injections myself too, Brian had to go away for a week so i had to Im sure ur DH understands about u having a few goes at him - sure we all do it, look at me - and im not on any drugs at the mo lol. Keep up the good work on ur follies, ur doing great xxx

Shantala: How are u doing this week hun? How is the tmt going? Hope u are well, sending hugs xxx

Hello to everyone else, sending u all great big hugs Xxxx

As for me - still no AF, started to get sore (*)(*)'s this evening tho, so that could mean she is at least a week and half away. Ive arranged with my GP and with my clinic for a letter to take with me to Wales, that should AF arrive while im there, i can go to a local clinic/hops for the bloods. Not quite sure if i want to spend all day waiting on bloods mind, so have worked out a plan for next mth to start tmt - we will see how im feeling when i get to Wales - at least we have summit to fall back on as she is late! And should i have to wait another mth - then so be it. I will catch up on the list 2moro if i have time ladies, but for now i have to lift Gemma from work - i got my nails done earlier, eyebrows waxed and tinted - so look out Wales, here i come

Speak to u 2moro ladies, thank u all for being here for me when i needed u, ur great
Becky Xxxxx

[Jen1d]

Hi, this is a quick one as i'm meant to be studying.

Becky - Wow is Wales in for a shock? You sound like me having all the works done. New song for you-----as Pink said ----lets get the party started

Carolyn - Glad your having some time off, amazing. Enjoy it and get pampered babe.

JS - Congrats. Finally some great news for our thread, hope this luck continues.

Hi to everyone else.

Ok back to work again, its pouring with rain and depressing, where is the sun

Jen x

[nimble]

hi girls,

thank you for all your hugs and kind words.....DH has been a rock but wish there was something i could do to help him - I know that he is keeping strong for me but I can see that he is hurting inside - I wish he had such wonderful cyber pals as I have to put a smile on his face

I'm still at home, had the op on Wednesday so just taking it easy and probably go back to work next week. Seeing the Dr on Monday to see if I can get some genetic testing done rather than wait to have a 3rd m/c which is what the hospital told me!! The IVF clinic has already done the blood clotting tests after the first m/c so I know I'm all clear from those.

Becky - so glad that you can get your bloods done in Wales and hope that SHE shows up soon for you. Wow you going to look so glam girl !!

JS - so pleased for you on your BFP - it's lovely to read good news - CONGRATULATIONS

Carolyn - I am following your daily progress and so pleased that you have some little follies growing now listen to DH - REST!!! Hope you have a nice weekend with parents and they spoil you rotten as you need to be.

Jen - hope you;re studing hard - no sneaking on here - naughty naughty!!

Jayne - good luck at the dendist.

Rachel - you go girl - have your holiday with DH - how dare they suggest that you don't and hope they don't give you any hassle either for it!! Hope you have a nice meal with your friends.

Shaz - well done on winning your battle - one small step!!

Aunty hows the house decorating coming along ???

Its our friends 40th today and they are having a garden party (yeh I know mad ) so we may venture out, think it will do us good to mix and talk about something other than the m/c - haven't had a drink yet and don't really want tonight to be the night that it all comes out after a few too many so need to be careful. I know it must sound crazy, but after not drinking for 3mnths I'm not all that bothered in having one ! See I have finally lost it.

take care and thanks again for being here

J xx

[Welshgirl38]

Hey Jackie Hun,

Im so glad that ur ok (as well as can be expected in the circumstances) i have been so concerned about you.
Just you give ur DH a huge cyber hug from all of us, i know he must be hurting too - i think that (altho we dont try to) we do forget in the upheavel of all thats going on, about our DH's. They too must feel the pain, but its always 'us' that get the sypmathy and hugs, always us that people tread carefull around.

So i dedicate this posting to all our DH's

They are our rock, and if not for them we would be a mass of blubbering idiots (mind u, i think i might just be edgeing on the idiot side anyway - and the blubber lol)

Things havent been easy at our house of late, and poor DH has been having a dogs life with me. I know it cant be helped at times, bloody hormones an all that - but i do love him very much and would hate anyone to think that i didnt.

So Jackie, u give ur wonderful DH a great big cyber hug, and tell him - we might not have met, but we do think of you both everyday and send our love .....

Becky Xxxx

[Welshgirl38]

JS200632......... BFP
July 3rd … Beta 780


Lady’s Having Treatment


CarolynB...…18th June - Started Nasal spray… Scan June 29th ...Hysteroscopy - Clear ... Started stimms 30th June
Jen1d... Started Tablets June 26
Shantala... 30th June started nasal spray

Lady's in Waiting...

Curlydoo...10th May..AF Due?..do we dance or sing?
JB(Jen)...Appt…3rd August in Barcelona
Rachel/Lara312... Lost 21lb Well Done
Geckogirl... Nov/Jan - Donor egg
Gill12... Aug
AuntyPebbles... Saving for ivf#4…Decorating
Welshgirl38/Becky... July/Aug
ShazB...Sept?
Karia …Sept
Melissa112... June Start Clomid
BabyBlue (Kim)…Waiting for Donor…June?
Green... July
BeachBaby …Acc July 12th
Charlie78... August
Nannybear...August
Sassynlv...August
Pequele...I.U.I - Oct
6Yrs (mom20)…Jan 08
Angel505... ?

Nimble/Jackie... Very sadley lost beanie. In our thoughts and prayers xxxxxxx

[lara312]

Js congrats on your bfp lets hope its going to be the 1st of many

Jackie glad to hear dh is a rock sometimes i think what we would do without them (not all the time they can be a big pain in the arse )have been thinking about you everyday hope that your gp can get to the bottom of things .{{{hugs}}}

Becky its great that you can get the tests done in wales hope you have a fab holiday and enjoy hope af shows soon i'm still jigging for you.

Carolyn it must be quite hard having to do them at all different times hope todays scan went well and grow eggies grow

Jen hope you have not done to much studying and have had some time to chill

Hope everyone has a good weekend lets hope the weather is a bit better

Well things seem to be changing for me we had our car after yesterday and then today my manager said i can have my holidays so yipeeeeeeee any 1 would swear its a week in the caribean (see cant even spell the word)not down the caravan but who cares its away from that shit ole
Must fly and finish getting ready catch you all tomorrow
lots of love Rachel x x

[jen babes]

hi everyone

JS CONGRATULATIONS GIRL ..much love to you and beanie on board x x

Becky you are a sweeite...yes our Dh's are ROCKS X X Hope all is well at wales and AF comes soon x x

Jackie- Brave jackie it must be so hard honey but i am glad you posted. Much love to you and DH. Hope you manage to get a few laughs at the 40th. Hope you don't get rained off x x

Carolyn gr8 news about budding follies...sending you mega ammounts of *****fairy dust ***** to make folllie grow grow grow. x x


Rachel have a fab fun holiday...enjoy your time off... x x

Shaz- wooo hoo on winning your battle...go girl x x

Jen - car is doing okay DH says it could be worse but will take a new bunmper and just a touch up of paint and will be okay. How are you hun? Is the studying going okay?

Gill much love to ya honey when is your next step of tmt going to be? x x

jayne Aunty shantala and anyone i have missed love to ya all

Its been abusy work week for me and i am knacked this weekend so off to chill in our motorhome with DH in Laggan. ( about an hour away) Going to do some gentle cycles with the dog sat and chill sunday.

catch ya all soon
love jen B
xxx

[CarolynB]

JS - so pleased for you hun. Huge congratulations

Jackie - you are being so brave. Hugs hun. Have a great time at the party. You deserve it

Will catch up properly tomorrow. Honest.

Just a quick update from me. Scan went well. Lining good. Say 8/9 follies per side. Largest are 12mm on one side and 10mm on the other side. Back to puregon this evening. Bloods in the morning and may be back for more bloods/scan at lunchtime.

Becky - have to carry the drugs around with me. Some need fridge and so I store them in the fridge at work in a little make up bag. Ha ha. Glad that you are on better form. Have a great time in Wales. Sounds like you are all glammed up and ready to go.

Rachel - have a fab holiday hun

JB - have a great time away

Love to everyone else - will catch up soon

Must dash as parents here and being anti social.

Hugs to you all.
Carolyn
xxxxxxx

[Jen1d]

Hi girls

Wish i could pick up the phone and chat to you. I'm having a terrible evening.
In short, having friends over tomorrow for dinner (we were meant to be pregnant before them, they have a 14month old now). Anyway its not them, they have friends who we see when we got out with them and dont know if you remember but she got married and couldnt get pregnant with her 2nd child for over 18months. It was me who eventually gave her advice about ovulation kit and it worked first month. So i have been feeling bad as we keep sayng we will have them over to see our new house but have been putting it off as i cant bare to see her bump (she's about 5 or 6 months). Well the dh is a policeman, we thought it would be short notice for them to come over tomorrow, so we asked and they agreed. So now we have 2 couples coming over, i like them all and we have a laugh but i cant stand the thought of bumps and baby talk. To make matters worse we haven't told anyone we are doing tretment this time as its too stressful with everyone asking how you are and what stage your at, plus the ed thing. Then dh said i have to "face them sometime" and cant go on trying to avoid everyone. I just feel he doesn't even understand how i feel now. I am just so upset and am now dreading tomorrow when i was suppose to be having a nice stress free weekend. I feel so stressed out what with work, studying and treatment and i have had enough, especially of putting on a brave face.
So tomorrow will come and i will have to put on another face, pretend everything is ok and pretend i dont mind talking about babies WHY CANT WE EVER HAVE SOME GOOD NEWS
Just once let me get a bfp, something to be happy about for a change
Girls i'm sorry to be so negative and talk about me, me, me but i know you will give me the support and kick up the butt i need.
Oh how i wish we could pop down to Starbucks for a chat and a hug right now.

Thanks for listening, am going to bed, maybe some sleep will help

Love Jen x