Awaiting Treatment

[wishfull27]

Congrats Carolyn b on being PUPO

Good luck to all all those testing/scanning and ER/ET/ adoption visits etc over next week - even though won't be around will be thinking of you all

The case is packed - sorry guys no room - had to take some bits out as over the weight allowance - thats the case and me then!!!

Sending baby dust, hugs and love to all - hope to hear news of lots of BFP,s on my return

love to all

carolyn xxxx

[Nickyz]

Hi girls

Sorry i have not posted in a long time. Well i would like to say welcome to the people that are new And good luck to you all.
I would like to send hugs to the girls have a hard time put we all here.

I love the shit shit stuff it made my smile and my DH to. shit is very big word when you start thinking about it.

Well I am ok still on the waiting list. My BMI is still going down YES YES.

Sorry this is short and sweet all take care and talk soon

Nickyz

me 35 in 10 days DH 35
Both go problems
First time and on waiting list for the 3years

[nimble]

just a quickie but shall be back later

Carolyn - congratulations on PUPO - 3 embies home at last ! I have absolutely everything crossed for you hun. take it easy now won't you!!

Wish - have a fantastic hols - so so green with envy - as I sit here, it is pissing out side!

Hugs nims xx

[beachbaby]

carolyn, congratulations on being Pupo, hope the next 2 weeks go fast for you. Rest up and enjoy the rest of your time in BigB.

As for me, today is official test day, but clinic don't test on weekends so got to wait an extra day. Will find out some time after3, but may still be out so will let you all know as soon as. Scared stiff that it will be another chemical, bug am hanging in there, just!!!

Hi to all, hope your all enjoying your weekend.
psot soon.
jayne

[Jen1d]

Jayne

Good luck for your results. Its going to be a huge bfp. Thinking of you

Love Jen x

[nimble]

hi girls,

Jayne - - can't wait to see the BFP message tomorrow.

Jen1d - how are you hun? When's your interview with the adoption agency ? Hope it all goes well with you - did you know that this week has been adoption week?

Su - seems we are on similiar timelines and similiar sized follies so lets hope we both do good tomorrow at our scans. When is the big day due??

ICSI - wwoooohoooooo fantastic news on yr calendar - lets start the count down now!! Let me know when i need to start jigging around to help bring on the AF witch

Rachel - poor you - hope you're not feeling too crap and get well soon.

Well my follies are sure making me know that they are around today so must be a good sign that they are growning! Have another scan tomorrow so hoping the good news will be EC on Wednesday - oh I so could do with the sleep having to get up real early to do the cetrotide shot in the mornings which stops me ovulating so needs must and all that........ The xmas fair was great but was very good and didn't spend too much....well only on myself.....and had to resist all the free wine tasting!

Off for the pm nap ...........

nims xx

[Jen1d]

Hi girls

So how is everyone doing? I have been trying to catch up but hard with visitors around but i have been thinking about you all.

Dont know what to say really, am having a tough time at the moment but dont want to bring the mood down.

The in-laws have been and gone. I had a difficult night last night. Over dinner they were discussing if my neice looks like the mum or dad and it went on for a while, i just sat there and felt so sad that i will never have that feeling with a child or dh. I went through to the kitchen to wash up and then burst into tears----dont know where it came from and i was so embarassed in front of the other but i just cant help my emotions just now

We will be doing our FET in January but at this moment i am very negative, so will wait and see---hopefully this mood will go. Until then we have our meeting on Wed with the social worker but i dont know if i have the strength just now to battle with them for a baby----they keep trying to say there are none but i know differently after talking to a friend who works on the family placement team so we will just have to continually telling her its a baby we want and stick to our guns---seems like another mountain to climb

Dont know about you guys but i am finding this time of the year so hard as i keep looking at everyone with bumps and kids (more than usual) and longing for it to be me. Another Christmas without a baby

JenB - Thinking of you babe, am here when you want to chat.

Love to you all, will write soon when i can snap out of this mood.

Love Jen x

[nimble]

jen hun, you have every right to feel down and we all go through at some point and I don't think you need to be embrassed at having a few tears. I was like that the other week in the middle of the office!!

Don't ever give up hope and I know you don't feel like you have the strenght to go through it all again, but you will somehow deep down inside find that strength to carry on with both the FET and adoption process. It may feel like a mountain to climb but we are here to support and push you up that hill come rain or shine. Never worry about bringing us down, thats what this site is for, to share emotions whether they are good or bad.

I know what you mean about this time of year - I went to a xmas fair on Friday and there were so many stalls selling wee baby items that were so cute and I just kepted going and picking them up and wishing.......... but next year, christmas 08 will be our year and we've just got to keep that thought with us.

Sending you big hugs
love nimble xx

[squeezan]

Jen - I know just what you mean. Christmas can be such a hard time as its all about children. I went shopping today and could have come home with a truck load of pressie's for my niece and nephew but really I just want to be buying for my own baby. I hope you can lift your mood for the adoption meeting and I'm sure you'll be feeling more positive by FET in Jan. ((((hugs))))

I'm feeling really worried today. I've been poas since last Wed and not detected LH surge but had changes in cm yesterday (tmi), poss egg white but not sure and now today its almost gone. Really scared I've ovulated and missed it. I just want tomorrow to come so I can go for my scan and see what's happening.

[Jen1d]

and thank you for your kindness and hugs, they are sooooo appreciated.

Love Jen x

[lara312]

[Pummalaemma]

Carolyn: congratulations on being PUPO.

Su, Jacky, Squeezan and Nimble: good luck to you all, i'll be thinking about you.

Jen1d: i can feel your pain, hang in there. we are all gonna get big fat BFPs in Jan. and i can truly understand your pain about seeing women with big bellies; my due date was supposed to be 31. Dec 07 with twins, so more likely Nov. 07, but now again, no baby on board, so sad, but as i said next year will be ours, otherwise ...

Jayne: good luck for tomorrow. we want to see a BFP.

Sorry, if i missed anybody.

Pumma

[Xrayem]

Just a quick good luck to Carolyn! When do you test? Shall be back to hear your news soon.

Love Em

[pequele]

Hi ladies!!! Crappy weekend at work...glad it is over.

Su- you keep POAS until that scan! I commonly would get EWCM before my surge then it would go away to come back during the surge....perfectly normal to have some phases! But hopefully they will see purty follies still there....will the trigger you or not?

JenD- you go ahead and cry girl!!! You take all the time you need. Talk with us, it will help get your negative feelings out...hopefully that will help you prep for the FET in about 2 months! In the meantime I hope you look forward to your meeting on Weds with the SW...you stand firm if a baby is what you want, you let them know that no is not an option! You are strong and we are here to keep you that way!!!

Jayne- I'd be so insane if I couldn't get blood work done on the day I wanted it...oh wait I AM insane!!! Anyways, it will make getting that BFP all the more sweeter tomorrow!

Nimble I hope your scan goes well!! BIG BIG FOLLIES...so nimby can get some sleep PLEASE!!!

Carolyn- wooooo PUPO!!! STICKY STICKY STICKY (that is 3 stickies) BABY DUST!!!!

To those I have missed....howdy ya'll!!! I'm cold, I'm cranky, I need to get up early on my day off...talking 5am!! WTF! Well thanks to my fabulous ability to have NOT learned to eat properly with a fork in the last 34 years, I proceeded to chip not 1 but 2 teeth last night when I sat down to have dinner (after a crap day at work where I didn't get to eat a friggen thing until 4pm when starting at 8am!) So I finally sit down for my dinner at 8pm and CRUNCH!!!!!!! I guess that is what I get for trying to be healthy and having a salad! Damn it I guess I will just stick to chocolate! So I am getting up early to head to my parents house and hour and half away so I can see my dentist over there too...LOVE HIM so I will drive to the end of the earth fer him haha...EVEN if it means getting up early Oh well, then the momster and I will just have to go shopping! What a shame! But I still have to look forward to Tuesday...the 1st US!!! I just hope I don't wind up with Jon & Kate +8!!!

Oh crap I need to throw the clothes in the dryer!!! AAARRGGHH!!!

[pequele]

Hi ladies!!! Crappy weekend at work...glad it is over.

Su- you keep POAS until that scan! I commonly would get EWCM before my surge then it would go away to come back during the surge....perfectly normal to have some phases! But hopefully they will see purty follies still there....will the trigger you or not?

JenD- you go ahead and cry girl!!! You take all the time you need. Talk with us, it will help get your negative feelings out...hopefully that will help you prep for the FET in about 2 months! In the meantime I hope you look forward to your meeting on Weds with the SW...you stand firm if a baby is what you want, you let them know that no is not an option! You are strong and we are here to keep you that way!!!

Jayne- I'd be so insane if I couldn't get blood work done on the day I wanted it...oh wait I AM insane!!! Anyways, it will make getting that BFP all the more sweeter tomorrow!

Nimble I hope your scan goes well!! BIG BIG FOLLIES...so nimby can get some sleep PLEASE!!!

Carolyn- wooooo PUPO!!! STICKY STICKY STICKY (that is 3 stickies) BABY DUST!!!!

To those I have missed....howdy ya'll!!! I'm cold, I'm cranky, I need to get up early on my day off...talking 5am!! WTF! Well thanks to my fabulous ability to have NOT learned to eat properly with a fork in the last 34 years, I proceeded to chip not 1 but 2 teeth last night when I sat down to have dinner (after a crap day at work where I didn't get to eat a friggen thing until 4pm when starting at 8am!) So I finally sit down for my dinner at 8pm and CRUNCH!!!!!!! I guess that is what I get for trying to be healthy and having a salad! Damn it I guess I will just stick to chocolate! So I am getting up early to head to my parents house and hour and half away so I can see my dentist over there too...LOVE HIM so I will drive to the end of the earth fer him haha...EVEN if it means getting up early Oh well, then the momster and I will just have to go shopping! What a shame! But I still have to look forward to Tuesday...the 1st US!!! I just hope I don't wind up with Jon & Kate +8!!!

Oh crap I need to throw the clothes in the dryer!!! AAARRGGHH!!!