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ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 1:11 pm

Hi ladies......sorry i went missing.....didn't get any news til late yesterday afternoon and afraid my BFP has turned into BFN

My numbers have started to fall..........just sucks.........i really don't even know how i want to feel about it --- mad, sad, upset, numb -- mostly been just numb.....my dh trying to be supportive says "maybe God is trying to tell us something" -- i'm like oh great, that's nice.....so he's not interested in trying again!!!! he's just trying to make me feel better - i know that.... but still.....

For now i've got a smashing headache (that i can now take some ibuprofen and have a cup of coffee to help cure) and called off sick to work......told my boss why (bfn) and felt like crap --- actually left message on her voicemail -- i'm sure she'll understand.....

Not sure how much i'll be in/out today.....i really just need to process it all -- ya know.....i'll be back

JackieG · Post by **JackieG** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 1:32 pm

Oh Angie,

Im so sorry

I wish I could say or do something, but I know it doesnt help.

Only time will heal. You know we are hear for you.

Hugs
Jackie

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 1:52 pm

Angie.

Hun, i am so so very sorry

That is so unfair - my heart is breaking with u hun

Take as much time as u need, we are all here for u, give ur DH time, he is upset with u hun, im sure he doesnt want to call it a day - its hard on ur both, u are both greiving - im so sorry hun

pequele · Post by **pequele** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 2:17 pm

Angie!!!

We will be here for you sweetie when you pop in! Hubby just doesn't process it the same way, but I'm sue he doesn't want to give up! Take your time, and when you feel like coming here to be crazy again we'll be around!

Steph

chriss · Post by **chriss** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 2:40 pm

Angie,

Thinking of you. -chriss

waitingforMia · Post by **waitingforMia** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 3:19 pm

Angie: So sorry girl. What a rollercoaster ride this is. We are all here for you. And like everyone said dhs just process things differently and try to be helpful and it often comes out in the least helpful of ways. Glad you took off of work. Rest up hun.

Miracle08 · Post by **Miracle08** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 5:19 pm

I haven't posted here in forever but, I keep up with you girls. Let me tell you, you girls keep me laughing!!

ICSI/Angie- I am so so so sorry.

Take it easy and take care of you!

nimble · Post by **nimble** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 6:13 pm

just a quickie......

Angie, totally heartbroken for you hun and know how numb you must be feeling - hubby is probably trying to protect you from the hurt and they deal with things very differently to us women, plus he doesn't have us.

Come and rant, cry or be a little crazy...whatever....you know we are always here for you babe.

Big hugs

nims x

Hope644 · Post by **Hope644** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 6:19 pm

Angie -

We will be here for you when you're ready. Take all the time you need.

beachbaby · Post by **beachbaby** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 7:00 pm

Angie, i am so sorry,this is so cruel. please know we are here for you when your ready. Big hugs to you.
jayne

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 7:16 pm

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This is so cruel and unfair. Hugs to you and DH. Take the time out to grieve. We are all here for you whenever you are ready to talk.

pequele · Post by **pequele** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 8:13 pm

hi guys
well STILL no AF, and STILL no bfp so they made me go in for blood work and that was negative too...so I just wait...and wait and wait!

grrr
guess I will work on my taxes, laundry and bills...woo

Steph

lara312 · Post by **lara312** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 8:32 pm

Angie i'm so sorry

my heart is breaking for you and dh sending huge hugs for you and dh know we are all here for you when you need us this is so unfair and very very cruel
lots of love Rachel x x

waitingforMia · Post by **waitingforMia** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 8:34 pm

Pequele: Can they give you anything for AF to start?? I hate it when she is no where in sight

I am dancin my booty off fer ya..

I am scheduled for ER on Monday; everything looks fine (nice plump follies

, and I am going in for a massage today (that's ok isn't it??).

Angie still thinking about you. This is such a hard road, and we are all such strong girls for going through all that IF throws at us.

MP

Hope644 · Post by **Hope644** » Fri Jan 25, 2008 8:52 pm

waitingforMia wrote:I am scheduled for ER on Monday; everything looks fine (nice plump follies , and I am going in for a massage today (that's ok isn't it??).

BE VERY CAREFUL.... make sure you tell them you are going thru IVF - they press on certain muscles and stuff normally that can release toxins that you don't want floating around in your system. They can do it differently if they know, but tell them to be ultra careful with you!!!

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