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waitingforMia · Post by **waitingforMia** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 4:18 pm

I forgot: Beta 316 at 11dp5dt!!!

Miracle08 · Post by **Miracle08** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 4:23 pm

YEA MIA!!!!! i AM SOOO HAPPY FOR YOU. CONGRATS MOMMA!!!!! R U TELLING DH TONIGHT?

Can you tell how happy I am for you? When do you go in for Betas?

pequele · Post by **pequele** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 4:38 pm

mia-

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 4:40 pm

Ok, im at work so cant do sparklies or anything pretty - but i guess this is the next best thing ......

MIA:

CONGRATULATIONS YOU LUCKY LADY - have a fantastic Valentines day, its well deserved after all this time - what a way to celebrate, im so pleased for u hun .....

What a prezzie for ur DH - i want a 'yummy mummy' Tee shirt - they are so cool .....

Love to u both ....

Becky Xxxx

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 4:44 pm

Congratulations - I can't believe you have managed to keep it from DH though ... enjoy your evening x

pequele · Post by **pequele** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 5:16 pm

mia I think your numbers sound like your litter is multiplying...you better o buy that new car now

Miracle08 · Post by **Miracle08** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 5:40 pm

you know Steph, i was just thinking that. She is having her QUADS!!!!! BOTh embies split!!!

Miracle08 · Post by **Miracle08** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 5:43 pm

This will be Mia's and Dh Christmas photo for this year...

Hope644 · Post by **Hope644** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 5:49 pm

Congratulations Mia!!!!

You and DH will have a FANTASTIC Valentines Day!!!!

I can't wait to hear how excited he is and how he loves the surprise!!

stephjim · Post by **stephjim** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 6:40 pm

Congrats Mia I am sooo happy for you. Sorry my congrats is not that pretty but I am at work and cannot go into all that.

I look forward to being right behind you.

Steph

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 6:41 pm

Jen1d wrote: Hi girls

Told work last night that i was staying off and still in my dressing gown. Just dont have the energy to do anything and just lay on the bed and had a good cry. Dh is fantastic, i keep asking if he is ok but he just keeps saying he only wants me and if we have a baby---whatever way---then its a bonus. After the first 2 cycles he never got his hopes up and we just plodded along throught the last 2 2ww's expecting the same neg result. My mum just tx and asked if i was feeling better today and if i was in work---poor thing she just got told that its going to take more than 2 days to get over the news of never being able to have children----not her fault eh.

I feel angry now to,
angry with IM,
angry for dh
angry with other pregnant people,
angry i will have to go through life always trying to live with this pain,
angry at anyone who tells me they are pregnant,
angry with anyone who moans at their kids,
angry with the crap 14yr olds who get pregnant,
angry with the druggies/alcoholics who get pregnant,
the list goes on and on----------but mainly angry with my body, which has let me down for years.

How do i move on and learn to accept it. There will be pregnant people around until the day i die, do i have to feel sad and have others pity me when they break their news to me. I keep thinking that i wont see our child, what would it look like, would it like the same things as us. Then i think about an adoped child and know we can bond and give the same love but worry it will go and look for its parents and not stay with us or that people treat us 'not as proper parents' as i havent given birth and its not our biological child. God my head is all over the place.

Sorry girls, know you are all having probs of your own but i just cant get a grip. Its strange as i thought i was so calm in the 2ww and that i was prepared but i think its because we are at the end of the road. I always knew we would be one of the couples who had a list at the end of their name and were in the % of it never working----i said that to dh from the start.

So after my selfish rant---i hope you are all feeling better than me and thank you for being there to support me not just on this cycle but through them all. You are the only people who truly know how me and dh are feeling. Others just take pregnancy for granted and they dont know how lucky they are.

Have to go and get dressed and put on a face as the social worker is coming over at 4pm.

Speak soon

Love Jen x

Jen - hope you are feeling a tad better - just rant all you like - thats what we are here for

How did the meeting with the social worker go? - are you doing anuthing special for valentines?

We went out last night - DH now in bed not feeling well - some sort of man flu - LOL

Sending you huge cyber hugs xxx

beachbaby · Post by **beachbaby** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 6:42 pm

Mia, Congratulations enjoy your evening. Nice strong beta number, could well be two in there.
Jayne

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 6:43 pm

chriss wrote:hi stephjim,
I have my consult appointment tomorrow to talk about next cycle. Wondering if Re will suggest taking a month off from stimms or just hop right into it. I am worried about my response to stimms. I'm just not making lots of follies and it's depressing. Makes me scared to go to ultrasounds when stimming. This is sheer torture, huh?

Good luck with appointment tom Chris - you probably won't eevn need it though

- when is your low key test date??

x

Jen1d · Post by **Jen1d** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 7:11 pm

Hi girls

All went well with the social worker. She was here for 2 hrs and given how i'm feeling at the moment, i was exhausted.
We have so much paperwork to do now, basically writing a story about our lives, it will take up to May. Then we attend the Panel who read all our info and they make a decision if we are to be accepted to be adopters. Then when we are accepted, the social worker starts to match us with a child. Even the social worker is surprised the Panel is in June, its earlier than expected but thats a good thing---nearer to a baby.

Went to medical and as expected i came out in a hot sweat when i saw the ear booth. Passed everything and my lungs are even above average for my age but my ears---well thats another story. My right ear is not so great and although a little lower on the chart than the left, the nurse said its at the level for a pass BUT she wants to run it past the Dr, who wont be in until Wed, so i have to sweat it out until then. This is just what happened when i went for the Met and the Dr said no----time will tell---yet again.

Have had a pounding headache all day, just stress and tired but me and dh are off for 3 days now. Got a meal out with sis and mum as its our birthdays on Sat (me and sis on same day but she is 4 yrs older) then me and steve out by ourself for a chilled meal-----in between all that, its adoption paper which i think i will be sick of by the time the Panel comes round.

STILL waiting on af---its strange as i usually have af feelings at the end of 2ww. Have had a few twinges but nothing so far---think it will be a corker when she arrives---*****.

Just feel so tired, down in the dumps and stressed out but hopefully i can move forward, it will be tough but has to be done even though i will have a painful heart all my life.

Mia -

your a lucky girl.

Hi everyone else, thinking of you all, have a fab weekend

Love Jen x

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Thu Feb 14, 2008 7:16 pm

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