Hi girls
Just wanted to say thanks for you kind wishes. Am feeling stronger although still so sad. Am ok when i'm busy but as soon as my mind wonders then i start to think about our 'own' baby and feel so sad. I so hope time will help this and i will be able to live with it---but i think the pain will never leave me.
Been to 2 adoption classes. There are 4 other couples with us but none have started their assessment, so hopefully no competition for us when it comes down to the matching. Got 3 more classes to go.
Went to my 'Spy' training today and love it already. Just wish i had done it years ago when we first came to Scotland but as we were planning a family i thought it was best put on hold----didnt think it would be a 6 year hold

Anyway life never turns out how you want it to.
I might be that i finish my training then 6 months later get a baby but i will juggle and manage----selfish git, want my cake and eat it eh but i would regret it if i never tried.
Chriss - Brilliant about your 5 woppers - remember
Ok am out with Mum, sis and dh for a meal soon so have to go and find something to wear.
Love to you all
Jen x