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hey ladies!!! yes, whoever said it -- the weekend seemed to FLY right by!!
i'll apologize right here and now cuz my time w/ ya'll is limited this morning (well - morning for me!!) the next two weeks will be SLAMMIN busy for me -- like never before cuz of this moved up deadline.......
ANYWAY.....
beck -- like angel said, don't keep us waiting!!!!!!!!!! was thinkin of ya all weekend -- hope all went well w/ your hotel visit and especially brians party!!!
hope -- so glad to hear ms has finally subisided a bit
baby is finally settling in for the long haul 
thinking and keeping sassy in my prayers..........i really can relate to what you said about YOU not being ready --- i went thru same thing w/ my grams 
i was SO not ready....but she was and she didn't suffer -- which was the most important thing................big hugs sweetie!
angel....my dear sweet angel -- i was just giving you shi* when i said don't you read anything??? i hope you know that......i know is SO easy to miss something out here -- specially when you're trying to be sneaky cracker from work!! i do it all the time too....and hope that i don't get caught!
JAYNE!!! hi girl!!! you sound like you're doing well.....so good to hear from ya! and with the twins cooking right along --- sounds like all is well!!! ha, ha, ha!!
carolyn ---- YIPPPEEE!!!! bring on the stims!! have i mentioned how i can't believe how quickly your cycle has seemed to go???!!! WOW.... ok - so when is EC and ET???? (or when are the tentative dates?? details - we need details!!!)
want2b --- sounds like you'll fit in well!!! and no worries about all the "foo-foo" stuff -- it took me FOREVER to learn how to do it!!! but as many will tell you -- once you start, is somewhat addictive!!!
so my weekend was full of BCABB!!! won't bore you with the details -- but it was all good, let me assure you!!! the weather was FAB and we went for a boatride -- lots of people out and about w/ their boats.........and now am back to do it all over again!!!
i'll apologize right here and now cuz my time w/ ya'll is limited this morning (well - morning for me!!) the next two weeks will be SLAMMIN busy for me -- like never before cuz of this moved up deadline.......
ANYWAY.....
beck -- like angel said, don't keep us waiting!!!!!!!!!! was thinkin of ya all weekend -- hope all went well w/ your hotel visit and especially brians party!!!
hope -- so glad to hear ms has finally subisided a bit
baby is finally settling in for the long haul thinking and keeping sassy in my prayers..........i really can relate to what you said about YOU not being ready --- i went thru same thing w/ my grams i was SO not ready....but she was and she didn't suffer -- which was the most important thing................big hugs sweetie!angel....my dear sweet angel -- i was just giving you shi* when i said don't you read anything??? i hope you know that......i know is SO easy to miss something out here -- specially when you're trying to be sneaky cracker from work!! i do it all the time too....and hope that i don't get caught!
JAYNE!!! hi girl!!! you sound like you're doing well.....so good to hear from ya! and with the twins cooking right along --- sounds like all is well!!!
ha, ha, ha!!carolyn ---- YIPPPEEE!!!! bring on the stims!! have i mentioned how i can't believe how quickly your cycle has seemed to go???!!! WOW.... ok - so when is EC and ET???? (or when are the tentative dates?? details - we need details!!!)
want2b --- sounds like you'll fit in well!!! and no worries about all the "foo-foo" stuff -- it took me FOREVER to learn how to do it!!! but as many will tell you -- once you start, is somewhat addictive!!!
so my weekend was full of BCABB!!!
won't bore you with the details -- but it was all good, let me assure you!!! the weather was FAB and we went for a boatride -- lots of people out and about w/ their boats.........and now am back to do it all over again!!!:-) Angie
Great on you having loads of BCABB, butICSI GIRL wrote: so my weekend was full of BCABB!!!
You do realise that this is what you're doing...............
.Come on .......we want details.....ok not too many details, but at least tell us something. You know you are the BCABB queen and we look to you for inspiration, so spill the beans girlfriend!!!
OMG!!!! calgon (or somebody) TAKE ME AWAY!!!!!!! so i'm popping in while i SHOULD BE eating lunch cuz is the only moment i will have to do so --- and i was hoping for an update from our queen becks!!! bummer-dude 
angel.......not trying to dangle the carrot my friend -- just didn't think my bff's out here would appreciate all the gory details!!!! ha, ha, ha, ha!!! although, i must admit i'm all talk.....cuz while the first night of BCABB was a little exciting (for me anyway.....but i'm pretty vanilla MOST of the time) - anyway....yeah, the whole bathroom sink (think bent over) - that was fun!! and then the next day --- was in the shower (not sure what was with the bathroom theme this weekend!! ha, ha, ha!!!) and now put your dirty mind to work in figuring out all the details!!!
i HAVE to run....have meeting in 15 min that i don't have my stuff printed for!!! (ooops!!)
angel.......not trying to dangle the carrot my friend -- just didn't think my bff's out here would appreciate all the gory details!!!! ha, ha, ha, ha!!! although, i must admit i'm all talk.....cuz while the first night of BCABB was a little exciting (for me anyway.....but i'm pretty vanilla MOST of the time) - anyway....yeah, the whole bathroom sink (think bent over) - that was fun!! and then the next day --- was in the shower (not sure what was with the bathroom theme this weekend!! ha, ha, ha!!!) and now put your dirty mind to work in figuring out all the details!!!
i HAVE to run....have meeting in 15 min that i don't have my stuff printed for!!! (ooops!!)
:-) Angie
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wishfull27
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Hellooo eveyone
Becky - where are you we need an update on the weekend!!!
Icsi - glad all went well - and the bathroom sink is still intact!!many years ago I went on holiday and met this bloke (ended up marrying him - but we are all entitled to make mistakes!) and we had some BAccab action in the bathroom except the sink came away from the wall ... we were like OMG !!! - and I was like 20 pounds lighter then - so you have been warned!!!!
Angel - have you figured out all the details from Icsi?? - glad you are feeling better - you need to get yourself in tip top shape for your next cycle
Me!!! - had bloods and scan this morning - bloods all fine and no cycts or anything that should not be there - so ladies I start stimming on Thursday - also sorted out some accupuncture that will start next week too!!
Away with work now for a couple of days so won't be back on line till Thursday
Be goodxx
Carolyn xxx
Becky - where are you we need an update on the weekend!!!
Icsi - glad all went well - and the bathroom sink is still intact!!many years ago I went on holiday and met this bloke (ended up marrying him - but we are all entitled to make mistakes!) and we had some BAccab action in the bathroom except the sink came away from the wall ... we were like OMG !!! - and I was like 20 pounds lighter then - so you have been warned!!!!
Angel - have you figured out all the details from Icsi?? - glad you are feeling better - you need to get yourself in tip top shape for your next cycle
Me!!! - had bloods and scan this morning - bloods all fine and no cycts or anything that should not be there - so ladies I start stimming on Thursday - also sorted out some accupuncture that will start next week too!!
Away with work now for a couple of days so won't be back on line till Thursday
Be goodxx
Carolyn xxx
IVF 4 BFP
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Welshgirl38
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Ladies Ladies Ladies .......
Did u all have a good weekend?? What did u all get up to??
A BIG welcome to Nikki
The ladies here are mental - i hope u realise what ur letting urself in for haha! They are THE BEST! And i wudnt want them any other way!
Ok, what news then? Ernmmmmmmmmm <strums> Not a lot really ladies ....
Ok Ok Ok - i know u cant take it any longer lol ......
We had the bestest time ever. The hotel was FAB - the food was beyond my tastebuds, the service was second to none - and i dont just mean the staff Oh ladies, it was really just what we both needed. The bathroom was bigger than our living room!!!!!! The tub was humongous!! If any of u have FB - i have uploaded some pics. Oh and the bed was like 6-7ft wide! Honest! I was spread legged all night (ha ha ha!!)
Look at the bathroom .....
And then there was the bed (before we messed it up ha ha!
The Entrance to the Suite ...
The view
The view of the hotel as we were out for a walk ...
ladies - it was bloody BLISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
We had fluffy white robes, we had breafast in bed and had a maid bring up our food and then proceeded to lay the table in our room for us, the sun was shining so we had the double doors open looking out onto the Lough eating a good ole fry wrapped up in white fluffy robes ... i really felt like Queen Becks - it was mind blowing - i have never been so excited about staying in such a place in all my life ... Heaven on earth ... and to make matters even better - i spent it with the nicest man on earth (well in my books anyhow lol) My hubby is s wonderful, and so understanding - how did i get so dam lucky!!!!!!
He was really surprised with his party and wasnt expecting it - the kids and his sis surprised him with 4 cans of silly string and he was covered lol .... They did a BBQ in the garden, the weather was beautiful, it was just so lovely.... We had a fab weekend .... im all lurved up ....
Feeling a wee tad Sad tho, after we got the BFN i had summit to take my mind off thigs, the planning of his party and the night away - now its back to reality - dont know if i like it too much either!
Anyway - am shattered - will promise to do personals 2moro, need an early night after the few nights ive just had 
Catch ya's all 2moro ladies ....
Hope u are all well ... Xxxxxx
Did u all have a good weekend?? What did u all get up to??
A BIG welcome to Nikki
The ladies here are mental - i hope u realise what ur letting urself in for haha! They are THE BEST! And i wudnt want them any other way!Ok, what news then? Ernmmmmmmmmm <strums> Not a lot really ladies ....
Ok Ok Ok - i know u cant take it any longer lol ......
We had the bestest time ever. The hotel was FAB - the food was beyond my tastebuds, the service was second to none - and i dont just mean the staff
Oh ladies, it was really just what we both needed. The bathroom was bigger than our living room!!!!!! The tub was humongous!! If any of u have FB - i have uploaded some pics. Oh and the bed was like 6-7ft wide! Honest! I was spread legged all night (ha ha ha!!)Look at the bathroom .....
And then there was the bed (before we messed it up ha ha!
The Entrance to the Suite ...
The view
The view of the hotel as we were out for a walk ...
ladies - it was bloody BLISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
We had fluffy white robes, we had breafast in bed and had a maid bring up our food and then proceeded to lay the table in our room for us, the sun was shining so we had the double doors open looking out onto the Lough eating a good ole fry wrapped up in white fluffy robes ... i really felt like Queen Becks - it was mind blowing - i have never been so excited about staying in such a place in all my life ... Heaven on earth ... and to make matters even better - i spent it with the nicest man on earth (well in my books anyhow lol) My hubby is s wonderful, and so understanding - how did i get so dam lucky!!!!!!
He was really surprised with his party and wasnt expecting it - the kids and his sis surprised him with 4 cans of silly string and he was covered lol .... They did a BBQ in the garden, the weather was beautiful, it was just so lovely.... We had a fab weekend .... im all lurved up ....
Feeling a wee tad Sad tho, after we got the BFN i had summit to take my mind off thigs, the planning of his party and the night away - now its back to reality - dont know if i like it too much either!
Anyway - am shattered - will promise to do personals 2moro, need an early night after the few nights ive just had
Catch ya's all 2moro ladies ....
Hope u are all well ... Xxxxxx
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m/c @ 8 wks 
4 IVF=BFNWe must now let go of the life we had planned, to live the life waiting for us..
Adoption course starts March 19th
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Oh Becky
It looks fantastic - soooo glad you had fab time and you were treated like the Queen you are!!
Sorry you are feeling a bit down - it is natural and part of the cycle - you mkust let yourselves grieve and then start looking forward to your autumn cycle
Big hugs
lots of love
carolyn xxx
It looks fantastic - soooo glad you had fab time and you were treated like the Queen you are!!
Sorry you are feeling a bit down - it is natural and part of the cycle - you mkust let yourselves grieve and then start looking forward to your autumn cycle
Big hugs
lots of love
carolyn xxx
IVF 4 BFP
OMG Becky, that place looks amazing.......fit for a Queen So pleased that you both had a fab weekend being pampered. So was he pleased (or not) with his childhood pictures being stuck everywhere? You sound so much in love..............aaawwww...............
Sounds like AF did not come in the way of you having a great time
And we all know Angie had a fun time over the weekend too. So it look like you two have had your share of aerobic activity Your excuse for not exercising this week (**sigh** I'm ALWAYS looking for reasons not to exercise).
Becky, I'm sorry you're feeling sad. Its kind of like an anti- climax now for you, isn't it? All I can say is that let yourself feel what you do. Don't try to supress it. I tried for 2 months and managed to have everyone fooled that I was back to my normal self, had accepted everything....etc, but it really hit me hard one day, and I found it difficult to cope. And it made me physically ill too. If you need a cry, then do cry, if you need to vent, then come on here and do so (you know we are always happy to listen), if you are feeling sad, then let yourself feel sad. If you need to talk about things, then talk to Brian, or someone else you can talk to.
I wish there was a remote control for our emotions, it would remove so much sadness in the world, but then again, emotions is what makes us human.
On the bright side, it looks like you will have another go. So at least you have that to look forward to. I know you weren't best pleased with your clinic, but maybe worth a follow up appointment to see if you can do anything in preparation for your next go.
So pleased that you both had a fab weekend being pampered. So was he pleased (or not) with his childhood pictures being stuck everywhere? You sound so much in love..............aaawwww...............Sounds like AF did not come in the way of you having a great time
And we all know Angie had a fun time over the weekend too. So it look like you two have had your share of aerobic activity
Your excuse for not exercising this week (**sigh** I'm ALWAYS looking for reasons not to exercise).Becky, I'm sorry you're feeling sad. Its kind of like an anti- climax now for you, isn't it? All I can say is that let yourself feel what you do. Don't try to supress it. I tried for 2 months and managed to have everyone fooled that I was back to my normal self, had accepted everything....etc, but it really hit me hard one day, and I found it difficult to cope. And it made me physically ill too. If you need a cry, then do cry, if you need to vent, then come on here and do so (you know we are always happy to listen), if you are feeling sad, then let yourself feel sad. If you need to talk about things, then talk to Brian, or someone else you can talk to.
I wish there was a remote control for our emotions, it would remove so much sadness in the world, but then again, emotions is what makes us human.
On the bright side, it looks like you will have another go. So at least you have that to look forward to. I know you weren't best pleased with your clinic, but maybe worth a follow up appointment to see if you can do anything in preparation for your next go.
Wooo....hoooo........so happy for you. We'll be doing a follie dance for you from Thursday onwards. Just let us know once you've taken the first shot.wishfull27 wrote: Me!!! - had bloods and scan this morning - bloods all fine and no cycts or anything that should not be there - so ladies I start stimming on Thursday - also sorted out some accupuncture that will start next week too!!
wow beck --- that really is FIT FOR OUR QUEEN!!! absolutely STUNNING!! oh and the view out for your walking ---- is just breathtaking!!!! what a fun little getaway.........and did brian love it just as much as you?? was he thrilled that you went thru so much effort to do all of this for him??? as angel said, you really do sound so much in love!
angel --- how you doin today girl??? must tell you straight away that i'll not be able to play much today i so sorry..........hope you'll be able to forgive me once i'm done w/ this silly project!!!
carolyn --- BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we need somebody to get the momentum goin for us -- and i nominate YOU!!!
big hugs to all my other ladies out there reading!!!! miss you all...... sorry i can't stay to play longer - but if i want a paycheck (and really - not-so-much WANT the paycheck.......has more to do w/ NEEDING it!!) ha, ha!! either way --- i simply must get back to work now!!!! i'll be checking in on my lovelies....don't think you can get away w/ stuff just cuz i'm not out and about as much!!!
absolutely STUNNING!! oh and the view out for your walking ---- is just breathtaking!!!! what a fun little getaway.........and did brian love it just as much as you?? was he thrilled that you went thru so much effort to do all of this for him??? as angel said, you really do sound so much in love! angel --- how you doin today girl??? must tell you straight away that i'll not be able to play much today
i so sorry..........hope you'll be able to forgive me once i'm done w/ this silly project!!! carolyn --- BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOO-HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we need somebody to get the momentum goin for us -- and i nominate YOU!!!
big hugs to all my other ladies out there reading!!!! miss you all...... sorry i can't stay to play longer - but if i want a paycheck (and really - not-so-much WANT the paycheck.......has more to do w/ NEEDING it!!) ha, ha!! either way --- i simply must get back to work now!!!! i'll be checking in on my lovelies....don't think you can get away w/ stuff just cuz i'm not out and about as much!!!
:-) Angie
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Thanks ladies,
Now i know why i love u best lol ... xxx
Im making an appt later to go and see my 'old private' clinic - i dont have to be refered as i have already attended there - will let u know if i get an appt. Still havent heard back from my shitty clinic for a review - mind u they did say it wud be inbetween 6-12 weeks!!! So we are going ahead with private appt to get the ball rolling again!
Still sad and down - but know i have to get on with things, just cos we are going for another go (or at least an appt anyhow) it doesnt mean that i have already forgotten about my wee embryo - cos i havent - i havent forgotten about my other 2 either - i have 3 embies in my thoughts now - i always wonder what they wud have looked like, how they wud have grown up - like me or like Brian ,..... will never know now . sorry ladies, im just making this worse at the moment........ must try harder ...
I will be back - i promise you all
Xxxxxxx
Now i know why i love u best lol ... xxx
Im making an appt later to go and see my 'old private' clinic - i dont have to be refered as i have already attended there - will let u know if i get an appt. Still havent heard back from my shitty clinic for a review - mind u they did say it wud be inbetween 6-12 weeks!!! So we are going ahead with private appt to get the ball rolling again!
Still sad and down - but know i have to get on with things, just cos we are going for another go (or at least an appt anyhow) it doesnt mean that i have already forgotten about my wee embryo - cos i havent - i havent forgotten about my other 2 either - i have 3 embies in my thoughts now - i always wonder what they wud have looked like, how they wud have grown up - like me or like Brian ,..... will never know now . sorry ladies, im just making this worse at the moment........ must try harder ...
I will be back - i promise you all
Xxxxxxx
1 IVF=BFN 2 IVF=BFN 3 IVF=BFP
m/c @ 8 wks 4 IVF=BFNWe must now let go of the life we had planned, to live the life waiting for us..
Adoption course starts March 19th
Hey there Becky,
Good on you for making an appointment. Its always nice to have something to look forward to. Even though its been 3 months since I got my last BFN, I still can't stop feeling sad and depressed at times. But overall, it does get better and having a next treatment to prepare for helps. I try to remind myself that we can't change the outcome of past cycles, but we can prepare ourselves to be positive for the next. Mind you, it doesn't always work. You take your time hun.
Good on you for making an appointment. Its always nice to have something to look forward to. Even though its been 3 months since I got my last BFN, I still can't stop feeling sad and depressed at times. But overall, it does get better and having a next treatment to prepare for helps. I try to remind myself that we can't change the outcome of past cycles, but we can prepare ourselves to be positive for the next. Mind you, it doesn't always work. You take your time hun.