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Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 2:48 pm

Oh and Angie - since you are responsible for Becky's speechlessness, you have to bring her back. Plead, beg, grovel...........but get Becky back.

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 3:09 pm

I know I know ...

Buy him a fathers day card saying ...

To my daddy

and write inside - so happy to have u as my daddy, cant wait to meet you in Feb next year *waves* with lots of love from pip/flump or wotever pet names u an ur DH has .... oh and u must go an pee on a stick an wrap that up too - buy the digital ones that say say 'pregnant' on it - can u get those ones over there????? Awwwww ... and u cud go out an buy him (well the baby) a baby grow saying 'as good looking as my daddy' or summit like that .....

Awwww im nearly in tears now - im so bloody happy for u hun, cant beleive it - and u had lots of FUN FUN FUN getting there too .... loads of BCABOW or wotever whichway u say it LOL

Xxxx

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 4:16 pm

awwww --- beck, you brought a lil tear to my eye!!! what a fantastic idea!!!!!!!!!!!! now i can't wait to go shopping for a card!!!!! i really don't feel like it's totally hit me yet to be honest.............i'm just still SO guarded ---- ya know, after getting bfp turned bfn last round --- ugh, just makes me ill to think of living thru it again.....you guys know EXACTLY what i mean.........so while i'm cautiously optimistic at this point --- haven't allowed myself to fully explode w/ excitement --- does that sound ridiculous????

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 4:45 pm

Angel505 wrote:Ok, so here's how I see about where we stand:

1. Your work
2. That silly colleague of yours who wanted to have a meeting with you when we were waiting for you to log on
3. US (finally!!!!!!!!!)
4. your DH (poor guy)

You see why we think your priorities are all wrong - literally in reverse order......................

Yes BUT --------- work is COMPLETELY secondary to BFP!!!!!!!! its just that i NEED work, well - the PAYCHECK work provides

You guys are UNO-NUMERO in my book!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 5:18 pm

OMG I just logged on to check in on you guys and saw Angie's fab news

Congratulations Angie
I'm so pleased for you and will be checking in later for the next result.

Love to everyone else
Su

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 5:42 pm

squeezan wrote:OMG I just logged on to check in on you guys and saw Angie's fab news
Congratulations Angie
I'm so pleased for you and will be checking in later for the next result.

Love to everyone else
Su

Thanks Su

Awfully sweet of you to be keeping an eye on me

How YOU been??? You must be done w/ work by now eh???

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 5:53 pm

My GOD --- i KNEW i shouldn't have opened my TRAP!!!!

so my nurse just called.............my numbers went from 277 DOWN to 268

Good grief --- i wish my damn body would just make up its mind already!! still moving forward w/ every 48 hour blood draws --- but not looking good -- AGAIN......wtf is new???!!!!!!

So while i TOTALLY appreciate your guys well wishes ----- maybe i'm just not destined for bfp

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 6:26 pm

on another note --- i've been very selfish in my postings today.......

BECK --- want to hear about your new RE appt tomorrow --- straight away ---- got it?????? SO VERY EXCITED FOR YOU!

lara312 · Post by **lara312** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 4:10 am

Hi ladies

Angie congratulations i hope them numbers starting rising like they should sending lots of sticky dust to your embie

Becks good luck today for your appt when do you think you will go again your clinic you used this time is crap wtf a follow up in july what they dull or some think you need to talk and ask questions while its all still fresh stupid people

Angel how you doing i see you and becks trying to shift a few pounds good luck with thta how are you doing

Su how you doing

Shantala glad you had a good time in germany

Well were fine ruby doing great shes 12lb 2 oz now so getting quite a bombper she has her 1st injection today thats why i'm up so early just a lil worried how she will react any way dont want to bore you all with all about us

Hope everyone else is doing good
lots of love Rachel x x

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 7:14 am

ICSI GIRL wrote:
Thanks Su Awfully sweet of you to be keeping an eye on me How YOU been??? You must be done w/ work by now eh???

I'm doing fine thanks. I finish work next Friday (20th) and can't wait. Wimbledon starts on 23rd so I'll be putting my feet up for the first couple of weeks and watching that.
Just a thought on your numbers - I don't remember, did you have a trigger shot? It could be picking that up and be too early to detect a bfp. I've got everything tightly crossed for you
Su

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 7:29 am

Angie,

I know you must be worried to death about the numbers, and I know its futile to ask you not to worry cause of your past experience. But please please try to say to yourself that it is happening this time (remember The Secret). If I remember correctly, last time your hcg was low to begin with on test day - Day 16??. This time you got a fantastic strong number a week before test date, like Day 10? I'm sorry that theres nothing we can do for you, but try to focus on the fact that the number is good and that it will go up for the next blood draw. Is it tomorrow that you go for another one??

((((((((((((((((((((MASSIVE HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND))))))))))))))))))))))))

Oh, and don't apologise about the posting all being about you. This is a very important time for you and we're here for you. So you talk all you like. Thats what we are here for - to support each other through times like this where you don't have any other support network.

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 7:36 am

Su, You're so lovely checking on us. How is the bump? Not too long to go now before you are on leave. Are you excited as time is drawing nearer for you. You are working reduced hours at the moment, right? All shopping for the little one done now? Ooohhh Wimbeldon and strawberries and cream. Enjoy

Lara - I was wondering what you were doing posting that early!!! But then again you must be used to the lack of sleep now. Wow, Ruby has certainly grown. Hope all goes well with her shot. Hopefully its not heart wrenching for you to watch her.

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 7:38 am

BECKKYYYYY!!!!

Are you excited about your appointment today. Make sure you don't keep us in suspense ok? Get right back on and tell us all about it. Have you taken half a day off for your appointment or you coming back to work?

Hows the healthy eating going buddy? We both fell flat on our faces over the weekend, so need to make extra sure we are good during the week. Let me know if you need a little telling off to get you back on track.

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 11:28 am

thanks angel --- you're so sweet

ya know, that's part of what pisses me off so much about this whole damn process --- what it does to ME (i mean - all of us) but i am SO NOT a negative person by nature..... but this process can make the best of us an emotional wreck!!!! i wasn't even excited about this damn round!!!

i just knew that we had missed the window and "oh well --- there's always next month".....

yes --- to answer your question, my beta was only a 65 to start with in my last round of bfp turned bfn..........that's a big part of why i was SO excited to see 277!!! i was elated!!!!! i actually have to go in to lab this morning (soon as i hit send) to get a shot cuz both dh and i have negative blood and doc thinks that could be reason for spotting (??????) don't ask - i'm not sure either

at this point i'm just following directions!! and then i'll go back in tomorrow morning for another beta/hcg.....UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BECKY............my queen BECK!!!! (ya know - on another quickie note --- was looking at yer piccies on FB the other day --- so lovely!! -- and remembered that i always wanted to ask you about the tat on yer arm -- does it say BECCA??????)............right - back on track now....... i hope today's appt is EVERYTHING you hoped it would be and more!!!

why rachel button!!!!!!!! truly a pleasure seeing you sweetie!!! everything crossed for little ruby getting first shots today -- poor little baby......least she'll have her momma right there to scoop her up and give her some lovin!!!!!

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Tue Jun 10, 2008 12:38 pm

ICSI GIRL wrote:thanks angel --- you're so sweet ya know, that's part of what pisses me off so much about this whole damn process --- what it does to ME (i mean - all of us) but i am SO NOT a negative person by nature..... but this process can make the best of us an emotional wreck!!!!

You are completely right. I'm usually a very strong person and have in the past been strong for everyone when they needed me. So I can't understand why when it comes to this particular subject I just seem to crumble. I can't deal with it. And then it also bugs me that my family will be disappointed in me for becoming a weak person - do you understand what I am saying? Maybe its messed up hormone balance who knows???

Must say you sound so much better today. I know you are probably dreading tomorrow's bloods, but I admire you for trying to think about others. See - that does show strength and positivity

Didn't get the negative blood bit, but hey, whatever the doc orders has gotta be good. Did he ever question the fact that the lab did beta tests???

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