Awaiting Treatment

[ICSI GIRL]

oh it's so nice to have MIR back!!!

really am very sorry my dear girlies!!!! am on STRICT deadline and work that i had DELEGATED to another worker in the dept --- has royally FU*&# things up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i'm having to fix all of the crap and i am SO not happy about it taking precious time away from my bff's out here...................

so just know that i love ya'll dearly....am still here -- very much HERE!!! just so busy that i feel guilty even going to the loo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAROLYN MY DEAR ---------------- THE BIGGEST, BESTEST, FOLLIE DANCE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no time for fancy pic's -- but know that i'm thinking of you every step of the way!!!

angel, beck --- hi huns!!!! i swear i'll be back and on par next week!!

[wishfull27]

Helloo - I am here - but Becky and angel will have gone home for day now

Thanks for the follie dance - my eblly is killing today - thought it was constipation so took something for that but it wasn't

Must be them follies growing after all the jigs - thanks lovelies - you are the best xxx

Boring day today and a colleague who I can't stand (pompous jumped up twat!) has told me that I am taking over some of his sites and our boss should have told me .. needless to say twat of a boss has not told me and has taken days holiday today - what is it with men and communication - then I thought calm down girl you do not ned this shit at moment

Anyway working from home tom - appointment for scan is 12.30 so will be around before and after - they can go and jump if they think I am going to do any work!!! - so rebellios must be the hormones

Anyway got to go and get weighed - know i have put on cos on bloatedness but it will all be worth it when I get my BFP

becky - you did not answer me last night - when is weigh in ???

Catch you later

carolyn xx

[Hope644]

Hello lovely ladies -

Hope you all are doing well. I have been away for so long that I don't even know where to go in order to catch up!

I did see that Carolyn has some AWESOME FOLLIES growing like crazy!!! WOO HOO!!! So happy to hear that hon!!! I know it's probably on the thread somewhere, but when is ER and ET?? Sounds like you're ready soon! Wishing you all the best and some GRADE A QUALITY EGGIES and EMBIES!!!

Becks - i'm psyched to see you back up and true to form! That's the becks we know & love!!

Angie - how are the BCABB sessions going??? And the super sperm?? Thinking of you and praying for mega sperm making connection with those eggies. I can't help but envision a sperm with a cape blowing in the breeze and manly biceps with hands on his hips... "super sperm to the rescue!"

Hello to everyone else - Mir and Angel - I hope you are doing well too... Mir, I responded to your PM... and thank you both for everything... What's the latest in your exciting lives??

Did you guys run off everyone else?? I don't see any posts from others but you lot!

Miss you guys and hoping all is going well for everyone. HUGS!

[wishfull27]

I think I have scared you all off - said I would be able to play today and no one about - had horrible night went to get weighed and out on a pound:-( - felt like biggest bloater on earth and a bi queasy - then popped round to friends - she was cooking burgers for the kids and the smell made me wretch - made a hasty departure - got hope and started chucking my guts up - all night long - phoned DH to come home as so scared (works in Gatwick monday-thursday) as began reading up on symptoms of OHSS and was convinced I had got in - gee I looked like 6 months pregnant belly was so swollen - after spending most of night on bathroom floor - needless to say with DH sleeping through it all have now not been sick since 5am - and just had a nice sleep


With rational head on I know it can't be OHSS as follies not big enough and not too many but in the dark depths of the night feeling like shit your mind works over time - sweet DH tells me this morning its my body preparing me for morning sickness - I am never normally sick and if I am pepto bismol (brill stuff) usually sorts me out - this time it just made me worse

Anyway off for scan in a couple of hours so will ask them to have a good luck - on the bright side weighed myself this morning a 3lb lighter than yesterday - would have p[referred the sleep though

Hows everyone else ?????

[Angel505]

Hi Wishful,

Sounds like you have had a very rough time. Do you think that maybe something you ate didn't agree with you? The stimming does make our bodies react in strange ways. 3lbs lighter overnight ?
Wow....although I agree that I would have preferred the sleep. Yeah, your DH is sweet and sounds like you both have lots of PMA .

Are you feeling better today? You really should just put aside your work and rest it out.

During my last cycle, I felt ill for 5 days before ER and lost 8 lbs total. The RE said not to worry about it though and prescribed something that definitely stopped me throwing up.

Can't wait to hear your scan report. Let us know ASAP. Fingers crossed for you to trigger tonight.

Where are the others???

[Angel505]

Hope - so good to have you back on board. We missed you. I hope it gets better for you to deal with your loss as each day goes by. I'm sure Sassy is up there looking out for you and protecting your little baby with her angel wings

Nothing exciting going on in my life I hate waiting and waiting to start tmt.

[wishfull27]

hellooo - I am back - 6 good size follies and still some smaller ones - but all set to trigger tonight for ER on friday and ET on monday

Nurse did some bloods to check E2 levels all ok with sickness - not been sick again but not eaten either - not like me!!!!

Angel - patience is a virtue - I know easy said than done - I am most impatient person in world - but you need to ensure your bloods and body are in tip top shape - IVF is bad enough when feeling 100% but if little under weather must be a night mare - your time will come (((((x)))))

Hope - great to hear from you - and I am sure as time passes things are getting easier - how is the bump - are you showing alot??

Becky/Icsi/Chrsi - where are you ?

[Angel505]

Carolyn,

Thats fab news (on the 6 follies).

- No more stimming injections. Are you getting excited?

[Miracle08]

How are my BFF'S today?

Oh, Carolyn... sound like you had a bit of the stomach flu. I had something like that last October. I was so sick. It was absolutely horrible. My ribs were so sore. Try to eat something lite when you do eat. I am glad the throwing up part has stopped. Like Angel said, you need to rest today!!!! Make sure you sign on and let us know how your scan went! sick or not!!! I bet you have tons of awesome follies!!!


hey Angel!!! I know how you are feeling!!! Keep your head up love. Our time will come!!!!

Come now Angie, we are tired of this crap. You need to tell the job to stuff it.

Oh Becky....where are you?????

[Miracle08]

Carolyn..



news about your follies!!!!! So happy for you girlie!!!!!


Yeah, I havent heard from Chriss in forever. I hope she is ok.

[Angel505]

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ICSI Girl signed on but went away without saying anything Oooohhh she is so going to get punished when she returns.

[Angel505]

Hey Miracle, looks like you and I are the only ones out again

Carolyn promised she would come out more often, but shes gone too. I'm doing ok - how about you? Its terrible weather here today - raining and windy.....yuck

Has it calmed down at work for you?

I'm afraid I am going to leave you on your own for the rest of today. Soowweeee

Its just that I started at 7.30 a.m. today and haven't had a lunch break. So am going to take off early and haul myself to the gym Wish I enjoyed it like Carolyn does.

Yeah, haven't heard from Chriss in ages. Hope she's ok.

CHRISS WE MISS YOU

[wishfull27]

yes I am - might have to do one more stimming as well as trigger tonight depending on blood test results - but can cope with that

Hows you -- busy day today ??

[chriss]

Hi girls,
I am still here. I've been reading up on all of you quite often, just haven't been in the posting frame of mind. Believe me I've felt for all of you every time... your loses and your successes. I'm following your stories.

I had another little saga of my own and just didn't have the morale to get on the boards. Know you understand. Did a cycle with new RE got a BFP that turned to a BFN. (Numbers did not rise properly) So had to deal with that.

Looks like I will have a laprascopy this summer to rule out endometriosis and perhaps a cycle in August. New RE tells me not to give up, he still thinks it's possible. He's an incredible RE.

So although I have not been posting. I am with you in spirit. I just found it to be too much pressure for me when cycling to report each day on my ups and downs. It almost felt as if it was magnifing my emotions and making the rollercoaster too much for me to handle. Does this make sense? Speaking for myself here... when you've been through numerous cycles and have have had miscarriages/chemicals and still don't have that solid BFP, it's difficult to watch all of those around you move on. So needless to say, posting on these boards can be a bummer sometimes. I watch girls I've known pass me by and it gets discouraging. That sounds so selfish, I know.

So yes, I am ok. I am doing very well. Been taking some rest time off from cycling and looking forward to the summer. I'm still popping in here and there, but just not as often as I have in the past.

I'm rooting for you all. I'm sorry when things don't work out for us, but we have to keep the faith. Our time will come.

Missing you,
chriss

[ICSI GIRL]

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ICSI Girl signed on but went away without saying anything Oooohhh she is so going to get punished when she returns.

so that should tell you that i CARE about you guys enough to take the time to properly catch up on morning reading --- but honestly didn't have time to say hello can you ever forgive me????

i am feeling a HUGE relief at the moment --- all of my reports and tests and "stuff" is (currently) off my desk and on to my boss's desk for her review!!! so i only have a few moments of "my own" while she's reviewing --- which will undoubtedly turn into a bazillion questions and THEN --once done w/ that round -- goes on up to HER boss for his review and the fun starts all over again!!! so it's going to be another busy couple of days -- but atleast i had time to come say hello!!!!!!

carolyn -- FAB news on your trigger tonight!!!!!!! sorry to hear of your overnight illness -- YUCK!!! ya know, i would have probably thunk (i know it's not a word - but it's fun to say!) OHSS too and moreover, i applaud you cuz i would have most likely made my dh take me to the emergency room!!! all in all --- glad to hear things are ON TRACK!

chriss........oh, my dear --- won't patronize you, i know how it feels -- believe me.....don't know if you read any of my posts in last couple weeks -- but i too had ANOTHER round of bfp turned bfn so i can totally relate.......in my thoughts and prayers hun......((((BIG HUGS)))))

mir ---- angel needs NO HELP in the department of "lets pick on ICSI"!!! she does quite well on her own thank-you-very-much!!! ha, ha -- i'm just kidding!!! hey, meant to ask you ---- has dh found new job yet?? is he still looking?????

hope -- good to see you sent you PM.........

beck --- what did you guys to our queen????!!!!!!

hello to all my other lovelies!!! really do miss ya!! gotta run for now.... hopefully able to pop back in awhile.....BE GOOD!!!