WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMIT :(

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 4:20 pm

Well here goes for some more crappy news

, I had siked myself up to have started a short protocol as of day 3 tomorrow and he said yes

I was so excieted if only for 10 minuets, then I went for a scan and I have 2 cysts size 17 and 28 and he advised not to go ahead as these cysts take up most of the right ovary and I would therefor only produce eggs from 1 side , can you bloody believe it , I would have had a chance this month

, on a good note had that FSH been over 10 then the door would have been closed permanently for the use of my own eggs but as it is they want to do another FSH and scan on day 1 next cycle so it isnt over yet

but how many doors are there going to be

. I have to say that I am Gutted once again but its not Cancer or any life thretening thing so I will just have to wait another 28 days

Thanks for listening to me

july ann · Post by **july ann** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 4:37 pm

ooh no it is so unfair, I wish I could do something to help. You are so positive, do not know how you do it.....

On a positive side I have read lot's of threads were this has happened and they have gone on to get pg.

What happens now, will you have them drained.

thinking off you

july ann

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 4:47 pm

A follicular cyst occurs when the normal follicle, or sac that matured to release an egg, does not shrink after release of the egg. These are soft, have thin membrane walls, and contain clear fluid. These can rupture, causing sudden, severe pain which gradually goes away over several days. Usually, however, they spontaneously disappear over the course of one or more menstrual cycles. They can cause changes in your periods and pelvic pain. Depending on the size of the cyst, it can just be observed or treated with birth control pills.

No he said let them dispear themselves, I think this is what they are !!!

july ann · Post by **july ann** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 4:59 pm

there is so much that can go wrong with this ivf lark before we even get started. Well you are just going to have to spoil youself with lots of shopping and expensive creams to keep you going for the next 28 day's.

take care
july ann

how do you get your history on the bottom of your message, not that good with pc.

DebraP · Post by **DebraP** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 5:00 pm

Hi, jeez it's such an unbelievable roller-coaster isn't it? Poor you, to get so excited just to have your hopes for a short protocol dashed. At least the FSH news was good and there were some good sized follies...and the door is still open. Roll on March.....

love
Debra.

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 5:01 pm

you put it into your profile then when you write a message you tick the box that says attach signiture and it will appear

Miracle · Post by **Miracle** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 5:45 pm

hi,
i wish i could do something for u tracy...but all i can do is pray for u.I too had a cyst and it was the one that goes away with birth control pills.But they put me on birth control pills and it went away.Dont worry,if ur cyst is the same type then it will disappear soon.My sister's went on its own.
Good luc to u buddy.
Luv,
Miracle

phil · Post by **phil** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 7:30 pm

Oh traci, i was so looking forward to writing to you about your fsh results and then read this. you must feel you're getting blow after blow.

but first i must say, your fsh result is fantastic. i am absolutely bl..dy delighted for you. this is such a remarkable change, keep doing what you have been doing and have faith that it will all come together and happen!

your cysts, i know this must be such a hard set back for you. follicle cysts can also occur when an egg doesn't release at all, and old hormones are not cleared from your system. this is not uncommon at all. i know that doesn't help but what i'm saying is talk to your accupuncturist about detox/cleansing your vital cleansing organs. see if she/he has any recommendation that might speed up the process in clearing these buggers.

it must have been a real rollercoaster couple of days for you.

take care,

phil

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 8:44 pm

I will ask the acupuncturist to drain me!!!

I will drink champagne this weekend and eat loadsa crap! I am going to the Isle of Wight to my parents with 4 friends and we are all dressing up in 70's gear , I am going as Michael Jackson in the 70's big F**K off wig I can tell you and black face paint , we have the original Lava Lamp and glitter ball and disco Lights!!! we are eating Prawn cocktail then Steak and chips with onion rings and Black Forest gateox for pud , Mum and Dad have got loads of sweats like aniseed twist and sherbert dip , I am sure I can put today far into the back of my mind .

Thanks Girls for your support

Have a great weekend youall

Trace x

Dawn V · Post by **Dawn V** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 9:07 pm

Hi Traci

i can't believe how you can get such good news about your fsh levels only to be given crap news afterwards. It is only a matter of time before it all works out for you and I really feel that when it does everything will be perfect for you.
It's amazing how you manage to keep such a brave face and always have encouraging words for us even when your having a crap time.
Have a fab weekend and drink and eat loads!
Love Dawn
xxx

SBROWN · Post by **SBROWN** » Thu Feb 26, 2004 10:29 pm

Traci

What an absolute bummer!!
You must be feeling crabbit(New word from the other side!)

Like the others say, do what you have been doing and hopefully next month will be your turn.....It bloody better be or I will be having words with him upstairs!!

Nikola-if you read this, you have an aunty who is in the know with the pope dont you.....can you get her to have a word in his ear to tell his boss that Traci deserves some luck next month.......

Have a fab weekend, where are you sailing from? I work near the IOW ferry terminal in Southampton.........I will give all the ferries a wave just in case you are on one!!Im sure I will hear you if you are.....
Take care
Sarah
xxx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Fri Feb 27, 2004 8:29 am

Sarah

Im on the 3 .00 pm Saturday we are in a FIAT MULTIPLA YES Im one of those weird people that have stupid looking cars that wave to everyone .

Trace x

phil · Post by **phil** » Fri Feb 27, 2004 12:45 pm

traci, you're weekend sounds better than mine!
enjoy the champagne!

phil x

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Fri Feb 27, 2004 1:09 pm

Traci

I don't believe it as Victor would say - what else????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so sorry - just read this - actually been trying to get my business up and running. I was so excited I drove poor DH up the wall telling him about you - I think once would have sufficed but I was alike a parrot.
LEt's keep fingers crossed for weekend - get on that red wine (and you July Ann) - that will shrink 'em
Love
Tracey
xxx

Traci · Post by **Traci** » Fri Feb 27, 2004 2:05 pm

Oh well I sure have learned how to be patient I will let you know how my seventies do went,

Have a great weekend the scan day is nearly due for you .

Trace x

WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMIT :(

WHY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMIT :(

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