Congratulations Barb
Hope all is going well for you siouxisie - where are you at now with your beta's - that things come right??
Brit - that sounds great, so happy for you.
malaya - hope this works out for you this cycle.\
Summer baby and smiles - where are you guys both at??
Thanks so much all for all the support and taking the time out to indulge me with heart felt replies. I know I was just feeling very sorry for myself - and bummed that I am letting this all get to me.
We are on another cycle now - I started BCP and expect to start fresh cycle injections probably at the end of this month - as soon as get back from overseas work trip. I just feel this strange sense of abandon and resignation - probably a bit like you malaya in just doing what your told and going with the flow. I have this horrible feeling that the next round won't work either - I can't explain how I feel that - and am just horrified at the 20,000 NZD debt we will now have - worst thing is its actually stopping us from buying a home - so we can't even put it against the mortage or anything - just means we have to rent for another 3-4 years whilst we pay this debt of (ugh). Just going through the motions now I think and leaving it in the hands of miracles and those who can make these things happen.
Let miracles and baby dust please bless all of us
Mel