hi ladies,
congrats doddo! and great to see you back NY

, i've been thinking of you. good for you for jumping into another IVF, i think it's easier when we have less time in between cycles, i know when i had to wait it dragged out the stress and feeling of dread i got.
chris, it's nice you have friends going through the same stuff. i also relate to that worry it'll happen to them before me- i hated that feeling. i wanted to be so 'selfless' that i could just be happy for other people, but often didn't have it in me.
so i had my OB appt today, the heartbeat sounded so loud and strong! amazing difference. we talked about my concerns about 2nd trimester m/c, examined my cervix, and there's no indication anything is wrong, but he was honest with me that that can change at any moment. he doesn't think i should worry about it. i get my u/s monday and they'll measure my cervix, but again, latest research says measurements are a poor predicter of incompetence (they used to think it was a good predicter- but as it turns out there's a wide range of good and bad measurements!)
so my OB offered me to borrow his old doppler...and i turned it down! amazing....didn't want to encourage my obsession, (but i may change my mind). i feel the baby move almost everyday now, so i think i can make due, especially after my u/s thats coming.
anyways, hope that's not too much blabbing, wishing everyone a great weekend. karen
38 yrs. DOR, TTC since '04, recommended DE but didn't listen
3 IVF's & 1 FET: 1 cancellation, 1 m/c @ 12 wks, 1 chemical,
1 miracle boy & miracle 'natural' PG right now while waiting to cycle (WTF?)
feb 21 hb 154
