Jumbles - that is totally normal!!! When i started this cycle, i was very unemotionally involved. it think its a product of failed attempts and a precautionary to have your guard up. if you aren't emotionally involved you can't get hurt from another failed attempt. at least thats my thought on it. I was not like this my previous attempts. Getting pregnant and having kids was all I could think about. I think you will get more involved as the cycle goes on. For me, the egg retrieval was my point were that wall broke down. i am involved again, maybe too much, but we'll see when i get my beta.
keep working at it and stay positive!
statsgodess - try to stay positive, you will be in my prayers, keep us posted
eve2860 - congrats on all the follies
Neffi211 - we must be pretty close, my ET was yesterday, so we are both 2ww!!!
So, I had my ET yesterday. One blast transfered. Still have 10 others that they will watch and freeze. I should hear on friday how many they were able to keep. My bedrest isn't up until sunday and I feel like I am going crazy. I want to clean this house so bad!!! I have been in bed/couch since last friday. But I know that this is whats best. Plus I paid the price for the little walking I have done. Up again last night at 12pm feeling sore. I feel ALOT better but still have little bouts of soreness here and there. THe only bad news is the RE said that if the egg implants, once my bodies hormones kick in, the fluid will build back up around my ovaruies and I will be back in pain. I cried soo hard at the office when they told me that. the thought of that pain again makes me sick. Hopefully with the proper diet and taking it easy, I can aviod it getting as bad as it was earlier this week. I guess thats the sacrifice of having a baby.
Does anyone know how many days before you can take a HPT?[/b]
The FSH injections are really difficult. The injection sites are sore and puffy it's hard to sit up straight.
