Good Morning everyone -
I didnt post last night because I'm trying to not infect you all with the 2ww crazies! I dont know what to think anymore. I feel nothing, zip, zero, nada
Now I know to try to keep up my PMA, but this wait is reminding me of Sept's wait
( 2 "perfect embies tx, few days of crampy twinges then nothing) and that was bfn. Yes, I know each time is different - but God, I'd feel so much better if I felt something, anything at all! Just to make this a more interesting morning, now my boobs are sore - but on the underside, in other words - like how they get right before my period -ugh
Well so much for not losing my PMA, huh? Please let me make it to friday without losing my mind!
J&C -I'm praying that your hcg is just off to a slow start and that tom's test will just take off! I can imagine the stress you're feeling right now -try to hold on til tomorrow - BIG HUG
Franny - Whew, girl you arent kidding! You'd be a millionaire ten times over if you were a fertility pyschic! Oooh, could you imagine?
Chris -I'm excited for your double cycle idea! Its great to have you getting excited for it too. I think you've got a great shot this time. how much legal paper do you have to wade through? And, hmmm - a donor egg bank? is that like egg adoption? Yep, i'm trying to clloect all the info I can, just in case
Ronda -No, silly! Always having snowy or icy driving conditions on clinic appt days is just a part of winter cycling! - Good luck today, I cant wait to hear how it goes!
Merri -Awww, your DH sounds so sweet talking to your embies
Sonya It looks darker to me!

you're a brave woman!
Samantha -Oh, your DH really does think he's a funny man huh?
OK, then funny man - you just wait til the big time pg hormones really kick in! he he
Tracy -YAY PUPO!! and now back to resting...
Kim -No way! I love when you're around - we miss you! the petri dish is sitting on a chair under the table ( so it wont mock me when I walk past it a thousand times a day) If this works, I guess I'll keep it? Yep, that was easily the strangest thing I've ever been given!
Karen - YAY PUPO!! Your PMA is contagious! Keep it coming!
Claudia -Yippee! And now let the estrogen fest begin! now you're banned from any sad movies, books, or sappy tv commercials
Roshaunda -Whhooo Hooo! for a great 2nd beta!! How are you feeling Mama?
Dodo -I hope that your allergies will stay under control! They bother you so much! Who knew that a med for PMDD would help you're allergies?
Hope -How are you feeling, hon? ER next week already! I loved your story on how your RE dealt with the snow storms. I mean if you think about it, what a position they are in! - once they start stimming someone snow, flood, tornado cant get in the way of ER - I'll bet the nurses loved that though! ugh and here comes more snow!
Miyaya -I know the feeling, hon - all too well. WHY cant his be simpler to work? And you've really got along beta - try to hang in there!
Es -I hope today you know that we are all still thinking of you.
Take a break to heal, and we will all be here for you when you're ready - xoxo