2ww...join me while we lose our minds!

[Rae37]

Devan...,my 2nd beta is on tueday the 9th. my clinic tests 4 days later. unless it's really low, then they test every couple of days.

I am praying you get ur BFP!!

Rachel

[devans]

Hello everyone! It has been a couple days since I have been on here so I thought I would give a little update, I am now 8dp3dt and last night I did POAS and it was BFP!!!! . I was so excited!!! It still is 2 days away from my beta on tuesday but my nurse said if i got a BFP on a home test this early then I sure am pregnant. I have been bleeding here and there today which has made me have severe anxiety today, but after church I came home and have been laid up all day! Im getting excited but trying not to get too excited because anything can still happen. I hope everyone is doing great, and Im so thankful to be able to chat with each of you, it helps because my hubby is in IRAQ right now. Take care and oh GO SAINTS!!!

RAE - My clinic test every 2 days no matter what, so i will go tuesday and again on thursday

[DESIRE_270]

devan,

You got a BFP with a home Test. Great News!!! I try one here at work this morning and it said BFN. I felt really sad but I still have hope until wednesday... Wish you the best of baby luck!!!

[Rae37]

Devan that is good news! I would think 8 days past transfer you are safe from the trigger!

Let us know your beta when you get it!

[devans]

Thanks everyone for the well wishes! Today has been a sad day for me, I have been bleeding all day and have changed my pad 4x since this morning. Is it my period? im so confused because I came home and took another home preg test and I could see a 2nd very faint line but this was on a dollar tree test lol, I went to walmart and got the same first response test 6 days early test that I used on saturday and that i got a + on so Im going to take it again tonight and again in the morning before I go in for my beta. Im so confused and I have the worst anxiety right now, the test says im pregnant but the bleeding tells me different, I mean its bright red blood and its just not spotting so who knows what is going on really, I dont know! But i have to somewhat keep my hopes up. I will post later when I take the test, Cross your fingers for me and I still pray for each one of you nightly. take care everyone

[DESIRE_270]

devans,

Good luck to day!! Go BNP!!! I know u r pupo... Alot of blessings being sent ur way... XOXOXO

One more day for me... OMG one more day.... I feel liek crying, screaming and etc.... lol

[DandMe]

Hi Devans... just keep your hopes up.... i have two friends who had full blown bleeding and were still pregnant with big healthy babies. I know it's really upsetting, but try to keep a PMA... let us know how the beta goes today..

[Rae37]

Devan - keep your hopes up, but let your clinic know about the bleeding.
You can very well still be ok.
Not to scare you, but the same thing happended to me. I had a positive preg on the HPT, my beta was 70, so they said I was pregnant, but I started bleeding the day of my beta and it went on for 10 days. My betas dropped and they called it a chemical pregnancy. But they kept telling me all along that they have seen patients bleed bad and still have a baby. But unfortunately I lost it.
Sorry to hear this, but you could still be ok.

Take Care!

Rachel

[hopingandpraying]

I don't know all of the lingo, but I just had my ET on Feb 4th and I too am going crazy. I feel some cramping and my boobs are sore. I actually have some syptoms of the OHSS. Had an ultrasound and they found some fluid. First day back to work today and I am a little nuts. Have you tried IVF before? THis is my first try.

[devans]

Hey everyone! I tested again last night on the home preg test and again this morning and both were +, Im still bleeding though. My beta has gone up since sunday but not much it is at a 9, but my dr said a 9 on their chart is a positive number so I am borderline but +. i go again on thursday, my dr said as long as my numbers go up I should be ok, who knows im so confused. Im trying not to get my hopes up because I wanna be prepared for the worst ya know just on case. I will post thursdays results as well.

Rachel - what is a chemical pregnancy?

[Rae37]

I guess is chemical is a pregancy where the embryo implanted, but then starts miscarrying right away, usually within 1 week. It was never deemed a viable pregnancy. You have HCG in your body due to it implanting, but most of the times the HCG is very low. Mine was 78 and then it went to 112 - 3days later. it never doubled like it was supposed to. I was bleeding pretty bad as well. 2 days later it dropped back to 75, then it was 40 a week later, then 0 a week later. My clinic did an ultrasound to make sure it wasn't ectopic. It sounds like that is what is happenign to you with an HCG of 9, but of course I am not an MD.
Hope it works out for you. You just never know! but the good thing about it is you were able to get pregnant, which is a big step!

[DESIRE_270]

I have a sad story to tell. My husband and I have been together for eight year trying to conceive a baby and we have tried six months of clomid, three IUI's and and just Got my First IVF BFN... There is nothing wrong with me or my hubby. I called my doctors office and my ER is out until March first. This is so sad and upsetting. I been crying since 3o'c today and can't stop. I never been a selfish person and with my cycle I donated half my embrios so another lady can get pregnant. I ended up with 11 embies to keep and I transfer two. I found out today that I am BFN. This is really heartbreaking and I give my heart to all those ladies out there that want a child as much as I do. My husband got the call because I couldn't take anymore bad news... I wish you ladies the best of baby luck and again my heart goes out to you all... Love Tania

[DandMe]

Desire... the journey is not over!! you have 9 beautiful embies and many, many ladies get pregnant with FET - I see it ALL the time. You basicially have four or five more tries with frozen embryos and the cost is nothing compared to IVF. I am so sorry you got a BFN. I know it's heartbreaking... this isn't the end of the road, you just found out it's a bit longer than you thought. Many hugs sweetie... Call the clinic and see what the next step is so you can start looking ahead. Meanwhile have a huge glass of wine or three, a hot bubble bath and romantic evening with your DH. (((hugs)))

[DESIRE_270]

Hello ladies,

Just wanted to give you all a quick update on me, after getting my BFN on Wednesday I was so heartbroken. I cried for an entire day and I felt so bad inside but I feel great this morning. A co-worker of mine wrote me a two page letter which by the way just had a baby and I went through her whole pregnancy together. About how I have something she wants and she has something I want. The whole point of this is that we the people always want more or want something someone else wants and sometime we have to take in what we have and let the other things come on there own. She wrote explaining that I have a perfect husband and she would give the world for her child to have what I have at home. A house and a great family but (without the baby). She has a little baby 6 month boy which has no father (looser) and she would give anything to have someone to help her out and worry with her. So the point of my story is that I have something that I didn't know someone else would admire or need. I am truly blessed to have a great hubby that will support me and love me regardless... In good and bad... To the ladies that got BFN, You are truly blessed, remember when you start feeling bad or you start to wonder why not me, just stop and see what you have and appreciate all you have all around you. This has made me feel so much better and I know god's will give me a true blessing when the will of god come my way. Love & God Bless..... To the ladies that got the BFP, I’m so happy for you really happy honestly..!!!! Love Tania

[karenthescorpio]

Desire_270- Such a wonderful note and gesture of your friend/coworker. It's so true. We all have so much to appreciate, love, adore, etc. To focus on that will always bring more good fortune. I've been through the BFN pain...and I'm not ever going to let it over shadow the wonderful things I experience every day. My wonderful husband, family, home, dog (yes, she's like our first kid), health, and let's not forget, the miracle of IVF. Like Celion Dion says, I'm going to keep trying until it works.

Big Hug!
Karen