Jan/Feb 2010--Cycle Group

[cheeky_one]

Hey all just crashing the thread

Gi you go gurl I am so so happy for your positve test. I'll send you a prayer and store alot of faith that this
time is the one for you

Katie mommy to be hope everything going great for you and i will be starting my fet in probably a month time
it's just been so hard trying to lose a couple of kilos before i start lol.

[dodo928]

GI: Congrats to your BFP!

[DandMe]

Lauren; sorry to hear about your rotten monday. I had a couple bouts of heartburn in the first week of my bfp and wasn't used to it at all.. it really is gross and icky. But maybe it's a good sign? I 'm sending all the best to you for your upcoming beta.

[lou71]

Kittycat -- Did you POAS this morning? Good luck!!!! I hope you see a positive. If not, then it still could be too early so don't get too upset yet like I did when I POAS on previous cycles. But 5 tries... wow... that's really difficult. I never knew anyone who had that many tries before. I know 5 women who did IVF and ALL of them got pregnant within 3 tries. I went into this thinking that would be me too. Then I found this board and saw all the roller coaster rides and heartache so many have had. I'll keep you in my thoughts!

Sonya -- I think you meant your last post for me and not Lauren...lol. I'm the one with the crappy Monday! I hope you're right with the heartburn though. But really, could be what I ate too. It's fine today.

AFM -- Had a dentist appt at 7AM today. Turns out it was my crown that broke. So he had to remove it with an hours worth of extremely painful drilling. OMG... so awful! Now I have a temporary crown while the permanent one is made. My tooth is super sensitive now... ugh! Only one more day to wait for me. Tomorrow afternoon, I will know.

[katie99]

Hi everyone -

How are you all doing? I had another day of "I feel awful" yesterday - ugh I'm wondering if this isnt some weird form of m/s, but instead of actual vomiting, I just feel like crap all day? I think I was up for maybe an hour through the entire day. How do women get through this without being incapacitated I wonder? Now today I feel fine, so I plan to try to catch up on the house (which is still upside down from this weekend) of course ALL smells are bothering me, so ummm cleaning products... yay? My DH has been home the last few days & thankfully has been picking up the slack (my slack heh heh) but his version of clean and mine are two totally different things. This will be such a big week for this thread! I'm just dying to see all BFPs! We've been on a roll lately!

Lou Aww, honey -the dentist? I feel for you, you can do anything medically to me, but the dentist is like a nightmare for me. I'm sorry that you had to suffer through the drill - ugh just the sound of it makes me shiver! Ok we've made it to Tues! Now we just have to make it through 1 more day! Even if I feel like crap - I will be glued to this site all day tomorrow dying to hear your good news! I cant wait to hear! Big loads of patience dust to get you through today!

Ronda I just cant wait to hear your beta number tomorrow! How are you feeling? I'm dying to hear how many took! What are you hoping for? Asingleton or twins? Ooooh big hugs to you!

Lauren I'm glad to hear that you've jumped right back in - I hope that your FET is it for you! I'll be checking on quite a few of you girls over there!

Claudia Oh, honey - Just when we finally had some good news... I hate all this waiting and the stress it all causes for you. I just want to see you PUPO already. I'll keep you in my prayers as always- now for the no fluid dance - Big, Big Hugs to you my friend

Cheekyone - Oh Hooray for FET in a month!! I remember that you have 3 on ice and I hope that one of them is your DD's new sibling! I'll have to keep checking to see which group you join - but I miss you alot! Hurry up so you can come over to the winter thread too!! much love to you my friend -xoxo

[Lauren1171]

Hey I go to the dentist every day! That's where I work.

[Arabsrcool]

ok, the site ate my post 2 times now. I am getting ticked off. anyhow, here I go again

lou,

Your Tuesdays sounds even crappier than your MOnday. At least it wasn't your tooth, just an expensive crown. Frustrating I know. One more day to beta....still holding strong for no POAS?

Lauren,

what you do in the dentist ofc? I assume working there is nothing like being the one in the chair?

Katie,

sorry to hear you are under the weather. I think its m/s. I had similar symptoms, sometimes I vomited, sometimes not. Try using "green" cleaning products. I have found the smell is not offensive at all. I am on pins and needles about my beta. I am hoping for a singleton, twins would be workable, more than than.....awwww, plop (that was me hitting the floor).

Stephanie,

I have only POAS two times, once on Sunday and again on Monday (mainly because I had a two pack and refused to buy anymore. If I would have had more, I would have tested until the cows came home). Just holding out now for beta. Your dh is right, your body is working really hard right now. Your dh is in the military?

Ronda

[DandMe]

I guess the siggy says it all.

[Stephanieford78]

Ronda - Yes, DH is in his 8th year in the Army. IT has it's ups and downs, pros and cons. Tricare doesn't pay for everything like most think, believe it or not infertility isn't covered at all. Some meds, but that is it. So this whol journey has been an out of pocket expense on a E5's salary. If it wasn't for a 15 month deployment, we would never have had the money.

DandMe - Oh no! I can't believe it. I am so sorry hun! I am sending you tons and tons of hugs through the computer screen!

[Arabsrcool]

Sonya,

I am so sorry. Take the time you need and grieve, we will all be here for you.

Ronda

[gi]

Ah Sonya my heart breaks for you, i am in tears just thinking about it. Theres nothing i can say to make you feel better and i really wish you or anyone else had to go thro. this. You and dh will be in my thoughts and prayers xxxxx

gi xx

[lou71]

Sonya ---- Oh no!!!!!! I'm so so so sorry! And here I thought my day was bad. I know how devastated you must be. Take the time you need to grieve but know this isn't the end of the road for you. So many women on these boards have had ups and downs before they find their true happiness. This really stinks though. There's no other way to say it. I'm sorry.

[katie99]

Sonya oh, honey - my heart is breaking for you right now. I dont even know what to say. I'm so sorry this has happened to you. My thoughts and prayers are you and your DH right now. ((((((((((((HUG))))))))))))

[kittycat]

Hello all, I did POAS this morning, negative but still could be too early so I am keeping my hope up that will show up soon. I bought plenty of test just in case.

Lou yes it has been a long journey of negavtive and positives BETA, but still no baby. good luck with you Beta tomorrow, wishing you the best.

Gi- congrats

Stephani, my hubby is also in the military Navy. We are in the same boat as you with infertility not covered by tricare. Our first three tries we had to pay for everything, I mean everything. We did use Navy cause the Navy IVF program was shut down. Upper chain of command didnt think IVF was important, but yet they do nose jobs and breat implants, etc at naval hospital. anyhow so they got the program up and running last year and I finally came up on the list (took 2 years). Still have to pay for ivf b/c navy uses outside embryologist our cost was only $3950 for new cycle and $1000 for FET, which was so so so much affordable than outside ivf. If you don't mind what does army charge and what city are you stationed at?

Sonya- so so sorry, hear for you. please let yourself grieve. I will be praying you and DH

[Positivethinking]

Sonya, I am so so sorry. Take the time to grieve and cry, then I hope you feel better soon and ready to try again.