hi everyone!
i hope everyone is having a good weekend! we just lost power here for about 3 hours from a blown transformer from all this heat i think. i was starting to panic about my meds, but thankfully it came back on so no worries.
i'm gonna try and do some personals, but my brain is kinda loopy from my stims so if i miss someone i am so sorry.
tammy hi hun! yeah i think i'm kinda spoiled because i usually only have to drive 10 minutes to my clinic, but on sunday's only the main office is open, and its down in MA. so i need to complain about it haha. i know alot of people have much longer drives everytime and i am very lucky. i swear they knew i had insurance...i mean ive been doing this for a year..ya would think they would know me by now. oh and if there is a next time...i will be switching clinics so i wont have to worry about it again. how are the BCP's going?
chili i know that you are disappointed with only 2 follies, but the trigger actually helps mature follies so it might just be enough to make some of the smaller ones catch up. you might just be surprised when you wake up tomorrow after ER with more eggs then you thought. PMA PMA PMA!! please try to relax and enjoy your day of no meds!! good luck tomorrow!! i have everything crossed for you!
lou how was the festival? what kinda food did you eat? (i have a one track mind hahaha) was it on lake michigan? did i ever tell you i used to live in michigan, and i would go to chi-town as often as i could. i loved it there! thanks for cheering me on! you are so sweet! much love to you!! xoxoxo
amanda did you end up cheating and having your friend do an U/S for you?? good luck tomorrow!! we might end up being pretty close in our cycles.
nancy welcome! hope you stick around and keep us company. you will learn alot from these boards so by the time you go for you first appointment you will be more relaxed and have a better understanding of the process. good luck!
lauren you're gonna put back 4?? i didnt know you decided to do that! i'm sure if your RE thinks its ok then you'll be fine. maybe twins!!!

less then a week then you are done with BCP's!! woooohoooo!! oh and i go to freedom pharmacy..they are out of byfield MA. they are usually really good..this was the first time they sent me the wrong meds..and of course it happened on a weekend. anytime i try to stock up on meds my RE switches my meds to something new...wicked annoying!! i try not to stress, but with all these hormones its hard not to drive yourself crazy ya know?? how are you doing??
fitz good luck with your b/w tomorrow! i totally remember that happening to you, and i felt terrible! i totally understand only wanting to put 1 back this time!! i would be so scared. i think its amazing that you are trying again though. you are so brave and strong! xoxo
es you are rocking at the list!!! it must be the teacher in you coming out!!
i totally shouldve gotten a pedi, but when i got home my power went out, and i totally forgot to go do something! oh well...maybe after next SnS. they always tell me no nailpolish for my ER though, and i'm not sure if its just for my fingers or if its for toes too??
claud it makes me so happy to see you checking in on me!!! you are an awesome friend!
afm so i went and had my SnS this morning. got up at 6am...didnt get home until 930am! the place was mobbed today!! at my local clinic there are usually only 2 other woman there...if there are 4 of us i am in shock! today we go down to the main office where all the ER, and ET's happen, and it is a zoo!! there wasnt even seats open in the waiting room. it took forever!! it was kinda nice to know that i'm not alone, but its also crazy how many other couples have problems with infertility. i know these boards are filled with "our" kind, but seeing it in person, and then picturing ever other clinic in the country just as crowded it blows my mind. there's got to be something going on that is causing such a spike in infertility. is it all because we are starting to have families later in life? i'm sure some of it is, but it cant fully be the reason...because my RE said i probably had endo ever since i started AF. is it from all the chemicals that we spread on our food?? the way we raise the animals we eat? i dont know, but its crazy, and scary. as i was sitting waiting for my name to be called i also started doing some math...and my clinic is making a fortune!!! when i talked to the lady doing my bloodwork she said she had 25 woman today! if each of those 25 woman are doing IVF...well thats just crazy money!! i went into the wrong profession haha
anyway my rant is over...
so when it was finally my turn i found out i still have 4 good sized follies...13, 12,12,11...which is pretty good for me so far. what makes me upset is that i have 13 follies under 10mm!! the thing that stinks is that they never grow. they just stay small and no matter what we try they wont wake up. the fact that they are there, but wont do what we want them to do is soooooo frustrating!! i try not to think about it, but it makes me so mad at my dumb body that sometimes i cant help but get pissed! so i am still stimming...this is the longest i ever stimmed, but hopefully slow and steady wins the race right? i go for my next SnS on tueday, and maybe i'll be ready to trigger! friday is my wedding anniversary, and i have a feeling it might fall on the days between ER and ET. i'm trying not to get ahead of myself because anything can happen in a week for me, but its hard to make plans when i have no idea what will be going on!
well thats my book for the day haha
to anyone i missed i am sorry!
***much love always***