Thank you all for your kind words. I had another round of bleeding last night, still bright red and cramping with it. I can already feel my uterus above the pubic bone and every time I had cramping it was hard as a rock. Through the night though I didn't have any more bleeding, so that is good. My RE's office doesn't open for another hour, I will have to wait and see if the RE is even coming in today. I suppose I could call my OB that delivered my son this year...but that is hard, it's hard to be around Doctors who know what we went through and why we are in the situation we are in..on the other hand though he does understand and is a little more compassionate because of it. It's a tough call, I don't have anyone else to go to. Thinking I am going to need a perinatologist too, and I have to go to a different hospital. It's all a huge pain. I think I would be freaking out more if I hadn't had the ultrasound yesterday. When she said possible SCH, I knew what that meant, and while I hate it, at least I have something to go on right now. More hurry up and wait. Isn't that all part of this crazy life...I need some calm and uneventfullness in my life. Yes, that would be really good. DH comes home Thursday night. So until then, I am on my own, and trying to make it look like nothing is up with me so my kids don't freak out.
We need better news before we share with them...their hearts have been broken this year.
For now, remaining hopeful.
Ryann, great news to get so many positive hpts before your beta! Good luck tomorrow.
