Ashley - you don't need to "man-up". Take as long as you need to grieve. Even though this loss was so early in your pregnancy, you still are losing a baby and all the hopes and dreams that go with that. Also - approx 25% of known pregnancies end in miscarriage - you are a lot less alone than you feel. Try reaching out to some friends. Unfortunately, many have probably been through this. Of course, miscarriage after infertility treatments is especially hard, although just as common as miscarriage in general. Big big big hugs to you.
Tammy - HURRAY! Hopefully this one will STAY PUT! I'm so excited for you and want to hear a great beta number on Friday. How about some pictures of that BFP?
---wow! We have a lot of stalkers!---
Lou - as much as I love HPTs..... STOP PEEING! sheesh. You are only freaking yourself out. I promise you are very much so pregnant. Just try to relax.... only one more week. (and for the record, that second HPT looks just as good as the first one!)
--just read your second post about spotting --- most pregnancies have some spotting - especially IVF pregnancies. Everything is probably all fine. Can you get an early u/s for peace of mind?
Kimber - I'm so so sorry. BFNs absolutely suck. big hugs from across the ocean.
Samantha - there does seem to be a few days of really bad luck around here. Hopefully things will turn around in time for our BFPs! Good luck at your ER today!
deftonesmo - congrats on starting stims!
Margi - I can't believe you found a blinkie for Lou that says "step away from the pee stick"! So unlike you!

Come on AF!
Just so Lost - welcome back! good luck at your ER!
SD - thanks for the daily pee report - 8dpo is still waayyyy too early - but keep peeing!
AFM - (since I know y'all skipped the first part to get to my ER update)----
17 eggs! woohoo! I call tomorrow at 9am to get my fert report. ET is probably on Sunday (day 5) unless there aren't so many, then we'll do Thur (day2) or Fri (day 3).
We had a bit of an 'issue' this morning. DH assumed we still had some sterile sample cups leftover from last time... but we couldn't find them last night! He was supposed to bring his 'half' along with us this morning, fresh. But we weren't sure if a non-sterile cup would be okay. So we decided last night that we would go early this morning and he could provide his sample at the hospital. We get there and get him a cup and he heads off to the bathroom. I'm sitting and waiting for my doctor. Anesthesiologist comes by, so does the surgical nurse, and my doctor.... still no sign of David! After 20 min, I go off to the bathroom looking for him. POOR GUY! He was having issues. So I decided to 'help'..... but then the nurses came looking for me! So I had to leave to the OR while he kept 'working on it'.... when I woke up from the ER 30 min later... still no luck! He was so upset! He felt so guilty that after all the needles, checkups, pain and surgery I went through, he couldn't masturbate in the bathroom! He just kept getting more and more stressed out - which didn't help at all. And then my doctor came over. He suggested that we go home and bring back the sample as soon as we could.(David was mortified and says we have to switch docs because he doesn't think he can ever face him again!) My in-laws live much closer to the hospital, and they were both at work, so we headed over there for some 'alone time'. I was post-op, plus they insist on no saliva, lube or vaginal mixed in with the semen sample.... so we did what we could in his childhood bedroom. He says it was probably the worst orgasm he's ever had! He says he felt the ghost of his 13-year-old self crying somewhere
Long story short - we finally got what we needed from him and dropped it off at the hospital. They gave us another 5 sterile sample cups, in case we ever need. Hopefully - those little guys will do their job, even though they were quite stubborn about making an appearance this morning!
I just got home and I'm really in the mood for cinnamon buns.... so I'm baking!
Also - did anyone else ever feel the need to POAS when they know the trigger is still there, just to get the BFP? I'm oddly tempted to waste a HPT.....
THE LIST:
-swaters2815 (Stephanie) - starting mid-January
-kbillsy – IUI 12.4, Beta BFN - saving up money to do it again!
-jmbella (Jenn) - waiting to start late-Jan/early-Feb
-Sunshine1576 - PLAN: Lap surgery, 2 rounds of IUI and then IVF in June (if not already pregnant!)
-anton - blood test on 2.25, RE appt on 2.28
-lauren1171 - WTF on 2.?
-Tiger04 - AF is here! IUI approx 2.22
-qita71 - WTF 2.12
-Penny100 (Darlene) - next cycle in April - good luck!
-Krisnjer - AF is here! on OCP, Suppression check on 1.19, ER/ET early Feb
-andsahsa - starting stims mid Feb, approx ET 3.3
- andrea3821 - COME ON, AF!
-NancyB - FET delayed to April
-Katie1231 - FET delayed to 3.18
-luv2bamom (Subha) - FET on 1.25
-ConnieC - FET 2.17
-Kynlee - AF started 1.18 - start Lupron Feb 6th - approx ER March 15
-margi26 – started Lupron! - approx ER 3.1
-nwquiz - AF is here! waiting for IUI
-deftonesmo - cyst - but cleared to start! - started stims 2.14
-leorira11 (Leora, aka listmistress!) - started stims 2.1, ER 2.15
-JustSoLost - ER 2.16
-wannabeamum (Samantha) - started stimming 1.31, ER 2.16
-jkulab – start stims 1.21, ER 1.30 - ET on 2.5 , beta 2.16
-TammyS – start stims on 1.22, ER 2.3 - ET 2.6 --- BFP on HPT on 2.14!
-Sunshine 12 - start stims 1.27 - ER 2.6 - ET 2.9 - beta 2.20
-hotgreentea (Sherry) - start stims 1.23 - ER 2.3 - ET 2.9 beta 2.17
- HopeThisWorksM ER 2.5, ET 2.10 beta 2.16
- nat&alex - FET 2.9 - beta 2.17
-SDtrying#2 - started stims 1.27, ER 2.6 and ET 2.11 - beta 2.22
-LYD10 -start stims on 1.29 - ER 2.10 - beta 2.24
-CjofNC (Carol) – timed intercourse - started AF 1.25
-Kerri_789 - started stims 1.26 - ER 2.7 ET 2.9 - beta 2.21
-anacris (Nov) – FET 11.29, Beta 12.11 = 444, u/s on 12.28 - one happy, healthy baby!
-rypell1985 (Ryann) – start Lupron 10.11, lining check 11.29, FET 12.3, Beta 12.15 = 275, beta #2 = 824 - u/s = twins!
-annashope – natural IUI 12.2, Beta = 247, Beta#2 = 725 - one happy, healthy baby!
-kildean23 – FET 12.14, beta 12.27 = 565!, 2nd beta = 1315!, u/s on 1.6 - 2 sacs! next u/s 1.31
-taxcplforivf (Ginger) – start stims 12.4, ER 12.15, ET 12.20, beta 12.29 = 68!, beta #2 - 1466!, u/s 1.17
-BakersBaby (Kelly) – start stims 12/3, ER 1.13, ET 12.16, beta 12.30 = 365!, beta #2 1.7 = 3300, u/s one happy, healthy baby! OB visit on 2.2
- Karian - SURPRISE SPONTANEOUS BFP! beta = 101!, beta #2 - 566, u/s 1.18 - one happy, healthy baby!
-krcaja (Kristin) - ER 1.11, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 = 364! next beta 1.31 = 1565! u/s 2.15
- lou71 (Lou) - started stims 1.11, ER on 1.21, ET 1.24, beta 2.4 = 290! next beta 2.7 = 780! U/s on 2.22
-HopeIsAllIHave (Ashley) - ER 1.28 - ET 2.3 - beta 2.11 = BFP! 133, beta2 = 125.... waiting in beta hell.....

-Krys – started estrogen 11.11, FET 11.30, Beta 12.14- BFN
-Cshell717 (Mishell) – start stims 11.22, ER 12.3 w/ ET 12.6, beta 12.20 -BFN
-x0Heather0x – FET, b/w 12.3, u/s 12.10, FET 12.16, beta 12.28 - BFN
-Riya - beta on 1.7 BFN
-Jamiep03 - ET 12.27, beta 1.9 = 21.8, chemical

-kariberri517 - 3dt on 12.10, beta on 12.27 = 392, 12.29 = 472, 12.30 = 576...
-Sweetpea614 (Kat) - ER 1.14, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 BFN
-lynniecat - started stims 1.4 - ER 1.16 - no eggs at ER

-Trusting (Amanda) - started stims 1.10, ER 1/24 - beta 2.4 BFN
-amanda1979 - ER on 1.27 - ET 1.30 - beta 2.11 BFN
-Kimber Baby - ER 1.28 , ET 2.3 - beta 2.14 BFN