thank you guys so much again! your support means so much to me. you know i got home and i started fretting again of course. firstly - i cant believe i dont remember what my exact beta number was. in my head i rounded it up to 1600 as soon as i heard because i was so nervous and because that's what i needed. by the doc on the phone actually said either 1590 or 1490. i cant remember. i emailed him and called him in the evening (he happened to be on call tonight) and a nice man that he is he responded right away to both email and call - he said he didnt remember the exact number and will call me in the morning after he checks my chart again. so for some reason - that number thing bummed me out. although it doesnt really matter - whether its 1500 or 1600 - its either 50 or 48 hour doubling time. i guess 48 is better than 50 - at this point every little bit helps!
i also emailed my embryologist who is great and very experienced. she's been doing this for 20 years and we often correspond by email. she said that she's seen it go both ways with my numbers so far. she's seen healthy babies born from numbers like mine and also empty fetal sacs. so i guess friday is going to be a very important day for me. will it be empty or will it be full of the "right stuff"

hopefully full of the most wonderful baby stuff
Katie - well done on your half marathon! wise of you to listen to your body and walk the rest of the way. this way you will get to run again and again later on once your knee rests up. Utah is gorgeous! we've driven through there on 2 different occasions stopping at all the national parks. i love zion, bryce and arches. and moab is so neat. there was a coffee shop there that sold the best coffee. i even tried ordering it online form them but they went out of business i believe
Bliss - thank you for the vote of confidence. yes - us ladies get a lot of practice being strong on here, dont we

you know what i crave as soon as those progesterone shots kick in - vinegar and more vinegar!!!! anything pickled. yesterday i was eating pickled beats - made them myself. anything doused in vinegar and olive oil i can eat by the bucket. sweets not so much actually.
dogzrule - thanks for sharing your beta number with me. those stories really do help. there is also Dtao on the ivf thread and do you remember CTMichelle? i cycled with her in 2009 - her DD was also born from high 20s i believe.
anyway - its really good to know that it can work out.
ttcnb - that is a tough decision you are facing. i dont know what i would do in your shoes. i also always thought i would be totally pragmatic and ok with reduction to a safer number - to optimize the outcome. but that's in theory - once you are dealing with actual heartbeats everything goes out the window. i am sure you'll make the right call! and by the way - although it is risky - but my doc said that he just had a woman deliver triplets! so it definitely can be done!! are you on teh tall side? for some reason i think it would be easier if you are taller - more vertical room...
i was looking back through my calendar two years ago and i realized that this week last time i was on bedrest. i had an SCH during my 6th week. so funny - every time its something different to worry about. i remember i started feeling nauseous towards the end of that week. but my betas were higher last time - so i may not feel nauseous towards the end of this week. and i also saw the heartbeat sometime during this week last time. except i wasnt worried about that - last time was all about that SCH.
well friday cant come soon enough.
thank you for everyone's support and i'll stop rambling now!!