Negative result today

sophiejane · Post by **sophiejane** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 1:31 pm

Well my euphoria of yesterday was dispelled at 3am this morning when I did another test and got a negative. I have since done another one and it was negative and my period has started. Don't think its worth having a blood test (especially as its another £50.00 to be told what I already know). So I think it must have been a bio chemical pregnancy, and maybe the embryos latched on for a short while or something. That actually does give me some hope.
Having two lines show up on a hpt was absolutely wonderful (after testing every month for the past 3 years and only ever having one line to suddenly see another one - although faint - was so fantastic) It was so short lived but in a masachistic sort of way it was worth it. I now know what it feels like to have a +ive.
Have crashed and burned now though but will pick myself up in a few days time and plan to go again asap for a fresh cycle ... i think. The thought of doing it again horrifies me but I just have to. So I'm going to pack as much into the next 2 months as I can. Already booked a white water rafting weeknd for dp and me.

Thanks for all your support ...... and good luck to the rest of you testing this July. We need some more happy faces.
From Sophie-Jane

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 1:43 pm

Sophie Jane

I cannot believe this is happening to our July cycle buddies..........it is unbelievable. You must be devistated.

Sounds good that you have organised some stuff though........especially things that you could not do if you were pg..........its not a hell of a lot of consolation but it is good to be able to spend as much quality time with DH before your little one arrives...........it will happen!!

Love

JenFx

Sand · Post by **Sand** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 1:45 pm

Oh Sophie-Jane, I'm sorry the +ve was so short lived. As you say though, it does prove that it can (and will !) happen - it's just that now is not the right time for you. Next time will be your time.

You are doing right, thinking about taking some time out to enjoy yourselves a little - then you can come back feeling stronger, fitter etc and ready to go.

Both of you, take care

Sandra x

Ellie · Post by **Ellie** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 1:49 pm

Sophie-Jane
So sorry to hear your news,life is awful sometimes.

Glad you can take something positive away from this. Enjoy you time with dp you totally deserve it.

Ellie

Dagny · Post by **Dagny** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 1:49 pm

Oh my goodness Sophie-Jane

I am so sorry. What a cruel thing it is to get that positive and have it snatched away so quickly. You have the right attitude though and that after so many years of negative results to see that faint line just for once you had that excitement which will never leave you. You know it can happen - but when................who knows????

I am glad you are not thinking of giving up and maybe we will be buddies again later on.

Have fun with your DP white water rafting. I did it with my DH in Bali on my honeymoon and it was superb.

I am truely sorry though that you happiness has been turned into sadness so soon. Thinking of you, take care.

Love Dagny xkx

Nickie88 · Post by **Nickie88** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 2:21 pm

Oh

Sophie-Jane

I was convinced you were gonna get a +tive ........... I am gutted! I have been following you closely my girl and wish you all the best for your future plans!

Take care hun
Love
Nickie

AMITHIS · Post by **AMITHIS** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 2:26 pm

Sophie Jane,

I just saw your bad news and feel terrible for you. I know what you mean about testing every month and just wondering what it feels like to even see that 2nd line. I really admire you for being persistent and planning to give it another go. Enjoy the months you are taking off.

Best wishes,

love,
Staci

Tracey S · Post by **Tracey S** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 4:06 pm

Oh no - what is happening to the Julybies?

I am so sorry for the negative - how cruel.
Your fighting spirit is admirable and I am sure this will pull you through to find your dreams.......

Love
Tracey
xxx

sophiejane · Post by **sophiejane** » Thu Jul 29, 2004 4:28 pm

Thank you all.
Coming on and off this site all day HAS SO HELPED ME, and given me the hope that it will work for me one day.
WE CERTAINLY LEARN PATIENCE DON'T WE............
From Sophie-jane

alicia · Post by **alicia** » Fri Jul 30, 2004 4:57 am

Sophie-jane,

I am devastated to read your post. I don't know what to say. What makes this happen to us?

I am inspired by your outlook though, and I agree that the board has helped me more than anything.

Alicia

hope2004 · Post by **hope2004** » Fri Jul 30, 2004 12:42 pm

Oh Sophie-Jane,
I'm so so sorry. I know what you mean about finally getting that second line. I had the same experience. I keet taking it out and looking at it.

Taking a vacation before starting again is a great idea. I did the same and went into the second cycle relaxed and ready to try again. I agree that getting a + gives you hope that it can happen again.
Take care of yourself.
Hope

Janeya · Post by **Janeya** » Mon Aug 02, 2004 8:30 pm

dear Sophie-Jane
I am so sorry for you Know how your feeling
Glad your taking time out and booked a holiday exacly what I am doing even though my time out is permanent.
I will watch out for you on the boards when you cycle again and wish you all the best of luck.
Enjoy the white water rafting!!!!!!!
Jane
xxxxx

Negative result today

Negative result today

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