Hi all
Hope everyone feeling ok - last time I had IVF I took the 2nd week of 2ww off work, this time I haven't, I guess I am quite lucky in some ways as I work from home so can be flexible as and when I need to be. Missed Test Tube Babies today (!) but not too worried as pretty sure have seen it before!!!!
I have tried really hard in the past couple of days to forget about Sunday (when I do I get really panicked!) and just try and keep busy, stay calm (ha ha) and try and remain positive.........
My first attempt I had convinced myself by the end of the 1st week that it hadn't worked, I guess I just knew, this time it is much harder as I don't know what to think, sometimes I am happy and positive and sometimes I just think well I can't be that lucky as we had 3 IUI attempts which all failed and then my 1st ivf last time which failed.
I have seen comments posted on the board today about the cost of all this - we have had to pay for all of our treatment (including nearly £2k on dh's reversal!) - think to date we have spent nearly £10k and got nothing to show for it. Let's hope the government realise what a serious problem infertility is and how it affects so many of us and make funding more widely available to us all.
Take care everyone, sending LOTS AND LOTS OF PMA to everyone
xx