Hi all,<br><br>Hate to report that af arrived full swing last night.<br><br>Not cried yet, but hubs has had plenty of weeps for us both. How come af more bloody painful after IVF than normal? Got really heavy day at work today doing things I enjoy, luckily, so hopefully this will take my mind off things.<br><br>Hubs wanted to see 'Casablanca' on at the Plaza tonight, so might not be able to make chat - I think we'll see how we feel after work (he's got it on DVD, but wants to see it on a massive widescreen they have).<br><br>Julie and Bibby - might see you at MFS then next cycle - we'll have to co-ordinate visits <br><br>Oh well, another notch on the failures side, and another wrinkle on the brow.<br><br>Love you all.<br><br><br>Fiona xxxx
Me:36 Dh:46, ttc 5+yrs, M/F (96% abnormal).
13 unsuccessful Txs From 2000 [4xClomid (NHS), 7xIUI(d)s & ICSI#1 (MFS), ICSI#2 (MFS) Oct 02 (ectopic)] Natural pg Jan 03 m/c 5.5wks
ICSI#3 (CARE) +ve boy (Xander) EDD 21/03/04 - so excited!!!!!!
Fiona<br>I am so sorry that it didn't work this time - it just isn't fair. You sound like you are being incredibly brave and in control and it is good that you have a busy day planned (at least it is a Friday so you can have time at the w/e for tears). Pamper yourselves like made this w/e....you and dh deserve that more than ever. <br>Sending you a huge hug.<br>Michelle xxxxxxxxxx
Fiona,<br><br>All my thoughts are with you - don't really no what to say...<br>Take time to cry and re-charge and continue. You are truly a remarkable character and have given so much good advice and support to all the girls on this site - With such character and determination - you will succeed.<br><br>Lots of love<br>Charmaine<br>x<br>
Thanks to everyone for your messages - did have a little cry at lunchtime after reading them all. Gush will probably come at weekend when it truely sinks in.<br><br>Got Casablanca week wrong, so hope can meet everyone in chat tonight.<br><br>Love<br><br>Fiona xxx
Me:36 Dh:46, ttc 5+yrs, M/F (96% abnormal).
13 unsuccessful Txs From 2000 [4xClomid (NHS), 7xIUI(d)s & ICSI#1 (MFS), ICSI#2 (MFS) Oct 02 (ectopic)] Natural pg Jan 03 m/c 5.5wks
ICSI#3 (CARE) +ve boy (Xander) EDD 21/03/04 - so excited!!!!!!
Dear Fiona - I'd got my days wrong and thought it was today you were testing not yesterday, so only just logged on and read all of your thread. I literally don't know what to say (have started typing about 5 different things and deleted them) except that I'm thinking of you and know you've got the strength to get through this. Take care, Much love<br><br>Alison
Fiona<br><br>Just a short note to add that I feel for you and from the messages you have received, I can tell you have given a lot of support to others on the site.<br><br>Might c u in M/cr in the distant future. Take care.<br><br>love<br><br>Bibby