Jenna-31, DH-38
TTC for 3 years naturally-got pg dec 04 M/C at 6 weeks
Went in for EC, got 25! Only 9 fertilized, not bad!
Total freeze due to OHSS :(
4 beautiful thawed embies transferred on the 13th
Test date moved up to the 22nd!
Thanks friends...I came home from work and cried on my dh's shoulder, thank God for him! I'm now having a really nice glass of white wine...it does dull the pain a little.
You're all so incredible on this board, I pray that each and everyone of you become a mommy somehow, someway, when I first joined I thought "oh it's just a big pity party for all of us women who cannot have a baby" but now I realize that it's a family and SUCH a huge support and comfort to have all of you to talk with when there's NOBODY who can understand the pain.
Thanks again and again for being my friends, and listening
Love Sammy
So, so sorry Sammy - sending you a huge hug. Please look after yourself and treat yourself to lots of things you've been denying yourself. Don't make any decisions at present - it's all too raw - see how you feel in a few weeks to reassess the situation. At my clinic recentyl there was a lady who had done full IVF five times without a whisper and on her sixth go she was pregnant with twins! I don't know how she had the will power to keep going but it just shows you that it can happen even when you've almost given up hope, lots of love, Cherylxx
Third ICSI July 2005 BFP and praying it continues!! 6, 8, 12, 13(Nuchal) 20, 25 and 28 week scans successful! Emily Ann Cane born 8.4.06 - more beautiful than we could have imagined
Sammy - So sorry to hear your bad news. A good cry does you the world of good. I'm sure there'll be more tears to follow, but it will get easier. You sound strong. Just make sure you take it easy for a while.
Sandra x
Me 41 yrs old - dh 49 yrs old. ttc 110 yrs.
1st cycle (ICSI)....Mar 04 -ve.
2nd cycle (ICSI)....Aug 04 -ve.
3rd cycle FET........May 05 -ve.
4th cycle (ICSI) ... Feb 06 -ve
5th cycle FET ..... Feb/Mar 11
1st July - Leanne -
1st July - Tina -
1st July - Steph (Wildfox) -
1st July - Lori -
1st ? July - Cath -
?? - Babiluv -
?? - Yvee -
4th July - Padme -
5th July - Holly -
5th July - Anne -
6th July - Jamato -
7th July - JackieG - (test 7th - HCG 12 - test again 11th)
11th July - Michelle -
12th July - Lumi - (test 12th - HCG 7 - test again 19[?])
12th July - Sammy -
13th July - Carlac - (early HPT +ve)
14th July - Caroline (cmg) -
18th July - Chrissy -
19th July - Karron -
20th July - Cheryl (CC) -
22nd July - ElleR -
To be Added :
Jenna - ET planned Wed 13th. Test date planned 26th(?) July
Me 41 yrs old - dh 49 yrs old. ttc 110 yrs.
1st cycle (ICSI)....Mar 04 -ve.
2nd cycle (ICSI)....Aug 04 -ve.
3rd cycle FET........May 05 -ve.
4th cycle (ICSI) ... Feb 06 -ve
5th cycle FET ..... Feb/Mar 11
so so sorry to hear your sad news. I'm glad you had DH to support you and that glass of wine was well deserved. Cry all you need to and know that there are others going through the same thing and we can support each other.
I don't have good news to report either. The spotting seems to be turning into a full scale bleed. I'll still test tomorrow but I've pretty much given up hope. I even opened a bottle of wine last night, that's how much I believe it's over. I was devastated yesterday but feel quite calm today. I'm sure the grief will come back at some point.
look after yourself
Caroline
me - 44, DH - 48
2002 ectopic (natural conception)
2004 1st IVF cancelled following brain seizure
2005 June/July 2nd IVF - negative
2005 Nov FET - postponed cos my Mum died
2006 - Feb FET planned, but neither frostie survived the thaw.
Sending PMA your way Caroline..Don't get too bogged down..you're in my prayers..
Sammy,
Sorry to hear your news... Its never easy to deal with a negative, but it helps to have a loving dh..
take care..
Lumi,
Praying hard for you..
me-32, dh 40
ttc 4+ years
4 failed IUI's
1st ICSI +ve 17/6/05:)
Baby girl Dhruvaa born on 14/02/06
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Caroline, I'm very sorry about the bleeding, not for false hope but some DO have full periods and still are pregnant...only the blood test will tell, in the mean time you're in my prayers.
love Sammy
Hugs to all the others who hae had -ive this month. x x
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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