
Hi all! I'm 40yo in 2 ww of 4th and last IVF. 1st cycle BFP but lost in 5th week. 2nd cycle BFN. 3rd cycle lost single gestation at 9 weeks. Now 5 days post transfer of 4 blasts and losing my mind with anxiety. This is the last cycle with no more insurance coverage. Sister-in-laws baby shower on Sunday and start new job on Tuesday. What if it's negative? I'm just counting the minutes til HCG but I fear this deep dark depression AGAIN if this is not successful. HELP!?