Under 30 gals

[DeniseM]

Hey guys.

Hope everyone has had a good weekend. DH and I went to a party tonight. It was a good time,with some of the gals I work with. Unfortunately, one of my co-worker's DH thought it was a good time in front of a crowd to tell me how sorry he was about my m/c.

Damn.

Nearly cried in front of everyone. I honestly thought I was developing a thicker skin about this, but sometimes, it just hurts so much.

[Smita]

Aw Denise,
I'm so sorry honey for insensitive people..
Sometimes I get really worried that I'll become, or am insensitve just cause I'm pregnant now and it'll wipe out all the years of the pain of trying..
And Nicki,
You all sooo deserve to be mommies..
You WILL get there. I'm praying for you guys..

If I've ever come across as someone who doesnt understand and just blabs on, please let me know and cyber slap me as well, cause I KNOW i dont want to make that mistake again..

This journey is so tough and i would only like to support and not hurt any of you wonderful women.

Jag, Chanteq,
havent seen you guys on recently- Hope you're ok..

Hugs,
smita

[olivia]

Hi guys

Its really quiet on this thread at the moment, hope everyone is ok.

Denise - just read your post. Some people are so thoughtless, they think they are being kind but don't realise the hurt they uncover. Hope you are feeling a bit better.

Nicki - hope you are feeling a bit better too. You really cheered me up at the weekend with 'ball feeling' (even though it was for a serious reason).

I am off sick again, A bit fed up as my dr has prescibed me anti-sickness tablets but couldn't really tell me if this could do any harm. I want to stop feeling sick but am too scared to take them.

I hope everyone else is doing ok, Hi also to smita, lumi, jag, chanteq, princess and sara.

Olivia

[NickiMark]

I know it's gone quite, I do find that after BFN posts are fewer then as soon as PMA come back so do posts!!!

Ive been posting here near on 2yrs. seen it so many times!!!

Denise, Chanteq, Lumi Jag and I all had BFN this month, dont worry we'll all bounce back i am sure, it just kills that feeling of getting a BFN.

I try to post daily but to be honest my posts have been fewer. Still feeling so mixed up, totally in limbo and haven't a clue when to try again! Im scared.

hugs to you all, x x

[DeniseM]

Nicki,

I understand how you feel. I take a mental break while I'm feeling low too.

Are you and DH going to explore sperm retrieval? Might be a chance for you to gather yourself before anymore drugs.

Olivia, google the drug you were prescribed and see what comes up. There might be more information online, then what your GP has.

Princess, sweetie, did you have your second scan yet?

[NickiMark]

Dh is going to test semen again last done 2 yrs ago so doc says that if still no sperm there, then a biopsy would be wasted.

We are doing the semen test soon, but both feel sure it'll be zero sperm count. Juts our last glimmer of hope though.

We are still going to Donor IUI what ever. When I dont know? OCT? NOV? DEC? JAN?

Probably Jan, to be honest need to lose some pounds first. x x

[Smita]

Hi everyone..
quiet here these days..

smita

[NickiMark]

Hi smita, I think its quite because of the BFN's that hit many of us this last month.
I am ok, just chilling! Trying not to focus to much on that but's still hurts!
We are off on hols in 2 weeks time. Looking fwd to that x x

[NickiMark]

Hi every one! How are you all? What plans are happening this week-end.

We have another agent visiting this weekend so we can go multi agency and step up trying to sell this house, then dh is going in to town to get my birthday pressie!!!!! Yeah!!!! I will just chill here at home, not much after that, on sunday we are meeting my brother..... So nothing truely exciting but phew!!! I am not at work, I hate that place........ Long live the week-end!!!!

Denise, not long til your birthday? You are 29 this yr aren't you? What are you doing???

And Chanteq, your's is soon too..... What are you doing? You are hitting 30 too????? How are you dear?? xxx

Hi Lumi! You ok??

Princess & Smita, Olivia? Baby bumps both fine I hope??

Hi JAG!!! How r u?

Hi Sara! Baby of our group!!! How's you?

[Smita]

HI all!
Hope you're all having a lovely weeknd..
Nicki presents are sooo exciting aren't they? I love surprises- even if its flowers or cards..
I'm doing ok.. Worried abt baby cause the fluid content seems to be low- they cant do much about it I blv- have asked me to drink lots and lots of fluids- Am trying but also worrying- they've asked me to lay off the computer as much as possible, so, though these boards have been my lifeline since I started treatment, I'm only going to pop in now and then to see how everyone is shaping up until my next scan says things are ok..Thats a looong way off.. not until OCT 30..
I will be posting, but not much i guess.. I will do whatever I can for this baby..

Hope you all are doing great..
Nicki,Denise,Jag, Lumi,Chanteq, Sara, Olivia
Wishing you lots of luck..

smita

[DeniseM]

Smita, sweetie

Hang in there. If they want to wait til the end of Oct for another scan, its not as grave as it sounds.

Jeez, does the worrying ever stop? Honestly, with the amount of extras we all already put in, the least we should expect is a worry free pregnancy.

Anyways, you're in my prayers.

[NickiMark]

Smita. you rest up dear and look after the babe! Hugs to you x x

[lumi]

Dear All

Yes i.t is quiet...for me it's been quite nice to have been so busy that I havent had any time to post for ages. That means that WHOLE days have gone by without thinking about babies!!!! I think that's healthy and so then I get excited thinking about our next go.

I am waiting for AF. Still not here and I havent had one since the weak +ve in july. Once it comes I will be frostie focused!!!!!!

It has been the first week of term so I am tired - actually having to wrok again! I shouldnt complain really!!!

Smita - I hope you are drinking plenty and resting well.

nicki - i didnt realise you were on the move - where do you want to go or just a different place? we are thinking of moving - only to the next road - but we would like to have a little house instead of our flat. i dont fancy dragging a buggy up the stairs! but do we move now, or when preggers, or when little one is here? hmmmm......good luck nicki

love and hugs to everyone

lumi xx

[NickiMark]

Lumi know what u mean.....

Moving is stressful, not sold ours yet, thinking of moving to the next town, well about 2o miles north/west.

How do you have wholes days not thinking about babies. I cant even do hours. babies are constantly on my mind.

[Smita]

Hallo Girlfriends!!
Ok I admit, I'm a fraud!I couldn't stay away for more than 24 hours! And that too after dialogues of I'll do what I can for baby!!
Thank you all for asking..
Its not surprising I logged on right?As in,the support I get on this board just pulls me to it!
Nicki,
hope lunch with bro was good..
Denise,
you're right, the worrying NEVER stops..
which is why I log on here- reading posts at least takes the mind away from one's own troubles..
Lumi, 13 down- excellent! I'm so proud to have a pal with such will power! You go girl..
Nicki, how're you doing on the weightloss thing?
I just feel its always starting trouble, once you start,you feel motivated to continue..At least I felt like that.. Lost abt 20 pounds before tmt, now back to piling them on again..
Joy, hows it going?
Jag,Chanteq, Sara, Oli, how are you all?


will pop in tomorrow night!!

have a lovely week girls.
5 nights until I can hug and hold my dearest dh again


smita